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Reply #45 - Mar 14th, 2008 at 7:29pm
 
Hi Dude

  Did you felt those state?

I guess those abbreviations are expressed through your own mental matrix structure and have much more signification to you than others here.  Maybe it can help you to remember details from those state.  What came to your mind first when you see H4 , F6 or J5?
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Reply #46 - Mar 14th, 2008 at 8:09pm
 
The letter-number combinations I gave (H4,F6..) have no literal meaning, they are simply symbols for the different states of consciousness I explored during my dream.  These are just examples, most likely not the actual letter-number combinations.  These states came to me in an order going from being the closest to physical waking consciousness to being the most far removed from it.  I feel the dream was the interpretation of me actually going through these states while having knowledge of each one I passed through.
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Reply #47 - Mar 15th, 2008 at 2:51am
 
Hi Dude, I feel that the letters and numbers will lead to something later..I think it was a preliminary lesson plan, much like Monroe did with the listing of focus levels and those numbered sequence.

I can share I am most likely to receive psychological concepts of states of consciousness, such as first I would receive "3 states of consciousness."
1) the seeker
2) the finder

3) TheObserver

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hehehehe...I just found out how to do something fancy.. Grin
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Reply #48 - Mar 28th, 2008 at 5:22pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 54

Last night before falling asleep I decided to set some affirmations.  These were not verbal suggestions, however.  I decided to send out pure feelings describing my desires. 

The first feeling I released was of my great grandfather, who is in another plane of existence.  This feeling actually seemed to come through subconsciously, basically out of nowhere.  The feeling had to do with his assistance.  The next feeling I sent out was of obtaining more knowledge and experience of our greater reality, that which is consciously experienced after death and subconsciousnly experienced while physical. 

I had an experience last night which was translated through a dream.  In this dream-translation, my great grandfather wrote a book before he died.  He somehow obtained direct knowledge of our greater reality, and documented this knowledge in this book.  I communicated with him, and found this book.  I remember there were 7 or 8 parts to this book, each on a different topic relating to his findings of the nature of our existence, both of physical and nonphysical nature.  These sections were out of numerical order for some reason. 

I read this book, or rather absorbed the knowledge within it.  There are things I learned during this experience which I simply cannot translate into words, yet I know this knowledge is mine, I see it in symbols recieved through the dream and can feel the ideas within me, lingering between the border of consciousness and subconsiousness. 
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Reply #49 - Mar 30th, 2008 at 6:12pm
 
Smiley I was just thinking lately Dude, of the two hemispheres of the brain, and how they might be related, the split in consciousness, between the Sub areas and the conscious areas and how hemisync brings these two parts into alignment. I have a feeling about you, that you are going to help us get a better handle on this Obe business, and that your grandfather is working with you on it.

I often wonder what it would be like if everything were conscious knowledge and there was nothing in the subconscious because it all came to the front and this is likened to our unlimited consciousness access.

anyhoo, these studies are very important. I've been studying out of body almost my whole life. It really is a pioneering venture. love, alysia
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Reply #50 - Apr 9th, 2008 at 8:30pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 55

With my more advanced insights about the nature and reality of dreams, I am now see the importance of all dreams, and especially of lucid dreams.  I therefore feel it important to include them in my journals.  This lucid dream I recently experienced had elements of previous Out of Body Experiences I have had, further providing evidence of the reality and importance of the dream state.

In this dream, I was in a grocery store with some friends.  For no apparent reason, I did somthing very obscene, not in a malevolent manner, but more in a joking way.  I will leave out the details of the action.  Needless to say, a lady ran away and called the cops.  The police officer(a coworker of mine in physical) came running after me.  It seems the mental mechanism which causes me to run away from a threat in dreams also causes a sudden burst of lucidity, and with this my waking consciousness emerged in this dream with realization, "This is a dream!"  With this thought, I took off, flying away.

Although I was flying, the cop was still on my tail.  It didn't matter much to me anyway, for I knew I was dreaming.  However, I began loosing flying power, and would drop to the ground at times.  I realized this was due to me slipping back into dream consciousness, or my fading waking consciousness, which was due to lack of concentration.  I would regain concentration usually by looking at my hands, giving me instant power. 

One time I stretched my arm out from the ground, reaching up to the top of a tall building and swinging myself into flight like spider man.  I remember looking at my ten foot long fingers with astonishment. 

I eventually slipped more or less back into the dream state, and was caught by the cop.  They had me tied down, and did an experiment on me.  They knew I was special in one way, and wanted to know the science behind it, wanted to know the specifics.  I cannot recall the details of the experiment or the results, but their findings concluded that I had very supernatural powers.

With another sudden burst of lucidity, I escaped, stretching my arms out at great speeds and breaking down a door which was apparently unbreakable.  I flew up through the sky at tremendous speeds, reaching a peak in lucidity during this experience.

For a moment I was floating in a void.  Suddenly, lights came into view from the far distance as I approached some kind of star system or galaxy.  I was zipping by these stars and planets at great speeds, through galaxies of all sizes.  I finally came upon a planet that I recognized as Earth, only this planet was different.  It seemed darker, as if the sun was nowhere near.  I felt tremendous energy radiating from this planet, and from all of the planets and stars surrounding me as well.  This energy was overwhelming.  I believe the uneasiness came from me experiencing this energy and from the realization of my situation, of how large everything was, especially this powerful energy, compared to my tiny point of consiousness.  I found myself flying around this Earth-like planet, or it was orbiting around me, twisting and twriling in no particular pattern.  As the speed increased, so did the feeling of energy which made me more uncomfortable.  I decided to end the experience and forced myself back to the physical.
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Reply #51 - Apr 9th, 2008 at 10:56pm
 
I've always wanted to go check out planets and moons Dude. never got around to it, but it's on the menu I'm sure. I think if I was a cop I'd probably tie you down and study you as a specimen too! haha!

just kidding.  Wink I can say in comparison to what you say, lucidity is controllable upon the lift up flight, or looking at hands as you do, also I use the touch of my finger on some people I meet to get lucid. also the surprise factor brings one more lucid. if somebody leaps too high for instance, besides myself that is.

lucidity coming in is like clarity. then I can begin a conversation. and promptly forget it! just kidding. I can remember the drift of the conversation by certain key words.

I guess u can tell I like to talk. out there, or wherever, I just never shut up I guess!  thank you for sharing your journeys, most impressive and different than mine. love, alysia
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Reply #52 - Apr 10th, 2008 at 3:02pm
 
Dude:

I agree with what you wrote on your last post.  I've analyzed thousands of my dreams, and it is clear that they are created by spirit guidance.  Often while communicating with spirit guidance, I'll suddenly find myself in a short waking dream. The symbology used in such dreams often compares to symbology used in regular dreams. I've also found that when I become self aware in a dream, I might start flying around. One time I became aware that I was dreaming while in a dream, looked around at how real everything seemed, and told the creator of my dream, "You're amazing."

Therefore, there isn't a good reason to make a big division between what happens in so called regular dreams and what happens in out of body experiences.  Often such experiences serve the same purpose.  I've found that one can become aware of spirit activity one is involved with but isn't conscious of, by paying attention to the messages one receives via dreams. If one wants a confirmation other than a dream, one can ask for such a confirmation.

When I consider some of the experiences and dreams I had before I made conscious contact with spirit guidance, it becomes clear that they have been here all along. Smiley
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Reply #53 - Apr 10th, 2008 at 7:09pm
 
Indeed, Recoverer, dreams are the portals to our inner reality.  They are memories/ reflections/ translations of our nightly experiences in inner(and probably outer) dimensions. 

When you said to the creator of your dream, "Your amazing," I think you were really telling yourself this without knowing it.  I would not say that dreams are created by other spirits.  I believe dreams come from our inner selves, which we are not usually aware of during waking consiousness but reemerge with during these nightly excursions. 

All too often people rely on assistance from others, from outsiders, from guides and helpers, which gives most people the idea that we do not have the ability to help ourself... yet it is my firm belief that most of this help comes from within, either from personalities which are a part our greater self (that we are not consiously aware of at the moment, so it seems as if it is outside help), or simply an opening of the pathways of communication between our ego(physical,waking consious selves) and our inner selves.  Its important for everyone to realize the true power they possess, and that the answers lie within, and not without.
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Reply #54 - Apr 10th, 2008 at 8:00pm
 
Dude:

I had a feeling that you don't have it in mind that guides are involved.  Here is one of the key reasons I believe they are.

One night I had three back to back dreams that were so perfectly crafted, just the right number of clues were presented so I could figure out that I was dreaming.  At the end of the third dream while thinking that these dreams would make a great novel, it suddenly hit me in a "very" clear manner that these dreams were created by an intelligence beyond my own!

When I woke up I was in an expanded state of consciouness. Lots of energy ran through me.  I heard a voice say, "Just as you found inconsistencies in your dream state, find inconsistencies in your waking state."  I asked if I was in contact with my I-there (I hadn't read Bruce's books yet, so I didn't know about the term "disk").  I could feel and hear numerous voices answer yes. I could also tell that they were happy that I finally made contact with them.  I see spirits appear as flashing points of white light. This is how I see them when I see them through my crown chakra. Usually I see only one flash at a time. During this experience I saw numerous points of white light flash at the same time, on an on and off basis.  I figure my I-there members flashed in such a way in order to make their presence known.

As I already wrote on my last post, while in contact with my spirit guidance, it will create short waking dreams in order to make points. This shows how spirit guidance is involved with the dream making process.

Another clue is that when I'm too sleepy to wake up to take dream notes, I'll hear a voice say something in order to wake me up.

Another clue is that as I write dream notes, I'll see little brilliant points of white light flash either on my right hand to say "right," or they'll flash on a key word as I write it.  I'll also be shown images and sent additional thoughts that provide additional input. 

Robert Monroe went out of body for a number of years before he found out that he was being helped by his guides.  The same happened for me, even though I first saw a guide during my first OBE years ago. The guide appeared in a monk's gown that had a hood.

Robert wrote in Far Journeys that his guidance created all kinds of experiences for him in order to help him progress.

Being in touch with guidance doesn't mean that one doesn't put in self effort. I put lots of effort into my spiritual practice. There are many times my guidance won't answer my questions. Especially when it comes to cosmological questions.  They figure I'll learn more if I figure things out for myself. Plus, I often already have the answers. I'm just not acknowledging them.

The guidance I receive serves the purpose of helping me overcome psychological limitations. My guidance will also point out psychological isses I haven't noticed.  My guidance will also bring up aspects of mind so I can deal with them.  It also provides significant energetic work I couldn't possibly reproduce with an energetic technique.

There is no need to take on a spiritual warrior attitude. We are all one. There is nothing wrong with helping each other. Even those who do the helping sometimes learn by helping others.  What's most important is that each of us evolves as quickly as possible,  so we can help raise this World's vibrational rate. Plus, eventually a point will come where we will want to humbly show grattitude towards those who helped us. 

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Reply #55 - Apr 10th, 2008 at 10:44pm
 
I totally agree with you that guidance is 100% involved in helping all of us evolve and expand our consciousness.  My point was that usually this guidance is not removed from us, but actually a part of us.  You said that you recieved confirmation that your I-there group was helping you, just as Robert Monroe did.  Well, that is exactly what I am talking about.  I stated that I believe a lot of help comes from other personalities which are part of our higher self/I-there, which is what you are also saying, if I am not mistaken.  I simply wanted to convey that although these seem to be separate personalities, they are still a part of the LARGER YOU, for at another level of existance we are the sum, and actually greater than the sum, of our individual personalities.  Therefore, in essence this guidance IS you, just at another level, just like Monroes INSPECT friend WAS him. 

My self retreival of last year is a perfect example.  At face value, we were totally different and separate beings.  In this case, I was the guide.  Yet on another level of existance, we were one.  I had direct knowledge of this fact during the experience. 

I just feel it would help people to know that all they have to do is simply look inside themselves to recieve their desired results.  I am not saying they will come up with the answers through their own logic and reasoning.  I am saying that by realizing their own true power and looking inwards rather than outwards, they will be able to open up the doors to reach their inner self, where knowledge, ideas, and symbols will come from dimensions farther removed, and where the other personalities of their I-there will be to offer guidance.
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Reply #56 - Apr 11th, 2008 at 12:31pm
 
Dude:

I see where you are coming from now. Sorry for the misunderstanding. One and many at the same time.
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Reply #57 - Apr 11th, 2008 at 2:44pm
 
Swedenborg (ES) experienced several apparent past lives during his astral travels.  The issue for him is the meaning of these experiences: e. g. evidence of reincarnation or soul mergers that create the illusion that the "new" memories are one's own, and not those of a separate other.  As ES trevaled to higher planes, he received specific instructions on how he had previously misunderstood the I-There.  He even experienced a kind of group soul of merging selves.  But these selves had nothing to do with reincarnation or parallel incarnations of the same oversoul.  Rather, they were separate souls grouped together on the basis of the principle like attracts like.  ES's guides even offered to demonstrate the reincarnation error by descending to the lower reincarnation planes, but the residents of those planes were so stuck in their reincarnationism that they refused to witness these demonstrations.  All I-There talk seems meaningless to me without an honest engagement with ES's discoveries, which directly challenge reincarnation.  ES has spectacular verification of his astral claims.

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Reply #58 - Apr 11th, 2008 at 3:28pm
 
Dude said:  Smiley My self retreival of last year is a perfect example.  At face value, we were totally different and separate beings.  In this case, I was the guide.  Yet on another level of existance, we were one.  I had direct knowledge of this fact during the experience. 
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you folks know how Inpec turned out to be BobM I/there...part of the disc personalitys, guides helpers, individuals, yet it explains our oneness, that monism discussion we were having awhile back.

from another slant on monism, we can see how we influence each other's reality, here or there by the tiniest gesture or word. then we are impressionable, to be effective of what is desirable to create.

I sometimes hear voices in C1. here's a few things I've heard last year: "you said I could come anytime."
I knew who was speaking, it was a disc member I had definite relationship with out there, at night. at first when I reacted to the voice, I was annoyed. I replied back, yea, I probably did tell u that, but now is not a good time."
Then another time, lol, this same disc member who now had managed to impart tonal quality along with the voice imprint, said "you are some special spaceship."

It was not a compliment! lol, but I took it as a complement because I love to be flattered, keeps me positively oriented even when I know I've lots to learn and in most cases I do not deserve such a fine compliment. I should write a book on what I don't know. It would surely be a continuing series and wouldn't sell very well.

Might be fun though to write a book on all the voices I've heard over the years and what that means as to who and what I am, and how a human being can be like a receiver set, and even the flesh itself can pick up signals from I/there.

In the book I've already written is stories about my own Out of Body excursions, all done before reading up on Monroe, Bruce and some other voyagers. Dude is talking about a self retrieval he did and in a way, Monroe was doing his own self retrieval with a continuing relationship with the Inspec.

With my studies of other travelers of these inner dimensions of self, I notice they  too have their I/there they are in relationship with, who often drops tidbits of wisdom, little hints which come in quite useful at some point.
When I first began to write my book I was sitting in the yard thinking "oh, where to begin?" this is where guidance began to help me shape the thing as my head was buzzing with too many ideas, all of them seemed good to me and so I felt overwhelmed a bit, but eager to begin.
I was quietly reminded of a psychic minister who told me I had been a zealous minister, quite judgmental with some natives whom I had grown to love, however, I was not loving them the right way. I was filled with sorrow at the end of the life that I had preached too severely and JC took me to task what his real message was.
so guidance was saying name this fellow DP, short for dead preacher, as he's dead, and he no longer preaches, but he had some writing talents, so start out your book by letting him start it out.

So he writes most eloquently, but basically doesn't say nothing, it's just pretty. But at least he helped me get started to writing..got my juices going. I soon began to associate DP with the way Monroe had his Inspec. The relationship was fascinating. sometimes I was a man, sometimes I was just me, alysia, with my own life,  until now, I'm ok with that we are one and he was here just for that time period so I could get my book written. It's because we never die. any life that is lived is continuing. Yet he is me, as I was born in this life to continue this man's consciousness evolving. I am not threatened by this concept, I feel instead the PUL he learned from the other life is given to me as a gift, to continue my evolvement.  the PUL makes us one, more than any character traits I might have carried over in an essence distilling process. Nothing that is real and true will be destroyed. Im sorry Dude, I am messing up your thread!

I love that Dude started his journal here and I love reading about Recoverer's guidance, and that process. Kudos to you guys..... Smiley Smiley
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Reply #59 - Apr 11th, 2008 at 3:45pm
 
Don:

I believe it is important to consider the audience factor. It probably wasn't appropriate for Swedenborg to speak about the oversoul principle to the people who lived during the time period in which he lived.

In a way there isn't a lot of difference between the disk and soul group viewpoint. If a bunch of spirits merge together so they can learn together, then this is what they do.  When it becomes time to create a new incarnation, the same needs will come into play.  The traits that are required for a particular incarnation, and the traits that need to be utilized by the group.

My feeling is that members can be added to a disk from other places. If I remember right, this is what took place with BB from Robert Monroe's I-there.  I believe that Spooky once wrote that he wasn't intially a member of his disk. He joined it after he already existed elsewhere. I've received messages that disks aren't isolated and they interact with other spirits quite a bit.

I figure there are two possibilities when it comes to where a disk gets the extra consciousness/creative energy (CCE) to create additional selves. Either it starts out with a lot of CCE and keeps creating additional selves until it runs out of CCE, or CCE is added to it according to need. Sometimes this CCE comes in the form of selves that already exist, and that hook up with a disk for the sake of development.

It might seem unfair to pass on traits to an incarnating self because this seems to contradict the principle of self determination.  However, if one considers how such supposed unfairness exists simply by incarnating into a lifetime that will have its collection of influences, it is probably better that something such as a disk provides traits that will better enable an incarnating self to deal with the circumstances it incarnates into.  Eventually a point will come where a self won't be limited by any of the traits it makes use of for a while. It will evolve to the point where it will have a huge amount of knowledge just as an oversoul does, and will be able to live accordingly.

I haven't read a lot of what Emanuel Swedenborg wrote, but it didn't take long before I saw that the knowledge he obtained wasn't perfect.  Some examples:
1. He wrote that all spirits pass on to the same place after a body dies, and it is determined at this location which realm they move to. It makes more sense to me that a spirit moves to a realm that matches its overall mind set/energetic right away.
2. His idea that female and male spirits marry each other, merge and become one, the male spirit takes over the thinking role, and the female spirit takes over the volition role, doesn't sound right to me. Sounds kind of chauvinistic.  Gender is a body based thing.  Our spirits have both female and male aspects, not just one gender. Eventually our oneness becomes so complete, how would marriage fit into the picture?
3. He claims that many spirits end up in hell like realms for all of eternity. I don't buy this at all.  
4. He seems to be a big Martin Luther fan.  Perhaps Martin Luther did some positive things, but he was antisemetic.  Adolph Hitler was inspired by Martin Luther's antisemetic viewpoints. I can think of a better hero.
5. Going by what I read, he seems to state that we maintain our body based appearance. I believe we are beings of light that have little to do with bodies.
6. He wrote that when a spirit tries to find which realm it will abide in, a ritual takes place where a spirit will walk up to various groups of people, and they will turn around and show such a spirit their back, if they don't believe this spirit belongs in their realm. I find it hard to believe that such a ritual exists. Perhaps he was provided with symbolic information. My feeling is that once a spirit decides to become honest enough to want to overcome its limitations, spirits who live according to love will be more than willing to help such a spirit. I could never be completely happy in a higher realm, as long as I knew that spirits abided in lower realms. If one considers things from a no time perspective, the moment where all spirits find their way back to a higher realm is "now."

I believe you are underestimating the people who have made contact with their disk/I-there/oversoul.  The same spirit guidance that got me to the point where I would open myself to the spirit support of Christ, is the same guidance that let me know about the disk/I-there/oversoul viewpoint.  I know of a few other people who have also made spirit contact with both Christ and their disks.

Another factor to consider is that sometimes the soul groups people see are collections of disks/I-theres that work together.

Howard Storm wrote that angels help God with the process of creation. Isn't it possible that "angel" was his word for disk/I-there/over soul? Perhaps he understood that his intended audience wouldn't take to the oversoul viewpoint. If an oversoul lives according to divine wisdom, divine will, and love, where is the problem with oversouls helping God with the process of creation? Don't each of us do the same in our own way? In a way oversouls are an extension of God.








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