I'm looking forward to your posts, good you're still around here Dude!

Spooky

Thanks guys!  The trip was amazing.  We decided to move back in two years to live.. for good!  It's such a great life there, almost the total opposite of the fast-paced and stressfull atmostphere here in the states.  The people there are one of a kind- totally family and friend-oriented, focused on things that really matter, rather than material baloney.  Plus, our socioeconomic status will instantly rise to the upper stratosphere... not having to worry about money will allow much more free time to accomplish my goals and encourage optimal personal growth.  Anyway..

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This morning a couple interesting things happened during my meditation.  After getting fairly deep and losing almost all sensation of my body, my throat chakra became extremely active.  It immediately reminded me of my OBE in which I requested to contact Jesus and my throat chakra went off the hook.  It was very intense, and after a little while I moved a little bit and it eased up. 

I went deep again, and after being semi-aware of some kind of communication taking place, I clearly heard a female asking me for help.  As soon as I heard this I began pondering the meaning of this.. what kind of help did she need?  However, immediately after I heard her, I got a feeling that she needed help with some sort of spiritual practice-related issue.. but my mind began racing and the communication ended.

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This morning I made contact with Jesus and he revealed something incredible to me.

I was in a deep state and requested to contact Jesus.  Suddenly I began to rise upwards as radial rays of rainbow colored light appeared at the bottom of my sight.  I realized that I was with someone, and we seemed to have a telepathic conversation going on.  It almost felt like I was always with this person, and they were very close to me. 

I then felt some sort of stream of loving energy come into me, and at the same time I was bringing this love into me.  I knew it was the presence of Jesus.  My vision came and I saw him(Jesus) and the other person I was with.  We were in some kind of dimension of pure energy, floating alongside one another.  I would speak to Jesus, but he wouldn't respond to me.  It seemed like the person I was with would convey my question or message to him, and he would then answer or respond, focusing mainly on my friend but on me as well.  Soon I realized that either Jesus was ignoring me, or that he couldn't really hear me.  He responded to my friend, and what he conveyed back to me hit me deep. 

Jesus said that he wasn't used to "me" reaching out to him.  He normally only talks to "my friend."  But at this moment it was revealed to me that me and my friend were actually the same entity.  The "me" that Jesus was referring to was the part of myself that was physically attuned, the one which was at that moment having an OBE from his physical dimension.  "My friend" was my higher self, the portion of my being which was in a state of spiritual grace and which apparently has a relationship with Jesus.  As this understanding began to seep in, I felt awestruck by the fact that I was finally consciously discovering the true nature of my higher self and my place within it, in a more or less straightforward way.  It was like I saw the true me for the first time, as if I was perceiving me through the eyes of my higher self.

As I type this I still feel the lingering excitement and amazement of this experience, and in general feel a little more enlightened.  Unfortunately I cannot recall the details of the conversation I had with Jesus and my higher self; it seems I only remember the part of the interaction that had the greatest impact on me.   All I really have left to say is wow.

Dude, you are a huge inspiration to me. Thank you for your postings over the years. 

Mike

It's great to hear that my posts are of some benefit.  If you ever need any tips or advice feel free to ask.

Beau

I guess I can't be completely sure if it was really Jesus or not, but I have little reason do doubt it.  During the experience I was sure it was him.  Maybe that's all that matters.

Beau, I think this is a very interesting approach. It actually might be that we're separate from Jesus Christ only because we look at him as someone different from us. Here we- there Jesus, the ideal. But maybe this isn't true. And maybe it's just that we need to realize that we are him (or her, or it, or are just unrealized versions of this entity). And only because we don't accept that we feel like we have to do so much work to become a person fitting this ideal. Which won't work that way. I guess, though I'm not an expert, this is a Buddhistic view on that.

Spooky

Maybe he'll come not in a way that we would expect, "like a thief in the night"... maybe one day it dawns on us he was always there, no, right here. Who knows?

Spooky

I'm really not making this up, but Dude, this weekend, I was meditating and was visited. I had a busy weekend, what can I say? I had a lot of interesting visitors. Anyway, I felt no harm from the ones who came and hovered around me. I couldn't see them clearly, and I've never felt that 'energy' so close. I mean it was right in front of my face, one in particular, a bit to the right of me, but I felt a 'group' energy. 'Alien' energy is not one I seek out, so it was surprising to me, and there was no fear. Anyway, I can't wait to find out what this all means for you.