Dude said:

My self retreival of last year is a perfect example. At face value, we were totally different and separate beings. In this case, I was the guide. Yet on another level of existance, we were one. I had direct knowledge of this fact during the experience.
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you folks know how Inpec turned out to be BobM I/there...part of the disc personalitys, guides helpers, individuals, yet it explains our oneness, that monism discussion we were having awhile back.
from another slant on monism, we can see how we influence each other's reality, here or there by the tiniest gesture or word. then we are impressionable, to be effective of what is desirable to create.
I sometimes hear voices in C1. here's a few things I've heard last year: "you said I could come anytime."
I knew who was speaking, it was a disc member I had definite relationship with out there, at night. at first when I reacted to the voice, I was annoyed. I replied back, yea, I probably did tell u that, but now is not a good time."
Then another time, lol, this same disc member who now had managed to impart tonal quality along with the voice imprint, said "you are some special spaceship."
It was not a compliment! lol, but I took it as a complement because I love to be flattered, keeps me positively oriented even when I know I've lots to learn and in most cases I do not deserve such a fine compliment. I should write a book on what I don't know. It would surely be a continuing series and wouldn't sell very well.
Might be fun though to write a book on all the voices I've heard over the years and what that means as to who and what I am, and how a human being can be like a receiver set, and even the flesh itself can pick up signals from I/there.
In the book I've already written is stories about my own Out of Body excursions, all done before reading up on Monroe, Bruce and some other voyagers. Dude is talking about a self retrieval he did and in a way, Monroe was doing his own self retrieval with a continuing relationship with the Inspec.
With my studies of other travelers of these inner dimensions of self, I notice they too have their I/there they are in relationship with, who often drops tidbits of wisdom, little hints which come in quite useful at some point.
When I first began to write my book I was sitting in the yard thinking "oh, where to begin?" this is where guidance began to help me shape the thing as my head was buzzing with too many ideas, all of them seemed good to me and so I felt overwhelmed a bit, but eager to begin.
I was quietly reminded of a psychic minister who told me I had been a zealous minister, quite judgmental with some natives whom I had grown to love, however, I was not loving them the right way. I was filled with sorrow at the end of the life that I had preached too severely and JC took me to task what his real message was.
so guidance was saying name this fellow DP, short for dead preacher, as he's dead, and he no longer preaches, but he had some writing talents, so start out your book by letting him start it out.
So he writes most eloquently, but basically doesn't say nothing, it's just pretty. But at least he helped me get started to writing..got my juices going. I soon began to associate DP with the way Monroe had his Inspec. The relationship was fascinating. sometimes I was a man, sometimes I was just me, alysia, with my own life, until now, I'm ok with that we are one and he was here just for that time period so I could get my book written. It's because we never die. any life that is lived is continuing. Yet he is me, as I was born in this life to continue this man's consciousness evolving. I am not threatened by this concept, I feel instead the PUL he learned from the other life is given to me as a gift, to continue my evolvement. the PUL makes us one, more than any character traits I might have carried over in an essence distilling process. Nothing that is real and true will be destroyed. Im sorry Dude, I am messing up your thread!
I love that Dude started his journal here and I love reading about Recoverer's guidance, and that process. Kudos to you guys.....