I Am Dude
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JOURNAL ENTRY 134
I just had such an awesome out of body experience! As I was shifting from deep trance into the astral state, I found myself at my uncles second story apartment in a bed in his spare bedroom. After a short projection around the room I was back in my body's proximity, and I decided to power up my energy body for a higher-level projection. I did a few moments of energy work until I really felt my energy flowing, and projected again.
I floated down through the floor to the first floor apartment, which is where my grandparents live. My grandmother was sitting in her chair in the living room as usual, and I flew over to her and gave her a big hug. She looked so much better than she does here in the physical! At first I was trying to talk to her verbally, and found some resistance, and realized I could simply communicate by thought. I asked her, "Am I communicating with your higher self, or your lower (physical) self?" She responded, "My higher self of course!" I believe she knew I knew the answer, but I wanted some verification of my hypothesis that many times when I interact with family and friends in the astral, I am interacting with their higher selves, rather than just projections of my own mind.
Happy with the information I got and the clarity of the experience, I flew out the door and into the street. It was a beautiful day with some clouds in the sky. I wanted to be taken somewhere else, perhaps to a higher dimension, and I instantly remembered and decided to try one of Robert Bruce's techniques for higher level teleportation. I flew into the sky, picking up speed gradually. I told myself that I could do anything that I imagined because everything was dictated by my mind, although it didn't make anything any less real. With that realization I was able to enter a warp speed as I stretched my mind into the distance, and I found myself shooting past and through clouds at enormous speeds!
I seemed to by flying parallel to the ground, although Bruce's method calls for flight out of the atmosphere and into space. I began to shift dimensions, and I was soon flying past lights and symbols and images that were in the sky. I found myself experiencing a great love and joy as I passed through this area, as well as a mystical feeling and awe. These symbols and images that I was flying past were not just projected holograms, but seemed to be printed or embedded on actual objects that were circular and oval shaped and were floating in the sky.
I distinctly recall one symbol being the letter A with colorful designs around the letter. There seemed to be some type of sacred geometry patterns in many of the symbols, and images of people who I perceived to be important in a spiritual/saintly context. I found myself approaching an image of a hooded lady, almost resembling Mother Mary, although I don't think it was her, but perhaps a saint of some kind. I felt love from this image, and I flew straight through it, as it was in my path of flight. It was huge, probably 100 feet tall, and as I passed through I felt a special feeling of peace and love, and almost as if she wanted me to fly through her.
Moments after I passed through her, the lights, symbols, and images ended and I approached an area of darkness with dimly lit shades of purple mist. I was unsure about entering it, but decided to go in anyway, and almost instantly the love and joy I was feeling was gone, and in its place was almost a feeling of dread. I couldn't see a thing. I felt internal heaviness, certainly of a negative nature. I perceived large demon-like beings on the ground below me who had large weapons. I soon realized there was nothing for me here, and woke myself up.
I wonder if the area of darkness I entered was a lower, negative realm. Being that I flew into it directly from the higher-level dimension I was in moments before, that hypothesis seems fairly unlikely. Perhaps it was a "void" area that RB discusses, a dimensional boundary. Although that would not explain the negativity I felt when I entered. But it is possible that those creatures on the ground were simply imagined, as I did not actually see them.
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