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Reply #120 - Sep 5th, 2008 at 3:37am
 
yes, now that I've reminded you, you have reminded me!  Smiley about doing the energy work, especially the 3x3 breaths and circling it from the feet up thru the head and around and expanding it.

do you do the 3x3 breaths before an obe?  the one time I did it for about 20 minutes..long time for me. I had the most mind blowing obe retrieval combo in my entire life.

possibly, I may want to do some more energy body work then. love, alysia
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Reply #121 - Sep 6th, 2008 at 8:21pm
 
Just wanted to add one more thing.  Often sexual feelings are considered "negative", something we must transend.  However, I believe this to be false. 

Like you said, sexual energy is actually generated by the chakras.  Each chakra is valid in its own right without the need to assign good/bad positive/negative lables to them. 

Sexual energy is simply an expression of PUL which is a natural part of our being.  It is not something to fear, or try to surpass.
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Reply #122 - Sep 7th, 2008 at 9:38pm
 
I agree the movement of the 2nd chakra, sexuality is just a human nature thing, not good or bad, yet I think the higher chakras are just my focus now; I am 61, had enough sexual experience so that it does not interest me personally, unless the heart is active also.

not saying your heart is not active, I think it is and all of your upper chakras seem to be working in sync as far as I can tell from what you've written here, which isn't much to determine just from our chit chats of words.  and I think your reporting here of your journal is important, which includes any sexual activity, it helps others to see they are normal.
if they are going obe. I don't know how many of the population goes obe, I think it's a small number.

I'm aware of a friend who was working obe, experiencing a dysfunctional sexual appetite out there, (lusty character) and it bothered him as he knew it was dysfunctional and he felt guilty. I tried to help him raise it to a new level but I didn't do him much good I don't think. I know this is not your problem out there and it wasn't Monroe's.

keep telling us what happens..I won't judge you!

love, alysia  Smiley
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Reply #123 - Sep 8th, 2008 at 12:57pm
 
Dude:

Great higher self experience! Thank you for sharing. I believe one of the reasons you can have such an experience is because you don't allow fear to monitor what you will allow yourself to open up to.

Tell me something. Is what you experienced based upon your imagination, or did you experience something that was beyond your imagination?  Were you provided with physical evidence so you could verify your experience?  Wink
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Reply #124 - Sep 8th, 2008 at 2:23pm
 
hahahahaha

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Reply #125 - Sep 8th, 2008 at 3:17pm
 
You're welcome Dude:

Regarding chakras, receiving energetic work from our higher self/guidance can show how much we are in touch with them.  The other night my left buttock was bothering me. I figured it was some kind of energetic block. I got the cue to meditate. I did so and energy in this area was activated so I could clear the block.  I would get a sharp pain at times, this was okay, because I understood that the pain was necessary. I tried to get clear on the related issues. As has happened before with other blocks, whenever I thought of the issue that caused the block, the energy in this area would become more alive and I'd feel a jolt of pain. I let the spirit being I was in contact with know that I didn't mind the pain. I believe what happens is that the responsible thoughts come to life when you think of them, and this causes more energy to be alive within the relevant area.

This process continued some more when I went to bed.  It didn't take a long time. The pain is now gone.

I saw a chakra on one occasion. My throat chakra. This happened during a period of my life where I forgot about my spirituality. I believe my higher self/spirit guidance caused me to experience this because they were trying to get me back on track.  I closed my eyes while fully awake, and I saw this really intricate structure within my throat. I heard crystal like sounds I had never heard before. These sounds were very clear. This happened for about 45 seconds.
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Reply #126 - Sep 19th, 2008 at 1:57am
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 72

Last night I had an experience which I believe was contact with an aspect of my higher self.  This experience occurred in the dream state.  During this dream, I was in a room with quite a few people, all of who I knew then, but do not know now, in this reality.  An alien entered the room and freaked everyone out, including me.  The alien came to me, and opened a telepathic link, allowing me to open up to lost memories.  Suddenly it all came back to me.  In another life, and another physical reality altogether, I am basically soul mates with this being.  ( I am using "am" rather than "was" because a perspective outside of the framework of time is necessary to see the true reality of the experience and what it entails. )

In this other "alien" focus I am a member of that aliens species, and I believe possess more female characteristics.  I received images of myself and the other alien together in an intimate connection, and simultaneously received what can only be described as direct knowledge of our intense relationship, feeling as if this being, although a separate identity, was a part of my higher being.

The next thing I knew, the being was gone.

The alien was wearing a white mask during our encounter.  The other people were still there, or most of them anyway, after the alien left.  I began to look for a white mask that I remember being my own in the other reality, possibly mixing up memories of my current being with my alternate identity.  I wanted to be with the alien again, I felt strong love for it.

The alien came back, and the people started to run away again.  I got a little nervous again, yet conquering most of my fear of aliens, and it came right over to me once again.  We embraced each other and I felt great love at this moment for this being.  

The memories stop there.  It was an intense dream, and when I awoke with the memories, I did not even have to interpret it, because the interpretation was done during the experience, for I remembered the direct knowledge I experienced.
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Reply #127 - Sep 19th, 2008 at 10:05pm
 
It seems to be a quite good experience. If taken literally, it would shed some light on your feelings/experiences about aliens. If not taken literally, it would be a lesson for you in overcoming fears and/or preconceptions/prejudices.

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Reply #128 - Sep 20th, 2008 at 1:46am
 
Absolutely, this dream can be interpreted in many ways.  I usually use my intuition when analyzing my dreams and go with what feels right.  Usually I think of my dreams in terms of symbols.  However, in this case, the interaction with this being was on a different level than my normal dreams, it seemed almost like a totally different type of experience.  I believe the conquering fear part was just one aspect of the total experience, in fact I know there is much more depth to what happened than just that.
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Reply #129 - Sep 27th, 2008 at 3:31pm
 
That was beautiful experience Dude. you are an outstanding voyager to my perception.

Do u remember when Monroe told us about his visiting his home planet where they played games all the day long? and then he said, he just couldn't get back into it. ever since I read that story, that system of life, I could see and almost remember a planet like that.
and I know I could not return there either!

ok, I had something similar to share:
yours is much better. but I'll share. and you're right, some of these experiences go way beyond what  a dreaming symbology describes. in that they are life changing.

and let me add some adjective: inspiring, creates our reality, makes us feel not so separated from all of life, gives hope, builds our faith, changes our beliefs.

Sometimes I need to find out why I go obe in the first place. as mine are involuntary.
I was having a problem. a relationship with a sister 10 years my junior, so I'm a big sister. she had told me F...U.
lol. I went obe to find out how to deal with her but I didn't plan on going obe. it seems whenever I am disturbed about something, that's when I have gone obe. however, it can work to set an intention to go obe for prosperity or well being.

ok, so believe  it or not, I ended up in some Italian guy's abode, whom was having the same problems I was, only with his daughters, all teens.  the part about being one with him, I saw him step from a mirror. when I first looked at the mirror, I did not see myself. I saw his house and then he walked inside the mirror, a burst of love and recognition passed between us, like a reunion was occurring that was not scheduled to occur, but I had created it, from my need.

then the mirror disappeared. I think it was shown as a symbol within the obe to say, the mirror usually reflects our own self, in this case, the mirror was saying he is me, and I am him.

as I then looked into his eyes closely. I saw my own eyes. this another symbol, because the eyes carry a person's energy signature. eyes never lie, and neither does the heart. he seemed to say, if I had been born a man, I would look like him, this life. but his nose and mouth were different. just the eyes were mine, or the energy as well within the eyes.

so we sat down within these areas and discussed my problems. He told me sis needed me to run her head against, to make her take self responsibility, in other words. the job was not one I'd planned on, to be this discipline guider for her. He didn't say it exactly like that. He demonstrated to me how he was the discipline factor for his girls, and how they were designed to break his rules while seeking their own identity apart from his rules. He said they always come back to him later, at some point and agree he was right. but pushing against the rules was what made them grow too. to allow them to make these mistakes was meaningful, he said.
this obe allowed me to gain confidence in myself once more that I had made the right decision in kicking my sister out of the house.
it was really hard for me to do. I had always wanted to take care of her, but I never allowed kids to cuss at me. it was one of MY rules!

lol. yes, I was glad indeed to meet another part of my disc I suppose.

thanks for your post.


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Reply #130 - Sep 27th, 2008 at 4:08pm
 
That was beautiful experience Dude and nice read
Thank for sharing.
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Reply #131 - Oct 5th, 2008 at 11:53pm
 
Alysia

Nice experience.  I wouldnt say one is better than the other, I feel they are both equally valid, as are all experiences of this nature.
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Reply #132 - Oct 6th, 2008 at 5:17am
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 73

A couple weeks ago I saw an aircraft in the sky simply vanish.  The other night I was outside gazing out into the star filled sky, and I had UFOs on my mind. I made a mental request to see a UFO.  It didn't happen.  However, I believe this triggered a nonphysical event unlike any other I have experienced.

I was dreaming that night.  From what I remember of the experience, I was with my wife at an outdoor party.  We were quite high up on a large deck, possibly on the side of a mountain, with a lot of people.  There was music playing and everyone was dancing.  I remember the dancing signifying a means of expressing my creativity and individualism.

There was a newspaper on a table near us which my wife pointed out.  The headline story was about a sighting of four UFOs somewhere in the U.S.

We continued dancing, until suddenly my wife points behind me and screams "UFO!" in shock and maybe even horror.  I turn around and am blown away at what I see. 

This moment separates this dream from almost all others, for the impact it has deep inside of me is great.  At this moment I experienced emotions stronger than anything I've ever experienced while awake, a combination of utter shock, amazement, awe, and fear. 

What I saw before me was a aircraft type structure larger than anything I can imagine.  It was almost like a flying ship, 5 times the size of the titanic, made of either metal or some kind of stone. 

It rose up from below us and hovered at about eye level.  Everyone was in panic mode.  Suddenly it made some kind of noise, and shot straight up into the sky at an unimaginable speed, releasing a wave of energy which came crashing over us all.  I felt this energy ripple through my being, and immediately everything went black and I collapsed ( I think with everyone else but I can't be sure).  My entire energy body was activated and vibrating with a very intense but rather delightful energy. 

This shocked my consciousness right back into my body.  I laid in bed astonished at what had just happened, and to my surprise I was still feeling the after effects of the blast of energy.  The sensations did not leave, but were only slowly diminishing, even when I started to move.

Interesting that this happened the same night I reached my consciousness out to other beings and suggested an encounter. 

I feel that it is a good possibility that this experience was a nonphysical encounter with an alien consciousness, a preparation for an encounter in physical reality, and a receiving of an energy from these beings possibly for the reason of raising my consciousness to a level more suitable for contact.

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Reply #133 - Oct 13th, 2008 at 4:52am
 
I just got some news from a channeled source, I posted it a few days ago somewhere, we're supposed to see large ship or ships over Alabama, and maybe a southern portion of the US.
it's supposed to be a huge event, that cover up attempts won't be possible because it's said to remain there 3 hours for video cameras to come and the media will be there.
they are the friendly ones.

on a personal note concerning ufos. my dreams are often precognitive and awhile back I told Dood I had this dream, old dood, not dude dude.  ok, we were standing there and this huge blimp like ufo was really close down, so I could even see the people in the window. they didn't look alien, they looked like us, only they were more evolved spiritually than us, and they were waving at us.

Old Dood was ecstatic, then the people, or aliens, beamed a huge beam of light unto us. Dood turned to me and handed me a dollar bill. In the dream I had thought he was going to give me a ticket for breaking down on a public highway. my brakes had failed in the dream. Instead I got a dollar. then he says to me, all you have to do now is express love.

so now I hear from you your obe. and this other is supposed to occur on Oct 14, 08.  we'll see. thanks for your post, you now have 6,000 hits on your journal, that's not just us that live here.
quite an interesting journal Dude. love, alysia
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Reply #134 - Oct 13th, 2008 at 3:29pm
 
Dude:

Thank you for sharing your alien experiences. I appreciate your doing so. I've received a limited amount of information about aliens. Going by the information I've received friendly aliens have things under control.

I don't want to speak too much about my experiences on your thread, but I'll mention a few with a minimal number of words.

-Went out of body with all the effects, flew around clusters of stars that seemed to be clusters of spirit beings, found myself on alien planet by a beautiful lagoon, there were creatures in this lagoon that were similar to jellyfish, except that they weren't transparent and were different bright colors, but only one color at a time. I understood that these creatures had something to do with my past, but I don't know how.

-One morning I had a lucid dream and three large orbs came down from space and struck me.  Each time I tried to get away but failed. Each time one struck me I had a lucid OBE (OBEs within a lucid dream). When I woke up I heard a lady screem, "Don't think about it!" Next, I was shown two visual symbols that also made the point that it was important for me to not think about it at the time. I guess the day of knowing what the above is about will come eventually.

-One evening I woke up and felt a presence. I asked, "Who's there?" I heard, "It's us." I looked at the ceiling of my room and within a glassy area I could see about five aliens looking at me.

-One night I was meditating and I saw an alien looking at me.  Not only did I see him, I could feel him looking at me. It felt like he was far away. It was as if we were looking at each other through a telescope.  I had a negative thought about how he looked, eventhough he didn't have a negative vibe, and I stopped meditating. I felt really bad about judging him according to how he looked. I saw a little white star flash in front of my heart chakra.  This wasn't the first time I've seen such a star in front of my heart chakra. Occasionally this will take place when a light being wants to express love towards me.

-I had a night where I made contact with an unfriendly spirit, and the next night I didn't feel like making contact with spirits again.  As I lay in bed, while fully awake, I heard what sounded like a radio message coming from the back of my head.  I could hear the voice real clearly.  The voice stated the reasons I've been selected. It seemed like the source was alien. After the communication was over, I felt really good about who I was in contact with.  Regarding the radio sound, I don't believe a radio receiver is in my head.  If you think about it, we can hear what sounds like a radio when we listen to a radio, even though we don't have a radio in our head. It is a matter of how our nerves get activated.

-One more experience that is more humerous than bonafied.  I was reading a Robert Monroe book and even though I don't doubt the possibility of Aliens being in contact with the human race,  for some reason I had doubt while reading a particular passage about aliens. Suddenly in front of me I heard a crackle. I saw a large and comical looking alien swoop down towards me and then go away. I believe my spirit guidance did this as a joke.  I believe this was a way of asking: "Do you really think we're alone?"  
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