Dude:

I wonder if a being who represents the light would refer to an individual as "the one." Perhaps it is more likely that deceptive beings would try to prey on one's vanity with such talk. I don’t mean to suggest that you can’t make a difference in this world, because I believe you can make a big difference. ("Hurray for OBE Dude!")

I believe there are friendly aliens, but going by the research I've done lately the grays who do the abducting aren't friendly. Various sources state that the grays are aligned with the reptilians.
Bud Hopkins, David Jacobs, James Bartley, Barbara Bartholic and Karla Turner have done extensive research about abductions and they’ve all come to the conclusion that the grays aren’t friendly and have their own self serving agenda.

John Mack is another researcher I’ve read, going by his book Abduction I thought grays might be  friendly, but then I got his book “Passport to the Cosmos” and it has information that suggests that grays aren’t friendly.

For example, he speaks of a South American shaman named Bernardo Peixoto and a South African shaman named Credo Mutwa, and they both speak of the reptilians and grays as if they are negative. What they say isn’t based upon their research, it is based upon their experience.

They also speak of experiences with friendly aliens, so they are willing to see that friendly aliens exists. Bernardo says that there are ikuyas that are similar to the grays, but more evolved than the troublemaker (his words) grays.

Credo refers to the grays as mantindane. He says they are parasitic, instill superstition, sow discord, and may even cause disease. Apparently, there are places in this world where information about aliens isn’t hidden in the same manner it is hidden in places like the United States.

A couple of the people Mack speaks about in his book “Passport to the  Cosmos” used to have problems with reptilians until they stopped being afraid of them and sent them love. Here are some of the key words:

-“Greg felt certain that the reptilian beings were out to destroy him, seemingly out of a motive of revenge. They would do this by invading his soul and “sucking the life energy out of me, out of my soul. It was unbelievably terrifying.” Yet he resisted these beings intensely, for he felt certain that his life had a purpose and that he must deal with this darkness and not suffer at the expense of it. But through this struggle Greg discovered that “the light is much stronger, and the battle was actually empowering and even enlightening. He felt compassion for their pain and did not want to lose a total connection to them.

I think I want in some way to participate in their getting in touch with their souls, to heal their pain. By saying no to these beings, “You may not do this to me,” Greg found that he was himself, though vulnerable, “powerful and very loving and very strong.” In the end he said, it was consciousness itself that he loved most, and he saw in it the luminous underneath the darkness. Of the reptilians he said that, although “I don’t love what they do to me, I do care for them.”

-But it is Isabel who has expressed most clearly the power of love to counter the dark or frightening aspects of the alien beings, including those of the reptilian sort. When the beings seem to threaten her, she sends out to them “as much love as I can, waves of love.” One time she felt that a reptilian being was sending her images of her second son being mangled or buried alive (her first son had been killed the year before in an automobile accident). She responded by imagining a protective light around the boy’s body. A reptilian image came to her with other horrible images of herself and other family members being killed. It seemed that as she sent positive love energy toward these angry beings, she could hear them shrieking and saw them running, then backing off through the wall. Then she saw beings that were gray and reptilian, followed by one of the blue beings she calls the “blue baldies.” She sent a “last burst of love energy, calling on Jesus and feeling good inside toward,” this being. It seemed to make “a weird sound” and went down as if it were in pain,” like the Wizard of Oz being stripped.”

After this encounter Isabel was no longer afraid of the beings. Every time she felt their presence, she would say, “Hey, if you want all the love you can take, come on,” which “has given me such power.” Love she concluded, is the real power, “the most powerful thing in the whole universe. I think it’s what everything is made of. I think it’s what started everything.” The further we get from love, she suggests, the “more control” the beings have over us, the more “alien” they remain. “I look at love,” she says, “as like an umbilical cord that connects my soul to the main, major Source where all this love comes from.” The Source is “like my Father, or my parent. It’s where I came from. It’s what I am…The soul eventually goes back to love, because soul came from love.”

Greg and Isabel remind me of myself, because there have been a number of times when I responded to negative beings with love and they didn’t harm me, they split the scene.  I’ve said things to them similar to what Isabel said in the preceding paragraph.

Going by the spirit messages I’ve received, if I interpreted them correctly, the grays who do the abducting aren’t friendly, but they and their cohorts are quite clever. So it is best to not be fooled by them.

This morning I received some messages about this alien thing, and my attention was redirected towards love. The impression I got is that eventually this world and other worlds that need to evolve spiritually will do so, and there won’t be a place for negative beings to connect to. They’ll be surrounded by many beings who live according to love. It will be hard for them to not be influenced by the good vibes.

Right Dude, it can be interpreted in different ways. This happens fairly frequently with symbolic messages.

Whatever the case, I believe you can help make this world a better place, perhaps move into the 5th dimension.

The other day I received a message that things are going to change signicantly on October 16th. On another occasion I asked if October 16th of this year was referred to, and I was shown one image which I believe means this world is going to be turned upside down, and another which means that mankind will ascend to a higher level. We'll see.

JOURNAL ENTRY 122

It's been quite some time since my last entry, hasn't it?!

My new job and new friends, among several other new developments in my life as of late, have all been keeping me pretty occupied.  I am pretty certain that these rather drastic changes in my life have been brought about by a two-week-long series of intense affirmation sessions I had nearly two months ago when I decided I needed to start taking control of the direction my life was going, and before I knew it I landed a new job which I love, making more money and working far less hours, became friends with a group of people who are totally on my wavelength, won a talent show performing one of my original songs, bought a boat for the first time, started my own clothing line, landed a nice gig painting a mural, plus other smaller things which are all a part of this new life I have created through directing my thoughts and stating affirmations. 

However, all of this has drifted my focus from my spiritual work, and I realized this- or rather, took a moment to consciously recognize this and made the decision to reincorporate my spiritual work into my life- about 3 days ago.  Well, wouldn't you know I had back to back lucid dreams the past two mornings- which is the reason for this journal entry.

My experience this morning was much longer and more memorable than the one yesterday.  I gained lucidity for seemingly no reason at all- perhaps a seed I planted the other day by mentally stating my desire.  So I found myself in a familiar situation- engaged with people and events that physically do not exist, but in that dimension there was an obvious relationship.  I began to fly, and was having a little trouble- I would momentarily doubt my ability to fly, and begin to fall.  I figured that rather than try to do something like talk to jesus or my higher self, I would work on my flying skills- not just to fly better, but to take better control of my mind.  I flew off, talked to a few people, did some stuff I can only vaguely remember, and had a few more dreams.  Nothing too special, but a pretty cool experience nevertheless. 

So there you have it.  I'm back and ready for action.  I have been popping my head in and out every now and then, but honestly, I have lost a great deal of interest in this convo board, or rather, in the topics being discussed.  It seems like it's the same thing over and over again.  Like every new topic has already been brought up and analyzed in detail.  I feel like there is nothing left for me to learn by simply talking about these things; I must experience the truth first hand through conscious exploration of my greater reality, but also through conscious direction of my physical life.

Hi Dude, there might be indeed not much to learn for you here, but it could be you sometimes feel the urge to post something here. And that is maybe because we can learn something from you.

Beau, yes of course it can be the way you said. Reality is what is real to you. And often enough you  encounter people who are, from your perspective, sleeping, isn't it?

Spooky

JOURNAL ENTRY 123

Holy Cow it's been a long time!  Starting a business is more time consuming then I had expected!  But the hard part is over and I now feel I have the time and mental energy to focus more on my spiritual work.  I have had several experiences over the past few months which are of some significance which I want to share and log for future reference. 

My deceased great grandfather came to me in the dream state.  I instantly gained lucidity and realized I was in another dimension with him.  When I meet him I experience a knowing that he is real and not just a construct of my mind.  The love I feel coming from him, as well as his unique energy signature, tell me this.

During this encounter he stated that he wanted to show me what it was like to die.  Or rather, what his experience of death was like.  I was all for it, and suddenly I shifted dimensions and felt that I had a body.  I then experienced this body's organs stop functioning, but there was no pain. (perhaps it was all the painkillers he was on, or maybe I just didn't feel it)  I then felt a similar sensation to having an out of body experience, and I shifted dimensions and was now floating in my energy body. 

I can't recollect what happened after this, but it was a cool experience, and very real.

I Am Dude wrote on Aug 30^th, 2010 at 10:30pm:


Hi OBD: Don't you use the Monroe protection affirmation?

S.

I Am Dude wrote on Aug 31^st, 2010 at 2:31pm:


Hi OBD: Well in your astral form you are indestructible. But as BM found out it can be unpleasant if you get tangled up in black stuff and have no technique for untangling... good luck.

S.

JOURNAL ENTRY 126

Interesting experience this afternoon:  I only slept about 3 hours last night due to traveling and went back to bed at about noon.  I was deeply relaxed almost immediately.  Within minutes I seemed to go deeper than ever in quite an unusual way.  It seemed as if I would collapse into myself.  When this would happen I would feel a strange energy in my ears and hear a noise that I can't quite explain.  And most noticeable of all, I would feel a surge of ecstasy throughout my body.  I found I was able to bring this state back at will, but due to it's intensity, it would only last for several moments at a time. 

After playing with this state for a bit, I felt a presence at my feet.  It grabbed my ankles and literally pulled me from my body.  I did not intend to have an OBE, but apparently it was just in the cards for me.  I remembered the last time I was pulled from my body without wanting to be, or rather, without previously setting the intention, and in this previous experience I resisted.  But this time I went with it and soon I was floating freely without any further help or influence.  Unfortunately I don't recall what happened once I was out, probably because I was in such desperate need for sleep. 

I think the unusually deep and intense state I was able to enter was due to my tiredness.  Being pulled from my body is another story.. can't quite put my finger on the reason for that.