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Reply #90 - Jun 27th, 2008 at 1:55pm
 
In a sense, dreams help us become aware of our unlimited selves. which we could call higher self.

limited self would be in the area what is defined as C1.

everyday waking conscious mind, necessarily focused on the days activities is C1.
the next state of consciousness is Focus 10. body asleep, mind awake.

Dreamwalkers is another term for those who surf their dreams for signs of reality, or gaining more lucidity of who and what we are, as human beings passing here.

physical reality is limited awareness, due to we are focused into generally, some job, or function we perform, or role we are in. In truth, we are unlimited beings when these dreams are trying to show us more info about ourselves.

In Dude's latest example, if we look at the emotions of the dream carefully we see a clue to who and what a human is. A useful clue, because once attained, Dude becomes aware that he loves his wife, but in his subconscious, he is fearful, and this produces a heartache as he describes it.

therefore, Dude becomes aware he is mistaken about the inference of the phone call, that he alone created the misperception. He relaxes, he creates his environment of returning to trust of his wife, he enhances the love that is there, which is the truth, and the fear was a misperception only.

To do all this, he stepped into focus 15, or into a future time and gathered the data, brought it back to real time and utilized it as he was supposed to.

Now, my complimentary obe story. I was traveling with a guide, a young man of nonphysical reality and I went for a test drive of the new van I would someday purchase, which I had asked him to find for me, in another state. This guide and I spoke mentally back and forth. he said he was inbetween lives. He did this sort of thing as a service to us in physical reality.

it was a pleasant ride. I accepted the van. several months later I move to the state, and find the van. Somehow I just "know", yes, this is the van and this saves me time of searching around for the "right" van. As I'd told him, it's very important, the motor is good, the ride is smooth, the color and body look good. when I drove in the van the first time, I re-experienced the same sensations of smoothness, and the same feeling of my mind expanding around the boundaries of the van. I was used to smaller vehicles..and the first time you drive something larger, you will know what I mean, about the feelings.

the dream had the same sensations as in real time, just as Dude experienced the effects of misperception of fear, or insecurity issues around his relationship.

The ability of the mind to go ahead of time and take a look at probabilities of what we will experience means the mind is in the act of creating it's own future outside of C1 boundaries.

It is taking ahold of the reins, and manning your own ship of destiny.

we are far more than we think we are.

recently I got guidance that before I can create my own reality, I must first be able to imagine it.
If I cannot imagine an event to take place, it will not happen. it must first be within the imagination which is to say I must entertain the possibilities, and then, if you entertain the possibilities long enough, it will be so.  focus has much to do with reality creating.

but it is true, we might be debating the egg or the chicken, which came first, from my pov, they both appeared simultaneously and both are real, as real is totally relative to the perceiver.

thanks Dude, it's been good to reflect on these things.
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Reply #91 - Jun 29th, 2008 at 6:45pm
 
Dude

Thanks for sharing your experiences.  I have read all your entries in 3 days.  Fascinating stuff. 

All this OBE stuff is new to me.  I managed to get my arm out when I was a teenager but did not pursue it further.  Recently I found out that there are books on how to do OBE's.  Stumbled on Hemi Sync and hence your journal. 

I started the "orientation wave 1" 3 days ago.  Today was my first session on "introduction to focus 10".  I did not feel anything different.  Do you know why that is?  Do I need to give it time for my brain to adjust to the sounds?  Does it matter if the room is dark or not?

Thanks....can't wait for your next entry.
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Reply #92 - Jun 30th, 2008 at 12:26am
 
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The arm is a very good start.  Isn't it a cool feeling to have your energy body's arm floating around?  The best books to read on astral projection are Robert Bruces.  I own Astral Dynamics and have read it a couple times, that book should be at the top of your reading list if you want to learn about OBEs, for it contains both theoretical aspects and practical ones, not to mention he is one of the top explorers in the field(who is publicly known anyway).   

Its not a big deal if nothing happened your first time.  Its important to notice even the slightest changes in your state of concsiousness when doing these exercises, and yet you should expect nothing and just flow with the experience.  Any sensation out of the ordinary should be seen as progress.  Total relaxation is the key.  You want to obtain the most relaxed state as possible, by tensing/relaxing all of your muscles and doing mental exercises to quiet your mind.  Turning the lights off will best allow your eyes to relax, so therefore it should be done.

The best mental exercise to use, in my experience, is to simply notice what is happening in the blackness behind your eyelids.  This takes away focus from the physical and shifts your focus to nonphysical levels.  Usually when I use the gateway tracks, I do not try to leave my body, I instead phase my consciousness to other dimensions by doing exactly what I just said.  I usually begin to see snapshots of other realities and symbols relating to the nonphysical experience I am having.  As you progress further, the experiences will become more intense, more frequent, and more syncronistic in your physical life.  This is what you can expect if you regularly meditate with the gateway tracks... and its just the beginning.  Good luck!

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Reply #93 - Jun 30th, 2008 at 7:46am
 
Hey thanks for the advice Dude.

I am 29 now, but when I was a teenager, I was really into trying to get out of body.  I did not have any one taught me, or read any books on techniques.  I just kept on thinking of trying to get out.  On occassions I would find the following (not occuring all at one session, all of this happened years ago):

1.  I would be able to see whats in front of me while my eyes were closed.
2.  I had a sinking feeling while paralysed
3.  I tried to get my hand/arm out (really concentrating) by doing it physically and what did
happen was I moved my 2 arms but when I placed it in front of me, I saw a dark see through version.
4.  I felt sliding down the bed which really scared me as i felt was going to go under the covers.
5.  In later experiences I decide to the sliding continue, and what I felt was like hands pulling my legs down the bed and upwards.  I literraly felt my physical legs being pulled upwards with the duvet too!
6.  Once I was sleeping in a position facing the wall (this was at university accommodation), in the middle of the night.  I awoke in a paralysed state.  Next thing I felt was tingling on the back of my neck.  Then I felt cold surges hitting my body in regular short intervals.  I heard very loud buzzing noises.  I starting getting scared and thought it maybe a spirit visitation.  I started hearing my name being called.  I felt a presence and felt the bed behind me went down abit like someone just sat next to me.  I started hearing this strange voice.  It sounded awful like it was talking to me in a demonic language.  It scared the hell out of me as I thought it was a evil spirit.   So I thought, the more I am scared, the more i will get bullied.  Hence I started trying to scream with emotion that I am not scared of him and will beat the hell out of him.  It soon stopped really quickly.  After reading William Buhlmans book on adventures beyond the body, I think it probably was not a visitation but me about to leave my body?  What do you think?

I will try to use Hemi Sync everyday.  I have bought the astral dynamics book on amazon and it should arrive in 9 days.  In terms of what you said about looking at the closed eyelids, I did this in "focus 3" 2 days ago.  What i saw was like a bluish/purple colour which slowly went smaller.  Could that be a shift of focus to a non physical level?

Also listening to focus 3 and intro to focus 10 I felt like I was about to fall asleep but didn't.  You know where you get these random thoughts and images coming to your mind.  Is this snapshots of another reality or just me about to fall asleep?

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Reply #94 - Jun 30th, 2008 at 9:18pm
 
Hi Reborn,
I'm practicing the TMI/Moen "phasing" method, which leads to a split consciousness, meaning I'm fully aware of my physical body, and at the same time aware of another "place". This is easy to achieve, most of those who use HemiSync or follow Bruce Moens advice can do this.
More difficult it is to achieve to become totally unaware of our physical body, as in dreams, but remain our awareness, the type of awareness we have in the physical, so that we're able to bring the memory of those experiences back to the physical. I had that a few times, I can't do it at will. I twice could look through my closed eylids, had two etheric OBEs (well, you KNOW when you have one Wink ), a few lucid dreams with awsome visuals, and a similar case as you told under no.6 (I think I've told this already, sorry):
  I had slept, and awoke from a series of dreams with "cold surges", as you told, not uncomfortable, a cool-wind feeling through my body. I felt someone was entering my room. An inner voice, or I myself, said: Nothing to fear. So I remained to be bodily asleep, but mind awake. This entity laid down beside me, then melted with me, again with that cool feeling. I think it was a kind of OBE, but viewed from an aspect of me which had stayed in physical awareness. Robert Bruce has an elaborated theory of this. I doubt that this theory is true, but it surely is a kind of theory you can work with.
  I appreciate your effort to master these different consciousness states. I second Dude, when you're practicing with HemiSync, notice and remember (write down) everything what "happens" (or not happens).

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Reply #95 - Jul 2nd, 2008 at 4:14am
 
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Tonight I once again slipped into an altered state of consciousness while active.  I was about to get onto an elevator, when I looked to my left and saw my reflection in the mirror.  This triggered an expansion of my consciousness, and suddenly I was experiencing "myself" from a higher consciousness.  

I felt like I was enormously expansive, and had some sort of perception of being somewhere else, yet not another physical place... I had a duality in which my main focus was in another level of consciousness, another dimension, and I was observing everything taking place in the physical reality through my physical body... and yet I was absolutely not my physical body.  In fact, I have never felt so separate from my body than I did in this state.  My body became a puppet, a shell which I was maneuvering around in the physical dimension.  Everything about the current physical situation I was in, including my physical body, became almost alien.  My perspective at this time was extremely removed from the physical.  

However, upon close inspection of my body, I realized it was so much more than a puppet.  My body seemed to shine with an energetic radiance.  I realized it was the expression of who I am, who I REALLY am, in the physical dimension.  I realized that my innermost being was being materialized into the flesh, and that my most prevalent mental states were determining my experience, resulting in the happenings of my physical body and circumstances, at any given time.  I realized how amazing our innermost abilities actually must be to create such an intricate physical design, the physical body.  

I was not only thinking these things, but I was experiencing the emotional reality of them to an extremely large degree.  The information felt like an appiffany, even though I already had knowledge of it.  I was experiencing the truth of this knowledge in a new way.  

Shortly after this, I was riding in my friends car.  I began to have visions of a cartoonish looking being.  First he seemed to appear the same each time I focused in the reality he seemed to be in.  All I had to do was think of him and it was as if I turned the switch from "physical mode" to "the reality this being was in mode."  When I would switch from my physical focus to the focus of this being, my physical surroundings would gently fade from my awareness(yet still being present to a small degree) and he would come strongly into view.  This being seemed enormous, but not hostile in any way.  He seemed friendly.  I got a feeling that he would always be there whenever I thought of him.  He then began to change his appearance when focused upon.   When I switched focus back to the physical, I could still sense him in the back of my mind.  Shortly later the experience ended.

I did not really think about this at the time of the experience, but I now remember reaching my consciousness out to my higher self shortly after the elevator experience.  Perhaps this later experience has a relation to this.  Perhaps this enormous friendly character was a symbol for my higher self.  Perhaps I was actually focusing my attention to a level where the connection with my higher self was able to be consciously received in the form of that symbol.  Perhaps during my initial experience on the elevator, my consciousness expanded to a level where I was able to observe my own personal physical being through the perspective of my higher self.
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Reply #96 - Jul 2nd, 2008 at 5:13pm
 
must have been higher self, or like your more unlimited self interacting with you, by telling you that you could trust it would be there whenever you focused in on it.

when I first started thinking about how TMI coined certain concepts for us, the C1 = limited perspective. as I/there.  "I" is limited perspective, so to gain a particular experience.

There is to mean our greater self, or unlimited self, which is formless, so we get all sorts of form images to work with in this area, you received the cartoon, a large cartoon. you were being told that when you shift your focus, HS is there. When you want to ground into physical reality, you make another shift in focus.

Might be relevant to the little finger bending exercise in Bruce's reference.
Some personal comparisons: the dual consciousness I experienced is quite similar to yours, only instead of HS coming in as a cartoon which engenders a trusting nature, it came in as looking exactly like myself in this same body, only the facial expression was relaxed and smiling.

what HS did for me, in this respect was to show a glowing light within the eyes, to say it was the real me, while I had been suffering from an inferior complex, this then was quite instructional, as well a delightful visitation of the future possibilities of myself.

thanks again for your journal. I very seldom enter another focus level from C1, waking, except, sometimes when blogging I cannot type fast enough with what's coming in. seems like a couple dozen perspectives try to feed into the same paragraph. in that case editing must be done.

I remember a few years ago, daily feeling like an alien; the body became quite foreign. It couldn't be me, I would say to myself, for I have no zipper to unzip it's mysteries, see what's inside of this thing. it seems it was a phase I went thru to understand what the real me is, the I/there.
when I started dreaming true, where the events would play out in real time, I began to panic, because I was now a puppet it seemed of HS. or once I called it a hologram of higher self, this body and personality/ego.
that seemed to work ok as a thought system for awhile, as a dream vision was given of a funnel of light narrowing one end to the body, and widening at the top to say, the connection was wider from HS.

I noticed a change in the obe scenario. instead of the energy body walking, running or leaping out there, instead I started to glide everywhere, attended by a feeling of mental spaciousness.

when I first started obe-ing I used to flap my arms to get off the ground. lol. the effort was excruciating and yielded only a few feet.
now I just glide or ride something like an escalator, or it's like I'm on it when I think of someone to visit.
I like the way you said your innermost being was being materialized into the flesh, and that your most prevalent mental state determined your experience.

I found this is true.

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Reply #97 - Jul 9th, 2008 at 4:36am
 
Spooky2,

thanks for sharing your similar experience.  I think my experience manifested into something nasty because of the lack of understanding in the subject at that time and thus my negative thoughts

Dude,

After taking 5 days out of the programs (I was moving property), I started the "intro to focus 10" yesterday.  During doing the excercise for total relaxation where Monroe counts to 10 while telling me to relax each part of the body, I found it difficult to maintain my attention.  And then all of a sudden I hear, "now breath deeply...this is the end of the exercise".  I was like WTF? Did I just fall asleep?  Time just passed without me noticing.

Also when doing my resonant tuning, I breath in visualising light energy coming into my mouth and then head.  When I exhale and hum with the voices, I imagine stale grey dull energy coming out of the mouth.  After the session, I read the instructions and it says visualisint the energy coming from all parts of the body and when you exhale, energy comes out of your feet.  I am not sure I am doing it right (I just followed the visualisation instructions as described in the first session for focus 3).  How do you visualise or do the resonant tuning????
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Reply #98 - Jul 9th, 2008 at 2:34pm
 
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You experienced what I call "clicking out".  This is when you have an experience in a nonphysical dimension, but cannot remember it due to your innability to translate it into physical terms.  Instead, you simply experience a period of missing time.  It used to happen to me all the time, and still does occasionally. 

During resonate tuning, I usually bring the energy through my mouth, or sometimes through my entire head, or sometimes through my whole body, as if it is seeping in into my pores.  I then release the old energy either out of my mouth, or out of my entire body, once again as if it is coming out of every pore in my body.  You should experiment with different techniques and do whatever seems to work best for you.
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Reply #99 - Jul 9th, 2008 at 3:21pm
 
Reborn wrote on Jul 9th, 2008 at 4:36am:
...I started the "intro to focus 10" yesterday.  During doing the excercise for total relaxation where Monroe counts to 10 while telling me to relax each part of the body, I found it difficult to maintain my attention.  And then all of a sudden I hear, "now breath deeply...this is the end of the exercise".  I was like WTF? Did I just fall asleep?  Time just passed without me noticing.


I think it is good to make note of this point more than once. The "clicking out" is a common experience and, in my opinion, does not mean nothing is happening. This has happened to me many times. It is helpful to me to meditate under varying circumstances, so that I might receive the full benefit of any program I am using. I consider both "heightened" awareness and "clicking out" to each be useful states of consciousness. Information is absorbed in both cases, although that may not seem apparent immediately.

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Reply #100 - Jul 11th, 2008 at 5:53am
 
Thanks Blink and Dude.

The day (9th July) before yesterday I moved onto "advanced focus 10" session.  When I was doing my resonant tuning I felt that each time I breath in, I feel tingling all over my body like goose bumps.  I guess this is energy coming inside me.

Not much happened yesterday.  I did the resonant tuning but no tingling.  I did however feel tingling in my feet as I did the resonant energy balloon (visualizing energy coming out of my head like a fountain and then back into my feet).  But much of the tingle was in my right feet.

When I got into focus 10, there was no difference at the beginning.  Then after a while, I felt a change in state.  It felt darker and there was a build up of pressure in my head (I am all the while accepting the fact there is the energy balloon happening).
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Reply #101 - Jul 29th, 2008 at 6:32pm
 
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Last night I was laying in a meditative state listening to an audio track of a channel named Bashar.  Suddenly I felt an energetic sensation somewhere in my head, and I heard a voice, separate from the one I was listening to on my ipod.  It was a soft female voice.  The first time I heard it I couldnt understand what was said.  I came back into my previous state, but wanted to hear the voice again.  I was able to bring back the sensation in my head, and I began to hear the voice again, but once again could not make out the words, it was too brief this time. 

I beleive this could be the begining of a channeling experience, in other words this may be the begining of a communication with another aspect of my higher consciousness. 

I recently decided to attempt to open up communication with my higher self of a more verbal type, rather than the usual imagery, symbolism, and syncronistic manifestation, but so far the only effort I have put forth was the recognition of the decision and the desire.  Perhaps this alone was enough to bring the experience into my consciousness.

I will now put more effort forth in this new endevor and see where it takes me.
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Reply #102 - Jul 29th, 2008 at 7:21pm
 
Dude:

I've heard a voice quite clearly numerous times. I've found that only one sentence at a time can be communicated this way.  There have been occasions where I had dialogues, but it is hard to remember what the dialogue was about once the conversation is over. I remember one time I was holding a conversation with a being and I noticed it was smiling at me funny, as it waited until I realized that I was having a conversation with a spirit being. As soon as I realized this the conversation ended.

For some reason it is easier to receive visual images than hear a voice. Even when it comes to dreams, either waking or asleep, very little dialogue takes place. It is more a matter of having an understanding of what was communicated.

My feeling is that spirits don't have vocal chords. Therefore, they create words that can be heard in a manner that is different than we create them. It also seems as if they deal with blocks of information, rather than a word by word manner. They also think in a manner that is more abstract yet more complete than linear thought.
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Reply #103 - Aug 1st, 2008 at 11:17am
 
Dude said: I recently decided to attempt to open up communication with my higher self of a more verbal type
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in my experience Dude, whenever I make a decision, such as you did, it's like setting an intention which always yields up something. what exactly, theres no real expectations, just that making a decision or intention itself sets in motion an experience, in order to try to comply with the intention.

so the desire of verbal dialogue, it happens, personally, very short communications, but the shorter, the more ability to remember is there.
Leland in his book of "Otherwhere" I retained something from that book noteworthy.
he was like us, doing the normal type obes and what not, when eventually he entered a new level of clarity and full discussions, as well as memory of that, were attained, he said it was like a huge breakthru, and quite like what Bruce describes as "getting beyond all doubt" that this too was a real and true environment to study, enjoy, and interact with others in.

the way I see it, there is only the most limited awareness in C1 physical being, while our greater beings are participating in all sorts of activities and we simply don't remember, or get the barest glimpses, of this greater self.
I think there's a plane of pure sound, of nonphysical measure.
the rise and fall of human emotion will emit a pitch strata around the Earth, the higher the plane, the more musical it gets.

just thinking of chorus's of angels perhaps.

music is the universal language.
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Reply #104 - Aug 2nd, 2008 at 3:23pm
 
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This morning I entered an expanded state of consciousness as I remained awake while my body fell asleep.  I became aware of a presence approaching me to my left.  It came so close, it was touching me.  I felt its energy right against my body, a tingly warm pressure.  I knew it was some kind of spirit.  It touched my hand and began to speak to me.  I felt its gentle energetic hand in my hand.  I couldn't make out what it was saying, however.  It almost seemed as if it was speaking in different language.  I then snapped out of this state with a burning curiosity of who it was and what they wanted.  Ill find out in time... this is the second time this week I have heard a voice.  This time the being even touched me.  There must be a connection.
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