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Reply #195 - Jul 24th, 2009 at 3:22pm
 
Healing energy can be symbolized by blue. The gray might've been the effect of cleansing taking place.

I meditated as I lay in bed this morning, I went into like an out of body state, somethings took place as I opened up to love, and at the end it seemed as if a light being was in the room with me.  I can't remember clearly, but this being might've had an orange like color, perhaps auburn. I mention this, because Dude saw a being with an orange hue.




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Perhaps the blue cloud has a special origin. If everyone simply pauses for a moment every day and imagines a world at peace, where each being has its place and its significance, there would be an immediate shift in our reality. Or, I imagine it is so.

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Reply #196 - Jul 24th, 2009 at 7:21pm
 
Last few days of meditation I have experienced these things:

Saw a tall, male in Red while I was in between sleep and meditation stages. It was a very clear vision, startling, and it jolted me back into consciousness;

One time it felt like my sheets were just being gently placed on my body, even though I was under them and a cover (maybe felt like my body was rising up through the sheets;

Another time, my body was very heavy, my dog barked and I opened my eyes while my body felt like it was rocking in a hammock. Couldn't continue the meditation because dog was sick... Sad

Had a couple more body slam ins, where it feels like I am falling down stairs. This usually wakes me up;

Had a meditation where it looked like I was flying down a tunnel or the walls of a tunnel were racing past me. Ended, nothing else happened.

Feels like I'm ready for take off any day.
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Reply #197 - Jul 25th, 2009 at 7:25pm
 
Interesting parallels to my experiences, Recoverer.  

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I agree that the more people expand their consciousness, the greater the possiblity for positive change in the world.  What you wrote got me thinking about the direction Earth and its inhabitants are going in.  There are an infinite number of possibilities as far as the future of our world is concerned.  And as we all know, all things are in a way a reflection of ourselves.  So the change starts with the individual.  I believe in the infinite probable realities and selves theory.  So the way I see it, you and me may very well experience a different future scenario of this world when the time comes, depending on our beliefs and actions.  "You" may very well still be here in my future universe, in the one I choose to expeirence, but it may be another version of you, a version who chose to experience that same future.  

So basically what I am saying is, I believe that one experiences what they believe they will experience, or what they should experience, even if the belief is not apparent on the surface of one's consciousness, and so if one focuses on stiving for a positive future of spiritual growth and global enlightenment, one will experience this.  They will experience a world where negativity ceases to exist and the population as a whole becomes in tune with their higher selves and evolves.  If one focuses on all the negativity in the world, they will only experience more and more of this negativity, shifting more and more into the reality which best suites their belief that negativity reigns. 

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How long have you been meditating for?  Sounds like your getting close to leaving your body.  Have you ever had an OBE before?
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Reply #198 - Jul 26th, 2009 at 5:47pm
 
Hmm, I have been using Holosync on and off for 3.5 years. But I changed to HemiSync Metamusic and got initiated into an eastern meditational practice in April of this  year, which made a huge difference in my experiences. I don't recall going OOB, but it feels like I'm getting closer, especially with the heavy vibration I feel as I relax.
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Reply #199 - Jul 26th, 2009 at 8:15pm
 
goobygirl,

What, if I may ask, is the specific eastern meditational practice you now use? 

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Reply #200 - Jul 27th, 2009 at 3:40pm
 
Science of Spirituality / Sant Mat. www.sos.org and www.jyotimeditation.org for more info.
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Reply #201 - Jul 27th, 2009 at 11:06pm
 
Oh and I wanted to state my meditation was very cool last night. I saw lots of clouds (more black and white looking) and the cool thing about it was that the view was very expansive, meaning it seemed like I had like 180 degree panoramic view v. just straight in front of me. It felt like I was in the meditation instead of just viewing it. I had to eventually move and it felt like my hand was totally glued to the bed. It moved like it weighed a million tons (my earplug was bugging my ear and I couldn't ignore it any further).

I also saw stars and a moon, and tried going to the Park, and had some feeling about that, imagining what it was like to be in a park at the same time. I saw flashes of outline of people, but things are still very dark. I'm also trying to listen (seems my auditory functions are better than vision) and haven't really heard much. Sometimes I hear a voice or someone talking that actually wakes me up from sleep, it's very close and loud. I keep saying "I'm ready, take me helpers/spirit guide!!" One day they have to take me up on my offer, lol. Kiss
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Reply #202 - Aug 4th, 2009 at 11:25am
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 97

This morning I tried something new to induce an OBE.  I set my alarm clock for about 6 hours after I went to bed.  Then I set the next alarm for 45 min after that one.  Then I set the third alarm for 45 min after that one.  With each alarm, I would turn it off, relax, and affirm to myself, "I am going to leave my body" over and over.  The first two times I ended up falling back to sleep, but the third time it worked!  I left my body.

I fell into the familiar deep trance, and exited smoothly with no strong sensations.  I was in another place, and my wife was there, out of body with me!  I remember communicating with her how cool it was for both of us to be out of body together, and she agreed.  I wanted to try something cool since I was with her, so I started shooting out energy balls from my hands towards her... only it was not energy balls that came out, they were packets of ketchup!  I didn't realize how strange this was until now.  She was shooting them back at me as well.

To do a lucidity check, I looked at my hands.  They did not melt away, but had a grainy look, and were a bit darker than my normal skin tone.  This instantly caused my consciousness to sharpen and focus.

I grabbed my wife and we flew over to the end of a corridor.  I wanted to evoke the deepest love that we have for each other, so we embraced tightly and burst up into the sky, letting our love flow out.  We maintained position above ground, and began to have "astral sex."  There was no taking off of our clothes.. it was more of an exchange of energy, especially from the root chakra.  I remember thinking, Wow, this is so much more intense than in the physical!!!  And it most certainly was. 

Shortly after this point I lost lucidity and slipped into a dream.  I remember my wife going to sleep while listening to my band's music in her ipod, and later being with people I vaguely know in a classroom(perhaps learning some nonphysical lessons).


It was yesterday that I decided to try this alarm clock routine to induce an OBE and incorperate it into my daily spiritual practices routine.  Being that it worked the first day, I am most definitely going to continue doing this.  Its ridiculously simply and obviously extremely effective.  Now its time for some yoga!!!
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Reply #203 - Aug 9th, 2009 at 3:46pm
 
Would like some feedback on my meditations. Lately, I have been feeling extremely heavy in my body but feel like I am being pulled out by my feet. I also feel like I am separating from my body, feel little bubbles under my skin.  However, I'm not getting all the way out and parts of my body start to go numb and sometimes hurt. If I try to move it's like moving through glue.

I keep seeing a ton of symbols (some egyptian) and pyramid shape objects as well as some people, but very hazy on the people. I can move and still remain very relaxed but it takes some effort. I also still hear the sounds of birds and water even if I turn over completely.

Any thoughts?
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Reply #204 - Aug 14th, 2009 at 7:36pm
 
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Yesterday I had one of the most insane experiences ever.  I smoked Salvia Divinorum aka Diviners Sage, a natural psychoactive herb which produces intense spiritual experiences.  If you haven't heard of it, take a look here. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salvia_divinorum

Within seconds I felt a change in perception.  I was sitting on my carpet, indian style, with my friend next to me.  Suddenly my consciousness entered an altered state which is extremely hard to explain.  The best way to describe it is abstract.  The very essense of my being was radically different.  It seemed as if I was streching out to the left.  I said out loud, "Oh, so this is what it is.  It is so different."  I heard myself saying this, yet it was not me who was saying it.  It was my body, but not me.  It seemed as if my body said this to me, and I was my higher self.  Everything I was observing changed.  I realized that everything was actually one thing, and I was in the center of it.  The air, the furniture, myself, my friend, we were all a solid energy.  The tv and comuter which I was sitting in front of lost all meaning.  I no longer knew what they were.  The tv seemed to become a doorway. 

I was no longer in this physical system, although I was observing it from the abstract system I was now in.  My thought process was totally different... things would make sense to me that make absolutely no sense in the physical.  I began to walk around the room, totally dissociated with myself and everything in the real world, wondering what was going on.  My friend told me to sit down and meditate, so I did.  I sat on the couch and closed my eyes momentarily.  When I reopened them, the tv and computer in front of me transformed into two people holding hands above their heads, forming an upside down v shape.  More and more of the same people holding hands appeared and beamed into my consciousness, one in front of the other, until all I was observing was them.  I remember saying with understanding, "their hands are in the center.".. or something like that.  It made perfect sense to me what was going on at the time.. it was an abstract concept which I was observing in my abstract state of consciousness.  In retrospect it makes absolutely no sense. 

I was feeling prickly energy all over my body.  My friend smoked it shortly after I did, and he was now crawling around on the carpet, talking to himself.  It was the funniest thing I have ever seen, and I was laughing so hard I could hardly breathe.  I was observing him in a different way.  His being had a different meaning to me.  It is almost impossible to explain.  I soon began coming out of it.  I would look at the carpet, and it would stretch out and come back to normal.  I began to think more and more clearly, until I was back to normal.

The total time I was in this state was about 5 mintues, although each moment in the altered state was almost timeless.  Things that are meaningfull in the physical meant absolutely nothing, and things/ideas/thoughts that dont even exist in the physical had great meaning.  This was an awsome experience, and has added a new dimension to my life which I cannot really explain or describe.  I plan on trying it again next week in a different setting.. probably on the beach.  Perhaps I will have a totally different experience.
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Reply #205 - Aug 14th, 2009 at 11:25pm
 
Interesting. Experiences like this always make me doubt about the value of metaphysical research, as they are indicating that our whole way of thinking in the normal, physical state is a nearly meaningless particle in the vastness of consciousness.

A part of your experience reminds me of the "Oneness" experience told by Richard Sylvester. He said in this experience, there was an emptiness, which at the same time was very full, solid. There were no single things, but just oneness. No time, just now.

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Reply #206 - Aug 16th, 2009 at 1:30pm
 
I agree, metaphysical research and our way of thinking in this physical existence, while they seem to have great meaning now, will loose their meaning the further we expand from our present state of consciousness, for they simply will not apply.
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Reply #207 - Aug 16th, 2009 at 1:38pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 99

Upon recollecting my dreams this morning, I suddenly remembered a lucid dream I had last night which I forgot to write down.  I was outside and looked up at the sky.  There were no stars, only clouds.  But suddenly the clouds disappeared, and some stars came into view.  Then more stars appeared, and then more, and eventually there were probably thousands of visible huge stars in the sky.  With the appearance of these stars came a huge burst of lucidity, and I exclaimed, "Im out of my body!" 

I flew up into the sky with great delight.  Flying around for a bit, I decided to go to focus 27.  Suddenly a scene flashed into my consciousness, and quickly faded.  Then another scene flashed and fleeted.  They came and went so fast that I didn't have time to distinguish where I was or what was going on.  Then the last scene came, and it stayed.  Wondering where I was, I inspected the area.  It slowly dawned on me that I was in my room!  My eyes seemed to be open, so I figured the trip was over, and went back to sleep.  Now that I think of it though, there is a good chance that my eyes were closed and I was using my nonphysical sight.  O well.

A side note..

My buddy recently tripped on shrooms and had an amazing experience.  When he looked at the night sky, the same exact phenomenon occurred as did in my dream.  The clouds vanished, and the whole sky filled with huge stars, ufos, and soul clusters.  Too cool...
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Reply #208 - Aug 22nd, 2009 at 1:44pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 100 !

This morning I made contact with a group of ETs.  I was dreaming that I was riding my bike down the street, when suddenly I saw a huge UFO flying above me.  Then another one came, and another one.  I mentally screamed, "Take me!!!"  Even more UFOs appeared, untill there was probably 6 or 7 following me.  The next thing I know, I am laying in my bed in sleep paralysis.  There is an alien on my bed, standing over me, reaching down, sticking his fingers into my mouth.  I felt his fingers going almost into my throat, but I could tell it was my energy body which was being probed and not my physical.  This was most likely happening in the Real Time Zone.  It spooked me out, and I snapped out of it and woke up.

On my way back to sleep I slipped into a deep meditative trance.  I was floating around in a huge void and sensed the presence of other beings around me.  One of them began communicating with me telepathically.  Not only was I receiving the thoughts directly into my mind, but I was getting visuals along with it.  I saw a map with coordinates on a computer screen, and the being told me that (at all times?) they have the exact location of my etheric/real time/astral bodies, but do not track my physical body.  I asked what they looked like, and received an image of a long, thin, light tannish-orange alien with large black eyes, much like the ones in Whitely Streiber's Communion.  I have had experiences with these guys several times. 

More information was communicated with me, but I began to loose awareness at around the same time I realized I had to get back and write what happened in my journal.  I slipped into a dream, where I proceeded to log my experience, I'm sure with much more detail than I can recollect now. 

This experience wasn't an accident.  Before bed last night I requested to my higher self that I would have an interaction with an ET who was in fact an aspect of my higher self.  I believe that if I sent these intentions every night, my experiences with higher intelligences will increase and evolve.  I only concentrated on this previous intention for a few seconds and it worked.  Not too shabby.
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Reply #209 - Aug 26th, 2009 at 4:32pm
 
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This morning I had a lucid dream in which it seems I was given insight into the greater reality of dreams.  In this dream, an old friend was trying to mentally and physically harm me.  I became lucid and my higher mind took full effect.  I began reasoning with him and explaining why it was wrong to do what he was doing, to no avail. 

At one point I had enough, and screamed at him with extreme force which actually shocked me.  It was a strong feeling of power, that of a negative kind.  I witnessed my energy change from that of love to that of anger, and instantly realized that I must not allow myself to entertain these negative vibrations. 

I immediately regained my higher focus, and with it came a knowledge of the state of vibrations of everyone around me, and the reason for the collection/interaction of our different energies.  Unfortunately the details of this knowledge escape me.  I vaguely feel it had something to do with learning how to handle situations dealing with and help those of lower vibes.

I left my friend and meet a group of people who I probably knew but not in the physical.  They did not witness what had happened between me and my friend, and I was about to tell them, when another insight came into my consciousness.  I was "told," by my higher mind, that I did not have to tell them, for they telepathically (and empathically?) knew everything that was occurring in the dream.  It seemed to hint that we were all connected in some way, like perhaps those people were parts of myself, or at least really close spiritual friends.  I also got that all beings I interact with in my dreams, including me, have a strong telepathic link, regardless of how "physical" the dream appears.
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