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The other morning I believe I had a visitation from an ET(s).

I woke up early and drifted into a deep meditation.  Almost instantly I became slightly out of sync with the physical dimension, and was observing the version of my room which was in this alternate dimension.  Perhaps it was the Real Time Zone. 

I then noticed something standing outside of my open door.  It was facing the other way.  I knew what it was.  It slowly turned until it was facing me, and the large black eyes peered deeply into mine.  The being was a vivid orange color.  It wasn't until it looked at me that the fear struck like a ton of bricks.  I am usually not afraid when dealing with ETs in altered states, but something about this one just got to me.  I quickly snapped out of it.  The eerie feeling lingered with me for a few minutes.  Encountering these orange ETs has become common place.  I feel I need to establish a real connection and engage in meaningful communication.  I believe I have before, but the details always escape me upon recall.  Perhaps setting out with the intent of establishing a conscious relationship will help.

Dude:

Did the orange being look like what can be found if you scroll down on this link?

http://www.crystalinks.com/greys.html

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This morning I used my sleep/awake/sleep method for inducing a projection and it resulted in two out of body experiences! 

The first one was rather brief.  I laid meditating for about 15 minutes, getting progressively deeper.  Suddenly I phased into another dimension and found myself flying around a strange universe.  There were huge dinosaur type animals running all around, and I seemed to be a tiny spec compared to these large beings.  I still had a little awareness of my body at this point.  Suddenly I experienced an intense dropping sensation, and with that my bodily awareness was gone and I was now fully in this dimension.  However, I soon heard Monroe's voice on my Lifelines track which I was listening to, and it snapped me back to my body.

I turned off my ipod and began to meditate again, when I had my second experience, which was much longer and way more intense.  While meditating, I set the intent to go to a true heaven and be accompanied by an angel.  Suddenly the blackness I was "seeing" in my mind turned to white.  Now here is where the details get confusing, as I am having a bit of trouble putting the events in chronological order.  So I will detail to the best of my memory.  Suddenly I burst into a beautiful sunny sky with clouds all around me.  The joy of being free of my body and being in such a wonderful place is flowing full force through me.  Was there someone with me?  I feel there was, and I can slightly remember someone.  But the memory isn't solid enough to say for sure. 

The next thing I remember, I am in a room of a house with a strange spinning contraption in the center.  I look at my hands to keep my lucidity.  They appear similar to my physical hands, only more real, more vivid.   So there was this guy next to the contraption.. a black man with a suit on, and he had a book.  I tried to read the cover of the book, but the letters and words kept changing!  Finally I concentrated with much might, and read something along the lines of... Guide to Purgatory.  The man had some things written on his suit as well, but I couldn't make them out. 

I left this room with the man.  We began walking around the house.  Well, I was flying.  I flew into a picture which was hanging on the wall, and went right into a dimension in which that picture was actually taking place!  I believe there were a couple people lounging around in the picture, which is the scene I flew into, now witnessing.  The man seemed to follow me everywhere I went.  I could sense that he was a friend of some kind. 

I then flew into a mirror, and entered a universe which was very strange- quite hard to describe.  The environment seemed to be of a metallic substance, and I lost awareness of my energy body.  I did a large flip maneuver, and oddly enough, without trying to, I then automatically did the completely opposite move, flying right back out of the mirror and back into the house, where the man was waiting.  I knew his name but I can't remember it.

I looked out the window and it was so beautiful outside!  I flew right through and was soaring again through the sky.  It was such an amazing feeling.  I continuously concentrated on my hands throughout this experience in order to retain my lucidity, and it worked like a charm.  I soon came down to the ground, where the guy was waiting for me once again.  I feel he was a guide of some kind.  We began talking and walking.  I started to fly, but there seemed to be some resistance, so I simply started to walk with him. 

I realized that I needed to remember this experience!  I began to excitedly outline the events of the experience so far.  We then began talking.  I cannot remember most of our conversation, but as we approached this one house, he began telling me that there was someone he wanted me to see. 

I entered the house and there was a family of three talking.  A father, a young boy, and a girl about my age.  I instantly felt a connection with this girl.  I went over to her and gave her a huge hug.  The love flowing between us was incredible.  She asked how I have been as we hugged.  We then sat and began talking, as if we were old friends.  She began telling me about her school classes, and then mentioned one of her friends who she met in a yoga class.  I did not know who this friend was until she pointed to my guide, and I realized that these two knew each other.  We began to converse some more, when I realized that I needed to get back so I could record the experience in my journal before I forgot it all! 

Dude:

The OBE you shared sort of reminds me of some of my OBEs. Rather than obtaining a bunch of details so I can write something such as Bruce Moen writes, I experience different things each of which has a symbolic meaning,  and it is hard to remember all of the details when the experience is over.

Also, there will usually be a moment when I make a point of noticing how real everything seems.

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This morning I did my sleep/wake/sleep method for OBEs and I wonder what happened...

I phased into an area of consciousness in which I knew that I could go anywhere I wanted or do anything I wanted by simply stating the intent.  I mentally screamed, "I want to help someone!!!"  Suddenly I was in outer space, flying at an incredibly high speed.  I wasn't aware of having any type of body; this was most likely a mental projection.  There was a face of some man I didn't recognize in front of my awareness while I was shooting through space.  He was talking to me, but unfortunately I cannot remember what he was saying.

Suddenly I arrived at this place.  It was a large room with many people in it, mostly young adults.  They seemed to be involved in some sort of activities and enjoying themselves, but I didn't pay much attention to them.  I was with someone; I'm not sure who it was.  Maybe it was the man I saw in space.  We were in front of a pay phone.  He instructed me to call someone, and this would be the individual I was to help. 

I made the call, and wasn't sure what to expect on the other end of the phone- often times I get very strange vibes from those I talk to nonphysically on telephones.  It was a female who answered.  She told me something.. maybe who she was and where to go... I couldn't make out what she said.  I had to ask her to repeat herself almost ten times before I understood what she was saying- It was almost as bad as trying to read fine print in a dream/OBE!  So I figured out what she said, but I can't remember what it was.  Duhhhh    I realized that this individual was actually in the room that I was in.  A few females started to approach me, and I had a feeling that one of them was her.  The experience abruptly ended, however, when my wife moved in bed next to me and woke me up.

To be continued, I suppose...

Dude you are so much further along than I am. However, I do have a pub in f27 with a huge arena stage in the back room. Every time I go there everyone is happy to see me but I can't understand a word they are saying yet. I get a good feeling though. Care to share a pint with me sometime the pub is called either Heaven or Heathen I can't quite make out the sign on the door.

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This morning I did my sleep/wake/sleep technique to induce an OBE.  I put on my new Remote Viewing hemisync track from TMI (thanks Thomas!) and quickly sunk into a deep meditation.  I would go so deep that I would almost completely click out.  However, a portion of my consciousness was still aware, for I'd come back to fully awareness every now and then and have vague memories of being somewhere else, doing something.

I eventually passed out and had a dream in which I was able to gain powers(flying, manifesting energy, ect..) by charging up on electicity.  The last charge up I did was so intense it awakened my conscious mind, and I was suddenly in a full-blown lucid dream.  I screamed at the top of my nonphysical lungs with joy, "I'm dreaming!"  "Im out of my body!"  I remember hearing my voice echoing throughout the mansion I was in. 

I flew through the walls and out into the night sky, which was a beautiful sight.  The moon was shining brightly in the starry sky.  I looked at my hands to retain my lucidity, and touched my face.  They felt just as real as they do now.  I then stuck them into my mouth, which in retrospect was a rather strange thing to do.  They went in past my wrists, and seemed to conform to the shape of my nonphysical throat.

I began to fly up into the upper atmosphere, and noticed a strong layer of energy under my feet which was assisting in my flight.

I started to loose lucidity, and was soon back into the dream state.  I got a call from my boss, who warned me that it wasn't good to use electricity to gain powers; I need to gain them naturally.  I agreed, and replied that I was just experimenting, trying something new.

The conversation I had with my boss got me thinking.  Maybe this was a message from my higher self, a warning.  Perhaps the electricity I used to gain powers represented something else.  But what?  Hemisync?  I do use this occasionally to aid in my meditations and altered states, but I usually have my OBEs and other projections without it.  Maybe it symoblized something else.  I don't know.  I'll have to meditate on it.