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Thanks for the response Recoverer. 

I feel that I am closer than ever to having meaningful contact with these beings.  Last night I had a lucid dream, and I was willing aliens to come into my home and make contact with me.  I was not at all afraid, but very much wanted to be with them.  I was running from room to room, hoping that I would find them somewhere in the house.  They weren't coming, but I sensed they were near.  Every so often I would feel a surge of loving energy which I believe came from these beings.

Finally one of them came to me in the kitchen and we hugged for what seemed like a couple minutes.  There was an exchange of love between us, and I felt very close to this being.  It looked like your average grey, except it was a dull orange-tan color, and it was nearly my height.  We communicated for a short while, and what I got from the being was that I wasn't quite ready to make contact with the group as a whole.  The love radiating from this being seemed genuine. 

The end of the experience was weird.  The alien walked me over to this large, long hamper-type thing, and opened the lid.  It asked me to get inside.  My initial reaction was one of hesitation.  I questioned to myself what this being's intent really was.  I feel that it was going to take me onto it's ship.  Unfortunately I was woken up at this point and didn't get to go with it.  Maybe next time.

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This morning I decided to have an OBE, so when I woke up after about 6 hours of sleep I stayed awake for a bit (I actually stayed awake for longer than what is ideal, I was up for 2 1/2 hours), and went back to bed with the intention of leaving my body.  After a couple minutes I entered a deep trance.  I felt a presence approach me, and it stayed next to me for several moments.  I didn't pay too much attention to it, and soon I shifted my focus to a much more interesting phenomenon: 

I began to feel a tugging at my energy body feet.  It seemed as if someone was trying to pull me from my body before I was in the ideal condition for OBE, for I still had slight awareness of my physical body.  At first it was just a slight pulling and I felt my energy body moving back and forth with the pulls, maybe a few inches at most.  I drifted deeper as this happened, and the pulling increased and soon I was being pulled completely from my body.  The pulls were gentle throughout the whole experience.  I began rising up and soon was floating in blackness.  I began seeing different types of beings come and go from my awareness.  I soon drifted back to my body.

I wanted more, so I entered a deep trance again, and once again I was pulled from my body in the same manner as the previous time.  Almost the same thing happened once I was out too, and by the time I was back to normal awareness I was tired so I called it quits.

The "being pulled out of my body" phenomenon is very interesting.  It definitely seems as if it is a third party trying to get me out.  Perhaps some kind of spirit helpers are responsible?   

I haven't had many full OBEs but every time for the past year that I have started meditating I feel a presence tugging at my left foot and lately both feet. It is so real that I have to look up sometimes to be sure someone isn't physically in the room with me toying with my feet. It definitely feels like tugging though I have yet to come out of body while these forces are at work. Very interesting Dude.

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Last night I had an awesome OBE.  I slept for about an hour and a half, woke up for about an hour, and upon falling back to sleep unintentionally phased out of my body with nearly no exit sensations besides an initial deep sinking. 

I was completely out with close to no visual sensory input.  My body was laying stomach down, and I could tell that I was floating in this position as well.  I began to think, what should I do?  GO TO A HIGHER DIMENSION.  I flew through my wall and our of my house, and began to pick up speed.  My vision soon came and I found myself flying through a field of stars.  I looked at my hands and noticed they were nearly transparent and semi-fluid in structure. 

I soon saw my arms again, but this time they were off to the side, a little distance away from myself, and I realized they weren't my arms!  I then saw a body manifest out from the arms and it was another human-looking being flying next to me!  I thought, who is this guy?  and received an intuitional response that he was some sort of guide. 

We arrived at a place; the details of our environment escape me, as do several other aspects of this experience- I unfortunately didn't download the entire journey into my conscious memory.  We were walking (or what seemed like walking) and talking, and I felt a bond with this man.  I felt great joy interacting with him and hugged him from the side like he was a brother. 

The next thing I remember we are with a group of people.  They were divided into teams of maybe 5-6 people.  I had a feeling that not all of them were from earth, although they all looked human.  There was some kind of leader or instructor, and it seemed like they were working on some kind of project. 

They were all busy in conversation when I interrupted, where are you all from?  I didn't get a response.  I then went up to one of the teams and asked, where are you from?  An asian-looking man who was right next to me stopped working(he had some material in front of him) and answered that he was from some village, the name was strange to me.  He was very friendly and happy.  I asked if he was from earth, and he responded yes!  I then asked if he was still alive on earth, and he once again responded yes!  I told him I was too, and we were both very excited that we were both from earth and having this conscious experience in the astral together. 

We talked a bit more, and I was simultaneously trying to go over the details of the experience I was having as to ensure that I recalled them upon waking.  The guide I came with was next to us for a majority of the time, and I feel he was in one of the groups.  I told the asian man that I had to tell him what happened to me so far so I would remember this experience, and just as I did I began hearing the voice of Thomas Campbell and phased back into C1 where I was listening to a lecture by Campbell on youtube.   

In my future projections I need to begin to dig more deeply and discover the true nature of the beings that I encounter and their activities.  Like, why were these beings in groups, and what were they working on?  Who was their leader/instructor?  Who was the guide who brought me to that place?  Why did he bring me there?  Was the man I talked to really from earth?  Or really alive today?  It is possible that I found some of these things out, I feel that I retained about 60% of the total experience to memory.

Hi Dude,

So do you find that you set intent not only for having an OBE but also for what you want to experience, and then you get it?  (I haven't read through quite all of your journal entries here, but I'm thinking I'd like to print it out and have a good long read some time.  Usually if I read about other people's OBEs it gets me excited to the point of spontaneously having them myself). 

I've been setting intent to have, or should I say remember, an OBE but so far haven't.  I do believe we're always having them, but I'm just not remembering them lately for some reason. 

Anyway, I just wondered how successful you are in manifesting your intents with your OBEs, or if you don't really set out for them but just for the OBE itself. 

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I did two Gateway Experience meditations today, one with an Orgonite pendant on my heart chakra, and one with the Orgonite on my naval chakra.  I noticed a dramatic increase in nonphysical events during this session.  (Check out the orgonite thread in the off topic section if you are unfamiliar with it.)  The meditation was done one hour after I awoke from a seven hour sleep.

I felt stronger than usual energy in the respective chakras with the Orgonite on them.  I was actually blown away when the moment I focused on my naval chakra and began energy movement there, it instantly became activated and it seemed like I was able to clairvoyantly view/sense the chakra in a way that was more than just my imagination creating the visuals.  This was obviously during the meditation with the orgonite on my naval. 

I had an effortless but brief out of body experience, I believe this one occurring with the orgonite on my heart chakra.  It was more of a mental projection, as I was suddenly able to see the room around me and moved my viewpoint at will. 

At one point I heard something, maybe a voice, on my right, as well as the strong sense of a presence there, and a moment later I was touched on my shoulder, actually my upper right trapezoid between my shoulder and my neck, which caused an extremely strong energy activation in that spot, almost unbearably strong.  I believe it subsided as I went into a deeper state.

I had a false awakening towards the end of the experience in which I placed an Orgonite pendant on my third eye chakra.  I believe I may have had a meditation session in which my base level of consciousness(C1) was actually my dream level of consciousness, in other words I meditated lucidly from my dream state, which I feel could possibly allow for even deeper levels of consciousness to be attained, as I do feel that this session was one of the deepest meditation sessions I've had in a long while- not just this last session, but the entirety of the three back-to-back sessions as a whole.  During this last session with the dream state orgonite on my dream state brow chakra, I had just as intense energy sensations in my third eye as I did with the physical orgonite, which actually even lasted after I got up from my dream state meditation and put the dream state orgonite back on my dream state dresser.  LOL. 

So the Orgonite seems to have had a positive effect on my meditation.  Meditating an hour after I awoke from almost a full night's sleep could have also attributed to my increased ability to consciously enter these deep states.  I am going to wear it during the day and see if there is any noticeable effect.  Lately I have been really engaged in my spiritual practices, and have been feeling more and more peace, wellbeing, and even energy levels, so it may be more difficult for me to notice a change, whereas someone with lower/negative energy states would probably better notice the shift to a positive state.  But the sky is the limit when it comes to personal development and I am determined to continue to improve, so if this orgonite proves to be a useful tool then I'm all for it!  Look into it guys!  And try your meditations after awakening from your normal sleep period and see if you notice a difference!  I definitely did.   

LOL Outsidecreative, so you ask for a guide and when they come along you get scared!?!  I can assure you that I've never been harmed while out of body, and I've been practically pulled from my body on several occasions, so I'd say there's nothing to be afraid of.  Also, you can bet that if you ask for assistance and have loving intentions, chances are you are going to find yourself being helped by a friendly being, quite possibly even an aspect of your higher self.  Next time keep in mind that you cannot be harmed while out of body and let the experience happen.  And be sure to attuned yourself with the highest love energy possible, as this will naturally raise your state of being and environment to one in which no negative entities can even come near you.