JOURNAL ENTRY 79

I just had a breathtaking out of body experience.

After a short nap I awoke in an ideal state to leave my body.  I relaxed deeper into the state and soon I was out, floating up.  I tried to fly up and out of the house, but movement was slow.  "Forget this!" I thought.  I shut out all senses and mentally yelled, "I'm going to my higher self!"  

With the intention set to go to higher self, I instantly began moving through these images, it seemed to be shadows of people flying around in patterns and other designs as well.  I soon ended up at my destination.

It was a place I have never been before, but it was beautiful.  The sun was out and I was surrounded by buildings and trees.  There were murals painted on several buildings which I noticed.  I then realized that it actually wasn't sunny, but the sun was painted on the buildings as well!  

Examining the place more, I flew through one of the windows into a building.  I felt the glass of the window as I passed through it and I felt instantly cooler inside, as if the temperature was actually lower.

But then I remembered... "Hey, I wanted to go to my higher self!  Where am I?"  

I began to look for people.  I flew to a restaurant type place where several people were hanging out and talking.  I flew to one of them.  It was a middle aged woman, not sure what race.  We began to converse.

I asked her, "I wanted to go to my higher self!  Why couldn't I?"
She replied, "We are plugged in.  We can't go there yet."
I said, " Well I've been there before.  Not for long though, only a few moments."
She replied, " Well then maybe you are ready."

Amazed at what was happening, I flew off excitedly to see more.  

There was one or two metal statues of people outside of the restaurant, and I flew to it, grabbed a hold and swung around it really fast.  I felt the cold metal as I was holding on.  

I saw a building with large windows on the ground.  Inside were many trees inside what seemed like beautiful blue and green energy.  I entered this area and instantly felt this energy become a part of me.  

I looked at my hands to make sure I remained lucid.  They did not melt like they do during most Astral Projections.  

Soon after I was sent back into my body.

While out exploring this place, I began to think of where I actually was.  I instantly thought, "this is MY place, the place of my mind."  I began to wonder if I created this entire place myself.  It sure seemed like it-  I am an artist and I love to paint and sculpt... I actually just painted a mural at work, and I plan on painting murals all over my house when I move back to Brazil.  Well, in this dimension there were murals all over the buildings and walls, and sculptures and statues as well.  Something I would have definitely loved to create.

Also, who were those people I encountered?  They seemed just as conscious and real as I was.  Perhaps they are members of my disk/higher self.  After all, I intended to go to my disk.  Maybe this was a meeting place where my other reincarnational selves go to interact.  It certainly was a different dimension than I'm used to, I know this because the melting hands phenomenon did not happen.

Now that I think of it, I should have asked that lady more questions... but I am satisfied because I remembered some of what was said, which is rare for me.  I suppose it shows development of sorts.  Next time I am out of body I am going to request higher self again and see where I go!

Another interesting note, the lady said we were "plugged in" and therefore unable to go back to our higher self.  She most likely was referring to our connection with our physical body.  Perhaps she thought I meant I wanted to merge into my higher self and not return back to my body.  Or maybe she has never accessed her higher self before and doesn't know its possible to do while still physical.

Very true.  Perhaps I created this place without consciously knowing it. 

OutOfBodyDude:

I was told in a meeting yesterday that there are 61 trees per person in the world.

61.

http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=96758439
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quote from the article:

"After all, says Nadkarni, quoting the Indian poet Rabindranath Tagore:

Trees are the earth's endless effort
To speak to the listening heaven."

love, b

I forgot to mention something of significance.  Before the communication began, I was concentrating on my heart chakra to increase the feeling of love and subside any possible feelings of fear associated with aliens.  The love grew inside of me until I reached a point where the communication was able to occur. 

Lately I've been listening to interviews with alien contactees, and one mentioned that most of his contact occurred in a meditative state when he would concentrate on and expand the heart chakra until the love inside of him raised his consciousness to a high enough level for the ETs to communicate with him telepathically.  Perhaps this is what happened in my case as well.

JOURNAL ENTRY 82

This morning I woke up after about five hours of sleep, stayed up for an hour, and went back to bed with the intention of leaving my body.  I entered a deep trance, and after about a minute something very interesting occurred.

My consciousness began to phase from my normal awareness, and it seemed as if I began picking up broadcasted vibrational signals directly into my mind.  First I phased into a television program signal where lady was on a talkshow discussing a subject with crystal clarity.  I heard every word she said as if the TV was inside my head.  I then phased into a radio signal and began hearing music.  I phased out of this signal rather quickly.

Realizing I could leave my body, I floated out with absolutely no vibrations or exit sensations.  It was a direct phase into what I believe was my mental body.  I say this because Robert Bruce recently wrote to me that phasing is different from the classic OBE because he thinks phasing is a projection of the mental body and not the projected double energy body.  He says the mental body is of a higher vibration than the astral body. 

So I floated up, but my senses were not totally functional- I could barely see where I was going.  I then mentally requested, "Higher Self!  Take me to Higher Self!" 

Suddenly I found myself arriving at a large room where there was obviously some kind of gathering taking place.  There were many tables with people wearing suits and dresses eating dinner.  I flew between the tables towards the front, where there was a stage.  There were people on stage dressed in what seemed to be uniforms.  It reminded me of an award ceremony for a military branch.  This is when I lost it and phased out of this place and back to my body.

After the experience I began thinking about where I went and what I saw in relation to my intended "destination."  Perhaps I arrived at a gathering of my Disc members.  If this is the case, I would assume my mind created the dinner party/award ceremony scenario as a translation into something I could comprehend in physical terms.

JOURNAL ENTRY 84

The other morning I awoke and layed in bed for a couple minutes, mentally going over my dreams.  I looked at the door, which was open, and instantly what seemed like a memory came to me of an alien appearing out of the doorway.  I received a strong visual of this along with a feeling like this had happened the night before.  The memory stops there, however, as if what happened the moment after the alien came into my visual perspective was erased from my memory.  A memory of that visual and sensual clarity cannot just suddenly end.  What is interesting is that I expeirenced absolutely no fear upon recollection.  I remember a feeling of almost expecting this being as it entered, or at least not being very surprized.  I get good vibes from this being.  It was rather tall and skinny, maybe 5 foot, greyish in color, with large black eyes.  The last alien I percieved was the same size with a very similar apperance, but it was an orangeish color, not grey.  I receieved a similarly good vibe from the last being I encountered as well.

JOURNAL ENTRY 85

After my nap this afternoon I laid in a trance state.  I began to mentally fall, which caused me to shift out of my physical body.  I floated straight up and out with no energy sensations, just a smooth exit.  I floated up to the ceiling and as I went through, my vision faded.  Suddenly an image of Jesus came into focus.  It was almost the same image of Jesus that I recently painted.  It was more of a shadow image, no color or detail.  I felt an energy of love coming from it.  This image faded and I found myself standing in my room near the window.  There was a middle aged man standing there with me.  He took his shoes off and said, "walk a mile in my shoes".. something along those lines.  We then switched shoes.  I was thinking, "I have to remember to get my shoes back before I go to work.." I guess I lost focus momentarily.  He began talking to me about something, but my focus was a little off, so I only made out a couple words.  While we were talking I was looking out the window, and saw that I was obviously in a different location then where I really live.  I soon faded out of the scene totally and woke up in bed.  

I had a feeling from the energy of this individual I met astrally that his life was more negative than positive.  I feel like this experience was meant to teach me to look at the world from other's perspectives, especially those dealing with negative thought patterns, so I can better appreciate my own life and avoid these same patterns of negativity. 

A side note... before laying down for my nap I verbally affirmed that I would consciously leave my body.  Once again, the power of verbal affirmations works its wonders.  I plan on starting a routine of using verbal affirmations daily for all areas of my life which I am currently persuing.  It is about time I really begin to harness my true powers.  Time to make the magic happen!

Beau

I'm happy you are enjoying my journals.  You will love the hemisync.  It really works wonders.  I now no longer need it to enter very deep states, but still use it occasionally anyway. 

By "helping me find the glory", I assume you mean help you consciously enter nonphysical dimensions.  This I can do.  Send me a PM with some more details on what you would like to know and I'll gladly give you the knowledge you need to succeed.