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Here are some impressions and experiences of Bruce's 6-day workshop in Germany, 1 1/2 weeks ago, if you are interested in more background, it's in Bruce's "Afterlife Knowledge Guidebook". ----------------------------------
Bruce taught us the preliminary process, which is slow relaxing breaths, gathering energy, feeling love. Then an imagination sequence, which can be to go to our own special place which we had created before, and then meeting a helper who would bring us to our destination. As I had already created a special place about three years before, I expected to go there, but a helper I hadn't seen before brought me to a new place, so I now have a new special place. To me it seemed, in TMI terms, this new special place was more similar to the feeling of Focus 15, whereas in the TMI exercise the own special place is supposed to be located in Focus 27.
We then had two retrieval exercises, one of them supposed to be in one of the Belief System Territories, which both worked for me and many others of our group.
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Meeting a hindering belief exercise After the preliminary process I found me in room, dark, old styled furniture; then, the living room of my parent's house. I looked around; came to the front door, and a scene came into my mind, I attempted to run out through the front door, but stumbled over the threshold and fell down to the ground. I thought about if this really had happened, but couldn't decide. I didn't know what this could mean, so I looked out for something different which would lead me to a hindering belief. Some flickering bits of visuals, until I saw in front of me my left hand in water, making swim-movements. This got my attention, as I immediately remembered, I had very beautiful dreams about how easy and what a pleasure it is to swim, while in the physical I never ever have swum. So, that was interesting. Then I "saw" a very little child, almost a baby, and "knew" to the left of this child is water, and it reached out for it, wanted to get into it, but a voice said: "No! It's too hot." I figured, maybe that child was me, or at least had something to do with me; hindering belief...then a chain of thoughts (maybe memories) appeared, an older child (probably me), was about to go out, and therefore wrapped thickly in clothes by mother, because it's cold outside. I then drew a line to the present-me, and knew, this is alluding to my old problem, my anxiety in the physical of everything "new". New people, new places, and even to stop doing one thing to do another thing makes me feel uncomfortable, as well having any fixed dates. From the land into the water, from the well-temperatured into the hot / into the cold, I had apparently developed a habit to 1. notice something as "change", 2. identify this as dangerous, needing protection and caution, and sometimes, simply avoid anything new. So, that's a target, I thought, and expressed my will that I want to meet this "oh no, better not"- belief. It appeared something like a technical device, not clear, it resembled a little disk with a switch at it's side- pretty much like an asthma- medicament I had used. I said in my mind, that it's service is no longer needed, if something "new" does appear for me, instead of making me feel uncomfortable, it should simply tell me "analyze", I would analyze the situation, make a decision, and that was it! -----------------------------------------------------
Since then, this feeling of uncomfortability had reappeared, and I thought, "it doesn't work!" until I remembered to "analyze" and decide what to do. Then the feeling diminished. I am now about to fine-tune this more, so that not every minute I had to "analyze" something. Phew, seems you have to chose your words carefully! ------------------------------------------------------
Writing this down, I have just found, this first impression, me stumbling over the threshold, makes quite sense, as it obviously symbolizes to enter something new (outside the protecting familiar home), and my problem with that. I haven't got this symbology until now, writing it down again. Another thing is, why showed this belief up as my old asthma- medicament? Maybe because asthma sometimes can be connected to anxiety and avoidance. And of course, the me in the water, swimming, alludes to something what I think I cannot do, but what I could do (have it done in dreams) if I only wouldn't worry too much about it.
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Meeting an aspect of self exercise In this exercise, we looked for a "part" of ourselves, which is not only a belief, but something bigger, almost a person, split off from us for whatever reason. We were adviced by Bruce to meet a helper first, who would guide us to such an aspect of ourselves. Now, I couldn't really be as open-minded as I'd liked to, as I had to think before the exercise of some of my mind-journeys and other occurances that pointed out to me there is a previous life of mine (or at least a life which is closely connected to me) which was hard, and somehow I felt I'm not over it yet. From this, I had built up quite some tension and whatever kind of energy, that I had to make preparations on my own before the exercise, just to do anything. I had half imagined, half it came on itself, three spheres, one bigger, in which I was with some helpers, one smaller, in which I imagined this aspect to be, and one encompassing, symbolizing my higher self. So, that was my preparation, and I found this scene then in the exercise. From the bigger sphere, where I was in, a tube went to the smaller one, where I thought this aspect of me to be in. I walked through the tube and entered the small sphere and looked around. Somehow below me, I found a young woman (as expected) inside a small room. She was very angry, despaired and frustrated. I was counseling this with the helper(s), and what came out was, this woman is not the actual woman of that past-life, but an aspect of me which came into existence in my present life, as a reaction to my subconscious memory of that previous life. It is holding anger and frustration, and will not let it go, as every anger and frustration, which I feel, this aspect grabs and looks at it as an affirmation of it's own beliefs and existence, which in turn means to me, I would feel this anger and frustration, but it would be difficult to let it go, as this aspect would hold it. So I decided, I had to re-solve this aspect into me-here again. I noticed, in the room this aspect was, there was a door, and she was looking at this door, as if waiting for someone to come. I then briefly found myself in two positions at the same time, my previous position, and added, her position, looking at the door, and it seems she was waiting for someone to release her. Of course, that's what I did, I opened the door, no introduction necessary, and hugged her, and she let herself taken inside me. I quickly returned to waking consciousness. ------------------------------- This exercise was, especially in the first time, before actually meeting that aspect, accompanied by a large amount of physical stress symptoms, as rapid heartbeat, blood noise in the ears, a feeling of narrowness and thoughts of giving up, stop it. After the exercise I felt trembly and had sudden, brief times of depression, which some hours later vanished. -------------------------------------
The meeting a belief, and the meeting an aspect of self exercises seem to have changed something within me. It is as if they removed some of my old viewpoints, so that I now can see other aspects and mechanisms of me which I couldn't see before.
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Contacting a passed over person known by one participant In two exercises, we tried to meet a passed over person known by one participant. In the first exercise we drew papers with the name written on it, in the second we had groups who drew an envelope with the name written on it, and a photograph of the person inside. In the debriefings, we had not this one detailed "wow!" hit. Many things we found in the explorings were too general, or couldn't be assigned to the person. But there were some details which were definitely more than coincidents. In one case, the group brought back really many fitting things, and some of them quite special. In another case, some details of the group member's explorations fitted with those of the other group members, but turned not out to be significant, while some details of the single members were quite good, one even very good. In other cases there were single details which were said to be typical for this person. Two members of one group reported, when they opened the envelope after the exploration to see the photography of the person they were supposed to meet, there were almost shocked to see that it was the person they have met. So, to me there were enough similarities and hints that were beyond conincidence. On the other hand, it seems to be difficult to get a precise, clear, long scene which is an event of the passed over person's life AND is known to the living relative/friend, to find a way to concentrate only on the, for the living relative/friend, meaningful informations. However, it was quite enough to say I'm working on it, and I hope the other participants too!
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After this workshop I had some intense explorations, it really enhanced my exploration- abilities/energies. So, even if you're already in this business, I can recommend it, as it gives you quite a push, when you are like me who tends to be a bit lazy at times!
Thanks Bruce!
Spooky
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