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Reply #330 - Oct 27th, 2011 at 7:52pm
 
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This morning I had an OBE and would like to share the method by which it was induced, as I have added a new element to my technique which I believe increases the success of conscious projection into nonphysical realms.

I slept for 5 hours, then got up and remained awake for an hour while holding the intention of having an OBE, and then went back to bed.  I meditated on my intention with a focus 27 hemi sync track that has my vocals stating affirmations over the frequencies.  I recorded the affirmation, "my mind remains awake as my body falls asleep," and repeated it for about ten minutes or so (through focus 10-focus 21), and then affirmed statements to the nature of "I am having an out of body experience" and "I am out of my body" and such from about focus 21 to the end of the track (focus 27).  I looped the focus 27 frequencies so that it never ends, as I find I am sometimes brought back down to waking consciousness earlier than desired.

I didn't over exert my focus on the affirmations.  I did some light chakra work throughout the meditation to focus 27.  It was a few minutes into focus 27 that I believe my consciousness kicked into nonphysical gear, and I found myself shifting into another dimension. 

It seemed to work like a charm, and so I would recommend giving this a try.  Record your voice over some binaural beats or something of the sort and give the sleep/wake/meditate technique I described above a try.  The recordings are extremely helpful, as they will refocus your thoughts if they begin to drift, and as it is you that is speaking, I feel the suggestions may better be accepted by the subconscious.

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Reply #331 - Nov 27th, 2011 at 8:40pm
 
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A few days ago I had a series of back-to-back projections in which a few interesting things occurred.  I floated upwards, out through my ceiling, and into the night sky.  I could actually almost see through the ceiling as I was approaching it.  There were tons of stars in the sky, but as I flew higher I realized that what I was seeing weren't stars, but actually seemed to be some kind of holographic projection, for they appeared to be little points of light that were in fixed positions in the lower stratosphere. 

The house I projected from seemed to be a hybrid of my old childhood house and my new apartment.  It is actually a common occurrence for me to project into a different location, and I never really know where I am going to be when I initially phase from the physical.  Perhaps it is a matter of my vibrational state at the time and/or what my higher self would like me to experience. 

So I explored for a little bit, my memory is fuzzy on most of the details, but the next thing I clearly remember is being back in my body and projecting again.  This time I was pulled from my legs out of my body!  This is also a common occurrence in my experiences.  I had a percept that there was ET involvement throughout this projection, although the details of the experience are vague. 

My next clear memory was of being back in my body a third time, although quite shifted from the physical, and I was being tugged from my legs again.  It was as if someone had grabbed ahold of my lower legs and was rocking me forward and back, pulling and pushing, with an emphasis on the pulling.  I had a feeling there were entities involved of an ET persuasion, and made an effort to remain calm and in a trusting and loving state. 

It could be that there are beings which assist me out of my body at times, and it could be that it is the same being or beings that pull me out of my body every time it happens.  Or it could be that perhaps my higher self is manifesting the sensation of being pulled as a way of helping me induce separation.  Either way, it gets the job done!
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Reply #332 - Nov 28th, 2011 at 2:01pm
 
Dude:

What you say sounds familiar. I've had projections where I have seen stars that didn't seem to be actual stars. I believe my higher self/guidance created them just for effect.

The same is true for various types of movement. However, I've also experienced myself be shifted within my physical body in a way that seems to have something to do with adjusting things. I'm not certain what.

I've experienced entities around me quite a bit. By tuning into love and my inner self as you did nothing bad ever happened to me.

Have you ever had this experience? You're completely awake and you feel in a very clear way an entity move to you? This happens in a way where you experience yourself where the entity is and where you are at the sametime.  Sometimes these entities make noises.
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Reply #333 - Nov 28th, 2011 at 3:37pm
 
Haha no, that has never happened to me but it sounds pretty crazy!  Although I have had experiences in which I am able to perceive myself from a distance from what feels like my higher self.  Usually I am looking down upon myself and feel extremely disconnected from my physical body, although a portion of my consciousness still has some awareness of it.

What do you think the nature of these entities that come to you are?
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Reply #334 - Nov 28th, 2011 at 3:59pm
 
The nature of the entities? It varies. I can feel them and hear them, but I don't tend to see them. They mainly come to me for help. Some have hostile intent but fail. Some might be curious. My energy is really alive and some entities end up noticing it.  This process works at an energetic level, not a 3d space level.

There was one occasion when I  was lying in bed and I felt one come up to me on one side of my bed and right up to where my head was (usually they don't come to a higher part of my body than where my heart chakra is). I was lying on my back and I could feel it hanging out by the left side of my head. Size wise it seemed like a Grey, but I don't know. It hanged around for a while and I sent it love. I could sense this love having an effect on it, and then it was gone.

I believe things have been worked out so I don't see these entities partly because there is no need. Some of them have a feeling that is different than what people usually conceive.  I couldn't describe how they feel.  I don't believe a physical appearance would match what they look like.

When it comes to the friendly beings I communicate with they don't tend to send me body-based images of what they look like because their nature doesn't have anything to do with physical bodies.
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Reply #335 - Dec 4th, 2011 at 4:26pm
 
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I just returned from a series of projections that was induced with the sleep/wake/meditate technique.  For the meditation I listened to a TMI lifelines track for focus 27 with self-recorded affirmations added to induce an out of body experience. 

I had a couple quick projections that didn't go very far, and one longer journey through a neighborhood that was familiar in a nonphysical-merged-with-the-physical sense.  I looked at my hands several times throughout the trip for lucidity checks, and noticed that my hands did not melt away as they do sometimes while out of body.  It seems like sometimes they will melt away, but many times they will not.  I wonder why this is the case?  Perhaps it is a matter of being in a different vehicle/energy body and/or dimension of reality? 

Nothing overly spectacular happened that I can recall, although every conscious moment in nonphysical reality is spectacular in and of itself, but there are a couple things I would like to put down for the record. 

As I was meditating in the void and getting ready to project, I felt the familiar tugging at my legs, only this time I was actually pushed upwards towards my head.  Thanks for the boost whoever or whatever you are! 

As I was out flying in the beautiful day sky over the houses in the nonphysical neighborhood, I was able to actually hear the TMI lifelines track, and it seemed to cause a bilocation, where I was mostly aware of being in that nonphysical dimension, but was also slightly aware of being in deep meditation in my etheric body back in bed.  I believe this is the reason I started to do the hand lucidity checks, as I wanted to be as conscious in that reality as possible.

There was a difference in the several projections I had in terms of the entry into the nonphysical dimensions.  During a couple of them I was body-sensitive, floating up an out of my body or slipping out and experiencing movement right away.  During others there would be almost no body awareness, and I would project from a void into a scene that materialized in my mind.  I believe the longest project I had this morning started as a mental projection, but I soon gained awareness of having an energy body and the senses that come with it.

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Reply #336 - Dec 6th, 2011 at 5:03pm
 
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I just had such an awesome out of body experience!  As I was shifting from deep trance into the astral state, I found myself at my uncles second story apartment in a bed in his spare bedroom.  After a short projection around the room I was back in my body's proximity, and I decided to power up my energy body for a higher-level projection.  I did a few moments of energy work until I really felt my energy flowing, and projected again. 

I floated down through the floor to the first floor apartment, which is where my grandparents live.  My grandmother was sitting in her chair in the living room as usual, and I flew over to her and gave her a big hug.  She looked so much better than she does here in the physical!  At first I was trying to talk to her verbally, and found some resistance, and realized I could simply communicate by thought.  I asked her, "Am I communicating with your higher self, or your lower (physical) self?"  She responded, "My higher self of course!"  I believe she knew I knew the answer, but I wanted some verification of my hypothesis that many times when I interact with family and friends in the astral, I am interacting with their higher selves, rather than just projections of my own mind.

Happy with the information I got and the clarity of the experience, I flew out the door and into the street.  It was a beautiful day with some clouds in the sky.  I wanted to be taken somewhere else, perhaps to a higher dimension, and I instantly remembered and decided to try one of Robert Bruce's techniques for higher level teleportation.  I flew into the sky, picking up speed gradually.  I told myself that I could do anything that I imagined because everything was dictated by my mind, although it didn't make anything any less real.  With that realization I was able to enter a warp speed as I stretched my mind into the distance, and I found myself shooting past and through clouds at enormous speeds! 

I seemed to by flying parallel to the ground, although Bruce's method calls for flight out of the atmosphere and into space.  I began to shift dimensions, and I was soon flying past lights and symbols and images that were in the sky.  I found myself experiencing a great love and joy as I passed through this area, as well as a mystical feeling and awe.  These symbols and images that I was flying past were not just projected holograms, but seemed to be printed or embedded on actual objects that were circular and oval shaped and were floating in the sky. 

I distinctly recall one symbol being the letter A with colorful designs around the letter.  There seemed to be some type of sacred geometry patterns in many of the symbols, and images of people who I perceived to be important in a spiritual/saintly context.  I found myself approaching an image of a hooded lady, almost resembling Mother Mary, although I don't think it was her, but perhaps a saint of some kind.  I felt love from this image, and I flew straight through it, as it was in my path of flight.  It was huge, probably 100 feet tall, and as I passed through I felt a special feeling of peace and love, and almost as if she wanted me to fly through her. 

Moments after I passed through her, the lights, symbols, and images ended and I approached an area of darkness with dimly lit shades of purple mist.  I was unsure about entering it, but decided to go in anyway, and almost instantly the love and joy I was feeling was gone, and in its place was almost a feeling of dread.  I couldn't see a thing.  I felt internal heaviness, certainly of a negative nature.  I perceived large demon-like beings on the ground below me who had large weapons.  I soon realized there was nothing for me here, and woke myself up. 

I wonder if the area of darkness I entered was a lower, negative realm.  Being that I flew into it directly from the higher-level dimension I was in moments before, that hypothesis seems fairly unlikely.  Perhaps it was a "void" area that RB discusses, a dimensional boundary.  Although that would not explain the negativity I felt when I entered.  But it is possible that those creatures on the ground were simply imagined, as I did not actually see them.
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Reply #337 - Dec 7th, 2011 at 2:12am
 
In regards to my last entry, I have a few questions for those experienced in astral travel.

Have you experienced symbols and images that have been in full astral form while traveling in the astral?  I'm not talking about visions that one may have while meditating, but real astral objects.

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Does anyone have findings similar to mine regarding the nature of interactions with family and friends in the astral and/or real time, namely, any type of confirmation that in the out of body state, when communicating with family and friends who appear to be there, we are actually communicating with their higher selves? 

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A thought occurred to me regarding the experience of flying through the image of the saintly woman.  Perhaps by flying through that image, I was transported into another reality.  Many times I have projected into a painting, picture, or mirror, and into another realm. That may explain why the symbols and images were gone and I soon found myself in the dark realm immediately after flying through the lady.
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Reply #338 - Dec 8th, 2011 at 4:35pm
 
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This morning I entered a deep trance, and soon my legs were moving upwards.  The movement was so real that I wasn't entirely sure if it was my physical legs or my energy body!  My arms became detached as well, and were floating in the air with my legs.  I was able to see the room around me, and oddly enough, there were 4 foot tall oscillating fans surrounding my bed, facing me.  They weren't turned on, just standing there, about five of them.  A thought occurred to me: what if these are not really fans standing here, maybe they are something my mind does not want to see.  Maybe they are aliens.  I went inwards and deepened my state, as I wanted to project, but seemed I was stuck with my arms and legs floating freely.

I began to float upwards, and then sank back down and began falling, as it required much less mental effort to fall than it did to fly.  I soon gained sight and found myself in a long vertical hall.  The walls were covered in 3D letters and numbers.  They appeared to be randomly placed.  At the bottom of this vertical tunnel was a window, and I could see outside.  I flew through the window, at first with a little resistance, and outside.  It appeared to be a small city area, and I immediately looked at my hands to maintain high lucidity.  They did not melt away, but appeared quite solid. 

I flew up towards the sky, and I was not 60 feet high when a huge space shuttle caught my eye.  It was flying parallel to the ground, off to my right, not 100 feet from where I was.  I flew over to it, and the shuttle suddenly turned towards the ground and started falling!  I was shaken when I realized there appeared to be no ground below the shuttle where the earth should have been.  This gave me a very strange feeling. 

I flew off in the other direction to find another shuttle coming straight towards me!  There was a body of water below us, and it suddenly did a nose dive, as the first shuttle did, and crashed into the water.  I then noticed that there was a row of airplanes floating on the edges of this body of water. 

Perhaps it was standard practice for aircraft to land in water?  Or maybe this symbolized something personal?
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Reply #339 - Dec 9th, 2011 at 6:04am
 
Hi,

I wonder if you could have been in a thought wave from the attack on Pearl Harbor. Propeller planes could have come through as those fans, and alot of them went up but came down into the Harbor.

Your higher self could be examining WW II. The Battle of Pearl Harbor's anniversary just passed. Perhaps you even had  a former life then or a disk mate does that helps you tune into it so clearly.

Some cultures and some physics believe that all thoughts move around in our atmosphere,connecting with similar thoughts into strands that we can become influenced by.
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Reply #340 - Dec 13th, 2011 at 5:56pm
 
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This morning as I was drifting off to sleep, my consciousness stayed aware as my body deepened into sleep and I immediately heard a demonic-sounding voice to my right.  It was speaking some kind of gibberish that I couldn't make out, and it was quite creepy, so I snapped out of the state.  I immediately entered the same body asleep/mind awake state upon relaxing, and sure enough the being was still there speaking to me.  It sounded as if it was about 3 feet from my bed, and I felt like it's goal was to scare me. 

After waking myself out of the state a few more times, I decided to experiment.  I entered the state, found that the voice was still rambling to me, and began to focus on my heart center, expanding the love inside of me and out to the being.  As I did this, the voice lowered and was gone.  I then focused on fear, allowing myself to entertain fearful thoughts about the voice and the entity, and the voice was instantly back and louder than ever.  I then focused on love again, and the voice was gone. 

It seems that the being couldn't conduct its negativity in the presence of my love, but appeared to thrive on my fear.  However, I feel like rather than my love transforming and/or repelling the demonic-sounding entity, it seemed more like I actually shifted to a higher level as my vibrations raised from the state of love that was growing within me, and out of the lower level in which the demon was in.  And so perhaps the entity never left, but it was myself who was shifted by my love.
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Reply #341 - Dec 13th, 2011 at 6:52pm
 
Dude:

I wonder if this was an actual unfriendly being, or your higher self providing you with a learning experience.

I've found that such experiences can happen in both ways.  I can usually tell which is occurring.

Either way, what you found is valid.

Regarding whether your love energy scarred the being away or changed your vibrational connection, I believe both are possible. Unfriendlies can connect to us even when we have good vibes because our energy is immersed within this World. When we tune into love more than usual we both deter them and make it harder for them to maintain a connection.

It seems as if one of the reasons unfriendlies have visited me is because they try to deter me from growing by scarring me. Perhaps they figure that if I become afraid I might give up on making contact with my higher self and the spirit World.

Here's one experience I had. One night I got annoyed by an unfriendly being and the next day I felt like giving up on making contact with the spirit World. The next night before I went to sleep I heard a voice speaking to me within my head as if I had a radio receiver there. It seemed like aliens were communicating to me. I didn't mind because my connection to them felt quite positive. It felt as if they are a part of something quite positive. They provided me with reasons for why they decided to make contact with me. They didn't want me to refrain from doing what I do spiritually.
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Reply #342 - Dec 13th, 2011 at 7:15pm
 
Thanks for the feedback R.  I suppose it really doesn't matter whether it was an actual entity or a hallucination created by my higher self, but rather it was the learning gained through the experience which is important.  Cool experience with the ET communication being picked up like a radio receiver, I have had that experience as well. 

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Reply #343 - Dec 13th, 2011 at 8:09pm
 
Regarding the radio receiver experience, the first time I had it was during a lucid dream.

There were two occasions I had it while awake. Some might say it's an implant, but I have no memory of ever being abducted.

Maybe it's a matter of the radio effect being created without there being an actual radio.

What's strange about such an experience is that I hear what I hear just as I would a radio, except that it seems as if the volume isn't loud enough even though it isn't a matter of volume. Even though I can hear the words it is hard to understand them. There is some sort of connection problem.


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Thanks for the feedback R.  I suppose it really doesn't matter whether it was an actual entity or a hallucination created by my higher self, but rather it was the learning gained through the experience which is important.  Cool experience with the ET communication being picked up like a radio receiver, I have had that experience as well. 


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Reply #344 - Dec 13th, 2011 at 11:55pm
 
I have the same sort of problem when it comes to understanding messages.  Sometimes the words just don't compute, although something is definitely coming through, as was the case today with the neg.  My interpretation of my radio effect experiences is that my awareness is shifting to different frequencies, just as the radio stations are on different frequencies and one turns the knob on the radio to tune into a particular station, and so I am turning my vibratory knob and tuning into a frequency in which messages can come through.
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