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Reply #210 - Aug 26th, 2009 at 5:44pm
 
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Awesome experiences.

Related to what you said, I believe that the beings I'm in contact with always know where I am, because they'll make contact with me anytime during the day regardless of what I'm doing. I'm not saying that I'm able to have extensive conversations any time I want, but some sort of contact can always be made. I figure this is because we aren't separated from each other--the connection is beyond a 3d way of considering the matter.
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Reply #211 - Aug 26th, 2009 at 6:27pm
 
Word up man.

Regarding my lucid dream, before I went to bed I stated several times out loud that I would gain a high level of awareness during my dreams.  Gotta love those affirmations!
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Reply #212 - Aug 26th, 2009 at 7:20pm
 
Perhaps it was a matter of stating intent rather than making an affirmation. A person doesn't become a loving person because he affirms he's loving. It is more of a matter of understanding the importance and value of living according to love and getting over the limiting thought patterns that prevent him from doing so.


I Am Dude wrote on Aug 26th, 2009 at 6:27pm:
Word up man.

Regarding my lucid dream, before I went to bed I stated several times out loud that I would gain a high level of awareness during my dreams.  Gotta love those affirmations!

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Reply #213 - Aug 26th, 2009 at 7:59pm
 
It was definitely the intent behind the affirmation which made it manifest.  But for me, an affirmation IS placing intent, in a mental or verbal manner... for me to say "I placed an intent" and "I stated an affirmation" is synonymous in my eyes.  It is pointless to simply state an affirmation if there is no intent to drive it into manifestation.  I mentioned the verbal affirmations because I seem to have much more success with stating my intent out loud than saying it mentally.
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Reply #214 - Aug 31st, 2009 at 6:50pm
 
Although I have a steady amount of conscious nonphysical experiences, namely lucid dreams and out of body experiences, engage in other spirutal practices at least a few days a week, such as yoga and meditation, and manifest my creational powers in forms which highly resonate with my inner being through music and art on a weekly basis, I feel I have still not created my ideal lifestyle.  I feel I am still slacking. 

I want to have OBEs and lucid dreams EVERY DAY.  I want to meditate TWICE DAILY.  I want to practice yoga EVERY DAY.  I want to create music and art EVERY DAY.  I also want full control over my thoughts, and to better use them to create my ideal reality.  This is my ideal lifestyle.  This is my goal.  This post is going to lay out my plan to achieve this, and hopefully putting it out there for everyone to see will give me extra motivation to accomplish this.

The first aspect of my plan is the nonphysical explorations.  The method which works best for me is the Suneye method, or the wake/sleep/wake method.  However, this has worked in a couple different ways.  It works when I go to sleep for about 6 hours, stay awake for an hour, and go back to sleep while meditating on my goal.  It also works (sometimes) when I simply wake up early and fall right back to sleep.  So I am going to combine these two methods and hopefully achieve an OBE or lucid dream every day. 

I am going to set my first alarm for 5 hours after I go to bed every night.  I am going to set my second alarm for half an hour after the first.  The third alarm is going to be set for half an hour after the second.  After the first and second alarms, I am going to try my hardest to remain aware and alert while I fall back to sleep while concentrating on my third eye and affirming my intent to consciously enter nonphysical dimensions.  The third alarm is going to be the wake up alarm.  After this alarm I am going to remain awake for an hour.  When I go back to bed I will do a third eye meditation to plant the intent once again into my subconscious.  My goal is to succeed every time I try.

For the hour I am awake I am going to do kundalini yoga.

Recording my dreams is something I need to start doing more as well, so after I awake from every dream, and I do awake after each dream I have, I am going to log the experience.  Every time, without exception. 

After my final OBE I am going to wake up and meditate for half an hour out in the sun(weather permitting), concentrating on everything I want to accomplish, both short term and long term. 

I will then go to the gym, come home and either record music or paint until I have work.

During work I am going to mentally state affirmations, concentrate on thinking positive thoughts, and project love to all around me, all throughout the entire shift.  I am also going to do a type of functioning meditation, where I expand my awareness in all directions around me and slip slightly into an altered state while physically active.

Since I work till midnight, after my shift I will meditate again before going to bed.  The main focus of my nighttime meditations will be energy work.

On my days off, my schedule will remain the same, except instead of working I am going to spend most of my time recording music and painting.  This I do already, and will continue to.

Hopefully my life will really take off into new directions with my new focus!

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Reply #215 - Aug 31st, 2009 at 8:01pm
 
Good Luck with your admirable goals! Some of my meditation tapes say not to meditate in the sun,don't know exactly why tho.
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Reply #216 - Sep 1st, 2009 at 1:27pm
 
I believe its good to meditate if you actually accomplish something while doing so, but otherwise just sitting there won't accomplish much.

However, during my kundalini unfoldment process, I often meditated three times a day, on some occasions for 2 hours. Even if I didn't get clear on specific ideas, it gave my kundalini a lot of time to do its thing.  It did so quite quickly, and because this was the case, my energy was out of balance for a while. I had lots of spirit contact before I was completely ready to have it.  I had lots of energy flowing through me, before my energetic system was ready to handle it in a harmonious manner. My spirit guidance told me I had progressed too quickly.

I don't mind that I did so, because eventually my energy balanced out.

Spirit guidance provided me with lots of assistance with my energetic system. Because I received such help, I am able to provide non-physical spirit assistance that I couldn't provide if I hadn't received the assistance I received. When I went through this energetic development, I had the idea of helping out in some way.

When I meditate now, rather than just sitting or laying there, I try to become clear on specific ideas. I believe it is more about losing limiting ideas than focusing one's attention in a particular way. On some occasions it is good to just simply tune into love and your inner self.

Rather than doing affirmations, I try to pay attention to my state of mind, and if it doesn't feel as if I'm tuned into my inner self and connected to my heart, I try to do so. Doing so isn't a matter of making an affirmation, it's about letting go of the mental approach that gets in the way of your abiding in your inner self naturally.

I also believe it is important to keep one's body healty by staying away from alchohol, drugs, tobacco, and unhealty food.
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Reply #217 - Sep 1st, 2009 at 2:43pm
 
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I believe its good to meditate if you actually accomplish something while doing so, but otherwise just sitting there won't accomplish much.


I guess you aren't aware of the scientific research on meditation. 

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A study found that people who had been meditating for more than five years were physiologically 12 to 15 years younger than non-meditators.

Meditation decreases oxygen consumption, heart rate, respiratory rate, and blood pressure, and increase the intensity of alpha, theta, and delta brain waves--the opposite of the physiological changes that occur during stress.

Improved mental abilities: Increased intelligence, increased creativity, improved learning ability, improved memory, improved reaction time, higher levels of moral reasoning, improved academic achievement, greater orderliness of brain functioning, increased self-actualization.

Improved Health: Reduced stress and anxiety, reduced hospitalization, reduced incidence of disease, reduced need for out-patient medical care, reduced health care costs, reduce use of alcohol and drugs, improved cardiovascular health, reduced physical complaints, increased longevity

Improved social behavior: improved self-confidence, reduced anxiety, improved family life, improved relationships at home and at work, increased tolerance, improved job performance, increased job satisfaction

Meditation found to increase brain size---Researchers at Harvard, Yale, and the Massachusetts Institute of Technology have found the first evidence that meditation can alter the physical structure of our brains. Brain scans they conducted reveal that experienced meditators boasted increased thickness in parts of the brain that deal with attention and processing sensory input.The increased thickness of gray matter is not very much, 4 to 8 thousandths of an inch. "These increases are proportional to the time a person has been meditating during their lives," Lazar notes. "This suggests that the thickness differences are acquired through extensive practice and not simply due to differences between meditators and nonmeditators

Meditation build up the brain

Meditation may bolster brain activity ---Buddhist monks who spent years in meditation training show significantly greater brain activity in areas associated with learning and happiness than those who have never practiced meditation. They had a higher level of this sort of gamma wave activity before they began meditation and this difference increased dramatically during meditation. The extremely high levels of gamma wave activity are the highest ever reported.

Meditation balance the body's system ---Meditation produces long-lasting changes in the brain activity in areas involved in attention, working memory, learning, and conscious perception

Research on stress and meditation

Meditator's brain shows a pronounced shift toward the left frontal lobe. People who are habitually calm an happy typical show greater activity in this area.

Meditator has higher levels of certain immune cells.

Meditation is involved in the global coordination of brain activity and could induce both short-term and long-term change in the brain.

Long term meditation practice changes the baseline state of the brain.

Meditation is shown to reduce risk factors for heart disease such as high blood pressure, stress and smoking. Comparing with other techniques, the Transcendental meditation group had a 23% decrease in deaths from all causes, a 30% reduction in cardiovascular disease deaths, and a 49% reduction in the rate of death from cancer

During meditation, the monks in the study was able to raise the temperature of their fingers and toes by 17 degrees, three monks could lower their metabolism by 64%

Meditators over 6-9 months showed a marked decrease in the thickness of their artery walls.



Here is what Robert Bruce has to say on meditation "without a purpose.":

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Void and Meditation:

Void type meditation is often criticized as having no purpose on the surface, because in clearing the mind and holding that state one appears to be doing nothing, and hence nothing of value.

Holding the mind clear puts one in an altered state of consciousness. This state deepens with practice. Only in a quite altered state can one approach a higher state of being.

During this quiet time the lower mind / ego is suppressed, and in this state it is slowly entrained to be quieter and more obedient at all times.

(Other conscious training processes are also required to help with the training of the lower self, especially self observation and introspection).

Also during this quiet time, the higher mind, superconsciousness, the higher self (there are many terms for our higher aspects) is encouraged to come to the fore, to be one with the meditator.

A quiet minded altered state takes the meditator closer to his/her higher mind. The higher mind is attracted to this and so also moves closer to the conscious mind. This association slowly evolves the meditator through close empathic association.

The essence of all spiritual development is to entrain the conscious mind to take on some of the 'knowingness' of the higher self.

The way of knowledge is, generally speaking, to absorb a lot of knowledge and to train the conscious mind and body according to a certain discipline. In essence, this involves taking control over ones life. This path has much merit and it suits a lot of people.

The way of knowing, however, is to quieten ones conscious mind so ones higher aspects can take root and flourish therein. Instead of learning and training and honing ones skills, one simply remembers and realizes and 'knows'.

A mixture of the above is probably best, as we all need some basic knowledge in order to achieve a state of nothingness.

The way of knowledge is to take control and make things happen, eg, creating ones own reality. In essence, if one masters this approach, its a bit like using God mode in a computer game. This kinda takes the fun out of things.

The way of knowing is to relinquish control. This is the essence of what I call Bee Following. Instead of trying to make something happen, one just expects things to happen. There is a profound difference between these approaches.

Mind you, it takes a lot of self control in order to be able to relinquish control, if that makes any sense....grin.

Take care, Robert


Although quiet void meditation is obviously excellent for both mental and physical health, as well as overall spirituality, I also feel that if I am meditating, I may as well accomplish something, as you can see in my previous post.
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Reply #218 - Sep 1st, 2009 at 3:01pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 102

This morning I had two back to back OBEs and recorded 6 dreams, following my new schedule. 

I was laying on my side.  I slipped into a deep trance, and heard a lady talking to me.  She was discussing a spiritual topic which I cannot recall.  She faded out.  I then felt my energy body loosen, so I began to rock back and forth.  I actually couldn't tell if it was my physical body moving or my energy body.  I soon rolled all the way out.  I couldn't see anything.  Suddenly it felt like I was spinning around in all directions at 1000 miles per hour.  When this subsided I flew up towards the ceiling and up out the roof.  My sight came to me briefly as the beach came into view, then faded out.  I could sense almost everything around me even though I couldn't "see" it.  I waved my hands in front of me, and saw them.  They were black, darker than the void I seemed to be in.  They were also shaped strangely, with less fingers that were pointed at the tips. 

Instead of flying to the beach, I reached my consciousness to it and was suddenly there.  I flew in the ocean for a bit, and soon found myself back in my body.  I easily loosened and rolled out once again.  This time I could see better.  I went outside on the top story of my building (10 floors high) and jumped off.  It was a huuuuge jump, and I landed across the street.  A group of four people saw me and were amazed that I did not die.  I walked with them and followed them back into my building and into the elevator.  There was a strange man on the elevator, who was an employee at this nonphysical version of the building- he did not work at the physical version.  He began talking to me about one of the people in the elevator.  Suddenly they all vanished, except the strange man.  I flew up and out of the elevator, and seemed to loose consciousness.

I then had a false awakening.  I got up to record my experience.  Meanwhile all these strange things were happening in the process, and I realized, OH Sh*t! I'm dreaming!  I immediately woke up and once again, logged my experience.  Physically this time.

It is great that I had an OBE (two actually) the first day on my new routine.  Although the projections were a bit weak, they were still fun!
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Reply #219 - Sep 1st, 2009 at 3:17pm
 
As I wrote above, I believe it is useful to tune into our inner self and love at times, but I've found that real progress isn't obtained by focusing our attention in a particular way, quieting our mind, or abiding in silence for prolonged periods of time. The key is to let go of the thought patterns that limit us.

My higher self/spirit guidance (guidance) tries to get my attention, sometimes in a joking way, when during my meditation I use an approach that is based upon the idea that focussing my attention in "Just the right way," or that meditating for an extended period of time, will enable me to experience something deeper.

One time my guidance showed the images of three different guru types, one after the other, and each guru said "I'm a master of _____samadhi."  This message was intentionally sent so I couldn't understand what kind of samadhi they were referring to.  Then I was shown an image of the three stooges with goofy looks on their faces.

What my guidance usually does when my meditation doesn't become deeper as I try to focus my attention in the supposed right way, is show me a symbolic visual image that relates to the thought pattern that is preventing me from experiencing in a deeper way, or my guidance will create a short waking dream that makes the point in some way.

Light beings don't have to meditate in order to abide in a high level of being. Because they dealt with the thought patterns they needed to deal with, such effort isn't necessary. Such a natural way of being is a good thing to strive for.
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Reply #220 - Sep 1st, 2009 at 5:43pm
 
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Light beings don't have to meditate in order to abide in a high level of being. Because they dealt with the thought patterns they needed to deal with, such effort isn't necessary. Such a natural way of being is a good thing to strive for.


I don't think comparing humans to light beings applies in this case.  Light beings are consciously and intimately connected with their inner selves at all times, and so they obviously do not need to meditate to achieve that state.  However, humans are born into an illusion of separation from their source, and meditation is an excellent and very effective way of becoming more conscious of their connection with their inner self. 

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As I wrote above, I believe it is useful to tune into our inner self and love at times, but I've found that real progress isn't obtained by focusing our attention in a particular way, quieting our mind, or abiding in silence for prolonged periods of time. The key is to let go of the thought patterns that limit us.


It's true, releasing limiting beliefs is the key to spiritual evolution. 

However, the other things you mention about meditation: quieting our mind, and focusing our attention to our inner world, are also key components of an overall healthy and spiritual lifestyle.  They are the portal to the exporation of our inner dimensions of self.

It is obvious that meditation has great mental, physical, and spiritual benefits.  Those who are not limited by false belief systems are far more likely to meditate, for they are aware of its truth and its benefits.  I guess the point of my reply to your initial post was to inform you that even void meditation has excellent benefits and is not at all useless.
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Reply #221 - Sep 1st, 2009 at 7:46pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 103

This morning I believe I made contact with ETs in my dreamstate.  I was laying in my bed (in the dream) and slipped into an altered state.  Suddenly a grey appeared before me and scared the crap out of me.  I snapped out of the altered state and got up.  The next thing I remember, some type of psychic link was opened between me and the ETs.  They showed me a new technology they developed to help the human race.  It manifested right before me.  It was a spherical device which contained within it the entire history of Earth, from the moment of it's creation, and all information contained by all consciousness in each time period.  I was shown, in a way very hard to describe, the inner workings of this machine.  It was almost like I was inside the machine's mind.  Either the ETs or the machine itself was telepathically explaining to me everything about the device.  My memory ends there. 

Perhaps this machine was a symbolic representation, perhaps of the ETs knowledge and their ability to assist the human race.  Or maybe the device really exists the way it was shown to me.
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Reply #222 - Sep 4th, 2009 at 6:46pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 104

I had yet another glimpse into the true nature of reality during a salvia trip yesterday.  This is a little hard to explain.  While observing the room I was in, I began to see that everything was made up of little identical units of solid energy, which were all alive.  They almost seemed like little people.  They were all the same, and combined to form the physical reality I was in.  They were moving, yet still at the same time.  I closed my eyes, and found that the internal reality I was now in was also made up of almost identical units of energy, but were slightly different than the units I saw in the physical world.  They were moving in a way hard to describe.  It seemed that the two worlds, the inner and the outer, had a special relationship in which the units were in a way merged.  I then opened my eyes, and saw the units in the physical world entering the inner world, and realized they were the same units all along.
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Reply #223 - Sep 5th, 2009 at 1:39am
 
Sounds like a unique, unifying unitary experience.   Smiley
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Reply #224 - Sep 5th, 2009 at 7:11pm
 
It most certainly was. Grin
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