LaffingRain
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That was beautiful experience Dude. you are an outstanding voyager to my perception.
Do u remember when Monroe told us about his visiting his home planet where they played games all the day long? and then he said, he just couldn't get back into it. ever since I read that story, that system of life, I could see and almost remember a planet like that. and I know I could not return there either!
ok, I had something similar to share: yours is much better. but I'll share. and you're right, some of these experiences go way beyond what a dreaming symbology describes. in that they are life changing.
and let me add some adjective: inspiring, creates our reality, makes us feel not so separated from all of life, gives hope, builds our faith, changes our beliefs.
Sometimes I need to find out why I go obe in the first place. as mine are involuntary. I was having a problem. a relationship with a sister 10 years my junior, so I'm a big sister. she had told me F...U. lol. I went obe to find out how to deal with her but I didn't plan on going obe. it seems whenever I am disturbed about something, that's when I have gone obe. however, it can work to set an intention to go obe for prosperity or well being.
ok, so believe it or not, I ended up in some Italian guy's abode, whom was having the same problems I was, only with his daughters, all teens. the part about being one with him, I saw him step from a mirror. when I first looked at the mirror, I did not see myself. I saw his house and then he walked inside the mirror, a burst of love and recognition passed between us, like a reunion was occurring that was not scheduled to occur, but I had created it, from my need.
then the mirror disappeared. I think it was shown as a symbol within the obe to say, the mirror usually reflects our own self, in this case, the mirror was saying he is me, and I am him.
as I then looked into his eyes closely. I saw my own eyes. this another symbol, because the eyes carry a person's energy signature. eyes never lie, and neither does the heart. he seemed to say, if I had been born a man, I would look like him, this life. but his nose and mouth were different. just the eyes were mine, or the energy as well within the eyes.
so we sat down within these areas and discussed my problems. He told me sis needed me to run her head against, to make her take self responsibility, in other words. the job was not one I'd planned on, to be this discipline guider for her. He didn't say it exactly like that. He demonstrated to me how he was the discipline factor for his girls, and how they were designed to break his rules while seeking their own identity apart from his rules. He said they always come back to him later, at some point and agree he was right. but pushing against the rules was what made them grow too. to allow them to make these mistakes was meaningful, he said. this obe allowed me to gain confidence in myself once more that I had made the right decision in kicking my sister out of the house. it was really hard for me to do. I had always wanted to take care of her, but I never allowed kids to cuss at me. it was one of MY rules!
lol. yes, I was glad indeed to meet another part of my disc I suppose.
thanks for your post.
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