jiminy cricket R! I do so enjoy you lately! just to add a thought about angels...

we really shouldn't get the idea that angels and guides and helpers are somehow ranked by the size of their wings. the wings are symbology of something that can fly. I once asked Don a long time ago, "do u believe we can entertain angels unaware?"  I never got a response so I just went off and figured it out on my own, which I think we can all get our own answers by going within anyway. I was at the time just making conversation with Don, as I already believed that yes, we can be entertaining angels unaware. Vicki here did receive an angel who made himself look like a man. Vicki does not lie and is not deceived by fantasy, my opinion of course.
I think I met such a fellow once myself. knocked me right off my feet! after he left I was a nicer person, lol.

A friend of mine handed me a huge book couple years ago when I was thinking about angels and I'll tell u why he did that in a moment. I found a definition of Angel which satisfied me for the moment: it said angels are Messengers.
Didn't say they were ascended masters or gurus, or born leaders, nothing like that. just that they deliver messages to mankind. Sounds a lot like guidance factor, where we are picking up a message from out of the blue, right? guides and helpers, thats what angels are, but we are in a different time period now, and so we call them helpers or guides, because we have new language now.

We are all in different levels of our soul development. PUL is what makes us one. One day I needed a man to fix my foundation and I asked spirit to find me an honest person, who does good thorough work. when I need something fixed I always get the right person, they just show up. its like a prayer thing.

In walks this sort of man that I had prayed for. He was psychic as it turned out. He said with his eyes bugged out I had a vision of you Alysia. You are an angel! (ah, not hardly chum, I was thinking) this man didn't know what to do or how to interpret his vision. he explained that he saw my book being made into a movie (I have no information on this, the thing is not even selling) At any rate we became friends over the 4 weeks he did excellent work on my foundation. We would discuss things like book writing, and he wanted to write his own book and he told me his dreams, which I knew then, I was supposed to inspire him to write this book of his own.
One night he called me crying. He'd just been evicted. he vented awhile. Spirit let me talk to him. Spirit said to disengage his anger as he had some rage there, and I was the only one in town who could deal with it, so I felt it was an honor, the position I was placed in, to listen, and still believe in his ability to get through this without becoming fearful of all of this emotion he had, rage and sorrow and tremendous in quantity. I was able to help him by being his angel.

so why can't we be each other's angels? life is hard. no doubt about it. There may be some angels never come here..they may be afraid to tread here even. they are innocent, these ones who stay in the heavens. We here are dreaming we are separate from God and all that is good.

We may have lost our innocense but in my humble opinion we will all get it back shortly and we need each other to do that.

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This morning I was laying in bed in an altered state of consiousness.  I wanted to do some exploring, as usual.  I saw an image of a dollar, and focused in on it.  I began travelling closer and closer to the bill, until I was so close I could see microscopic-sized patterns.  As I would get closer, new yet similar patterns would emerge, and it would constantly change as I scoped in further and futher. 

Finally I broke through and emerged in what seemed like a different world.  This was probably some type of inner dimension.  I was next to this little funny looking man.  There were thousands of these people, all dressed in strange clothing and armor.  They were fighting in a war, with their opponents on the other side of a closeby bridge.  Then this little man began charging at the enemy, and strangely enough, I knew this little person was me, and yet I still had a third person perspective.  I travelled around the area to see what was going on at the other side of the bridge.  Lucidity may have been lost around this time, for any futher memories are blurred and seem unrelated. 

It was interesting how I seemed to travel through the pattern of the bill and then finally completely through it to another dimension.  This is a new method of travel for me.

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Yesterday afternoon I lay down to take a nap after a short sleep period that night.  I listened to the lifeline track (my favorite one).  I quickly entered an extremely deep state, the sensation of my body fading as the sensation of my energy body increased. 

I strongly had the urge to open the connection between my physical aspect and my greater aspect, and remember it.  I will sometimes intuitively have the strong impression that I was communicating with my higher self after dreaming or meditation, but I have no solid memories of this.

I believe I began to phase into a nonphysical level.  It seemed as if I was traveling, I was nonphysically sensing my environment, for my vision was mainly black with colors in all sorts of intricate shapes and designs.  I continually sank into a deeper states.  Visions of people and events manifested, symbolizing knowledge which was on the tip of my tounge, yet unexpressable at this point. 

The intent of making contact with my higher self was strong.  I felt an energy above me, and began reaching out my consciousness towards this energy which I knew was my higher self.  I saw a vision of a majestic being.  It was a slender human form with a human face, with grace flowing from his inner being, I was almost in awe.  He was doing a graceful movement while spinning in place.  I then saw his face and realized it was me.  However, the face did not really look like mine.  But I KNEW it was me.  I intuited that this was a higher aspect of myself which I am physically-consciously unaware of at the time.  I was shocked by the feeling I had in the presence of this being.

I went even deeper, and my memories become very blurry from this moment on.  I have the impression, the feeling, that I was communicating with someone, there was some type of exchange of information. 

I believe I was in an area of consciousness where the experiences there can only be translated through symbols, and this graceful aspect of myself who I encountered symbolized my higher self.

same here Dude and R. often find myself dialoguing at length to someone, sometimes more than one person and only remember the flavor of it all, meaning the emotional content.

one particular dialogue happened more than 20 yrs ago, just now remembering more parts of that.
these communications is what TMI calls receiving rotes. balls of thought to take back to C1 for unraveling..it's just that TMI does not mention, unraveling, or remembering can take a very long time, which leads me to think the future happens before the now moment. but we handle the details here in the now by at least trying to remember.

I've heard we can set an intention to remember more before going to sleep or meditating. I think this works to a degree, if when we are "out" we can remember to nudge ourselves to remember.

Buhlman says when he goes out CLARITY NOW! Sort of a leap of faith idea.

I have reports that you can't judge a book by it's cover Dude! many report we can change what we look like over there, and some friends create me to look different when they say they have visited with me, as well, Gordon does not look like his picture either when I have met with him. I think form is so malleable. I can very well see Dude as spinning, as i even see myself this way, spinning; it has to do with your energy signature, your frequency. we are basically energy, not solid components.

I'm glad you continue to share your explorations here Dude, it is really helpful to me, speaking personally. I think we are all due for more clarity and remembrance.

I'm reminded of Monroes first book. You know he sometimes found himself in a very different environment, and got a brief snippet of what was going on there, but couldn't really tell what it was all about, only that it had been a different world ("Locale 2"). Later he was able to more structurize his journeys, meaning he invented a system, or developed a feeling for "where" he is in his journeys.

What I (and surely others, too) envy is your ability, or gift, to really shut down your body awareness through these journeys. I can do that only when sleeping/dreaming. I'd expect much more vividness and a higher feeling of "reality", "being involved" as compared with split awareness.

Btw, I too find that a Lifeline track I have (moving between F23 and F27 and back) is absolutely relaxing. I think about prolonging it and cutting out the instructions.

Spooky

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Recently I have had a number of experiences in which I seem to focus in on another level of reality momentarily.  It feels as if I am tuning my consciousness into another dimension and seeing my environment from a new perspective.  This has occurred before, but not as often as it is happening now.

Last week I was in my friends car on my way home from work.  I slipped into a trance-like state while sitting in the passenger seat.  I suddenly became aware of a duality within my consciousness, for I realized that I was outside of the car, looking at myself talking to my friend, and yet I was inside the car as well.  From my point of consciousness outside of the vehicle, I observed myself talking to my friend, yet I could not hear what I was saying.  At the same time, the aspect of my consciousness which was still inside the car was explaining to my friend what was taking place.  I was amazed at this duality that I was experiencing.

After a little the duality subsided, and I began thinking of seemingly random things.  To my further amazement, a picture perfect, fully colored, 3 dimensional image of a symbol representing each thought flashed before my eyes.

After explaining this new experience to my friend, I consciously willed the duality back, and once again I was inside and outside the car.  After a little while longer my consciousness resumed to normal.

A few days later, I was at the casino with my wife.  As we were walking up a set of stairs, my consciousness seemed to shift.  I suddenly became aware of being at another place at another time.  I felt as if I was in the past.  The stairs became something they were not before, they were no longer the stairs at the casino, they were the stairs at a mystical place that vibrated of nature and royalty.  After about 8 stairs I was back to normal.

Yesterday I became aware of a higher form of my energy, as if I tapped into the source of my being.  This was induced through a song.  I was sitting at my computer, and entered a slightly meditative state.  The song at first activated an emotional state, the feeling of beauty growing stronger as the song progressed and changed.  I reached a state so intense that I could feel my energy body buzzing with a magnificently beautiful energy.  By this time tears were coming from my eyes.  I left this state when the song ended.

Today I was on the jitney coming home.  I closed my eyes and began to see all types of imagery and symbols, as well as intricate patterns of what I believe may be structures of some type of energy.  I then started to reach my consciousness inside and feel for the energy of my higher self.  I felt only a slight presence of this energy, but received some symbols and moving imagery which represented my inner being and related ideas.

good one (gasp!) Dude. thank you so much for sharing with us.

once read of two ladies who were on vacation in Europe and the difference between your slipping into this other dimension of time, and theirs, was there were two people involved, to verify to each other what they had seen while there.
it happens. suddenly as they walked, the scenery all shifted from modern to something like horse and buggy days...I'm not sure whether they interacted with the people they saw as the dresses they wore were out of place, so maybe they couldn't be seen, but everything was quite real.

Some would say a label, what you did as Dual Consciousness. I only did this once or twice but it's very vivid and real. Bruce mentioned here once, that he was splitting his consciousness up more than two places, during some classroom seminar, and he was made aware of it.

Monroe was reported to be able to be in several places at once, why am I not surprised?

Interestingly, my guidance factor explains Yeshua was able to be in more places than one, and in the form of his body.  I just read about that he could make himself a new body by gathering those particles around him and they would vibrate to denseness according to his will. Also I think he walked on water in this other body, the astral body.

then to compare a bit to your experience (truly amazing!) one day I was discussing, I thought all in my head, just me, myself and I, right? to a person on this board, responding to a post. I remember thinking about the question they had asked. I was on my porch, about ready to respond to the post.

I "pretended" to talk to them. A conversation began. like an interaction. Suddenly I knew what I wanted to say to them in the actual post. I jumped up to go post it without excusing myself from the interaction, lol, after all, I thought I was just talking to myself.
as I opened the screen door and walked to the puter, this interaction continued and I heard myself still talking to them and they were still responding, even though "I" had left the whole scene, I was no longer pretending, and it seemed another me was still talking, but I had no clue what I was saying!

I was just watching that from like peripheral consciousness. Since then I can sometimes hear conversations going on here. I can sometimes hear people's thoughts..I sometimes read my own posts "with them" as they read it. weird, but fun! It's part of this oneness thing.

very interesting that you heard yourself explaining what was happening while it was happening Dude. this phenomenon is also discussed in Bruce's books concerning how Rosalie trained herself to use the recorder when she did explorations.

this has something to do with the subconscious mind and the conscious mind becoming completely merged, so that the "split mind" (explained in ACIM) is no longer split, you become then the observer of a new definition of what reality is, and of "who" you are.
and you sir, have my admiration as a pioneer explorer. love, alysia

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This morning I awoke with the memory of a dream, during which I was being sought after by a group of people(can't remember who, or how exactly they were after me), they wanted me because I had special abilities. I wish I could remember the details of the abilities, because I remember thinking how mindblowing they were in the dream, I remember how amazing the abilities were, but can't recall the specifics.

Anyway, this was the third dream I have had in a short period of time(maybe a month) in which people are more than interested in me because I have acquired amazing abilities(for example flying, telekenisis, and basically the ability to do whatever I want).  As dreams are a translation of nonphysical experiences into physical symbols, there is a deeper meaning to this dream.   

I believe that I may be harnessing advanced abilities or new abilities during sleep, while in nonphysical dimensions.  Or perhaps I could be phasing into a reality in which another aspect of my inner being/higher self actually is acquiring or using new abilities while in the physical... perhaps in a time in the future on Earth or somewhere in a physical-type universe, or quite possibly a species totally different from ours, in a dimension very different from ours.