JOURNAL ENTRY 68

This morning was the first time I have attempted to leave my body in quite a while.  I woke up earlier than usual and went back to sleep about 25 minutes later.  I stayed awake while my body fell alseep, and quickly entered an extremely deep state.  I willed myself to fall downwards, and as if I were being pulled by gravity, I began falling at high speeds.  My visual perception was not quite working, all I saw was blackness and vertically moving grey blurs (I was the one who was actually moving).  I stopped falling, but my vision was still nonexistent.  I then tried an old trick and began to spin in place.  I forget what moment I began to see exactly, but the next thing I can remember I was in an unfamiliar room.

I was flying around this room joyfully, remembering how amazing it is to be out of body(its been a little while since Ive been consciously out!).  There was a large mirror in the center of the wall.  I flew right through it, and flew right into a room exactly like the one I was just in! 

Upon entering this new "mirror room," my perception changed in a way that is hard to explain.  It was almost like I could see from more than one place at once, or maybe I could see in more than one direction at once. 

Flying through the mirror was fun nevertheless, and I did it a few more times.  Approaching the mirror, I could see my face with amaaaazing clarity, as if I were not only physically there, but that I had super vision and could see every minute detail on my face. 

While flying through the mirror the second or third time, I realized that there was now another me flying around.  I am almost sure I saw myself pass by me.  I thought, "did I create a copy of myself by going through that mirror?" "Maybe that is a 'mirror me'"... or maybe I became the 'mirror me'... I dont know what happened to the mirror me after I saw him the first time.  Maybe he left and did some exploring of his own...

The last time I flew through the mirror, I began to concentrate on changing the imperfections I noticed on my face and making my face perfect... with my super vision, it was easy to see every tiny flaw right before passing through the mirror.  I went through thinking that when I reemerge, my face will be a perfect version of what it is now.  I turned around to look in the mirror again, but it was gone!  The mirror disappeared. 

I immediately knew what this meant.  Without the mirror, I couldnt concentrate on the little imperfections because I could not see them.  Like the saying goes, out of sight, out of mind.  Less focus on my physical appearance will bring more confidence and allow me to be myself to the fullest.  I have made breakthroughs over the past couple of years in terms of my self confidence, and went from the low side of the scale to the high side.  I am still not always operating at 100% self confidence, however.(if I get a pimple or something it will drop a little)  I feel this experience will help me to remember physical appearance does not and should not dictate my true inner self.

Alysia

You are absolutely right, it was a very funny experience.  Especially when I told my friends about it, they thought it was hillarious.(none of them are really into obe's or spiritual things but they love hearing about my journeys)

I haven't thanked you lately, or everyone else, for responding to my thread, for your interest motivates me to continue the journals.  You guys are awesome!

JOURNAL ENTRY 69

This morning I woke up after 6 hours of sleep, stayed awake for half an hour, and then meditated to the lifeline track with the intention of having a nonphysical experience.  

I entered a trance very quickly.  My body was still tired, but my mind was alert. Half an hour seems to be just enough time to relieve my morning grogginess.  

I felt as if I was collapsing into myself.  I was waivering from a semi-deep to a very deep state.  It was difficult to achieve a state deep enough to leave my body.. I believe this was because I was dehydrated from drinking the night before.  

I began to see through my closed eyelids.  My vision of the room faded into focus, but then faded out.  In a final attempt to leave my body, I began to climb an imaginary rope.  This brought me into a much deeper state.

I began to float up, although I had no sensation of my energy body.  I sensed that I was approaching my ceiling, but I could only vaguely see.  This was probably more of a mental projection.  The expeirence only lasted momentarily.  

Had my physical body been in a more optimal state, I could have had a much more intense and prolonged experience.  I am going to try to make morning meditations an everyday thing.

Thanks blink

You would love the out of body thing.  Takes a little practice, but under the right conditions it's actually pretty easy, even for a beginner.

clapping my hands for you dearlite! it's strange, today I also received a report from my trusted friend BMc, another absent forum member who had an obe aboard a UFO last night, was told that he too is advancing beyond expectation into an "alignment."
formerly Bob Mc. explained the alignment to be called process of ascension, while I call it the shift in consciousness (resonates better with me as a shift in perspective requires a focus on things of a spiritual nature rather than material existence matters.)

anyhoo, I think we are all in for a ride here, if I am reading the signs correctly. and you are getting way out there Dude!

just a little word; it's said no two experiences of this nature will be the same, so I expect we will hear something different next time.

cant wait. love, aunty alysia

Thank you Alysia

Your right, I know too from experience that no two experiences in our nonphysical reality are the same.  Of course there will be similarities in experiences in the same nonphysical dimension, just as there are similarities in our daily experience here in the physical due to natural laws. 

hi dude, according to everything I've read on going obe, travelers have to work on raising their energy into the upper chakras or else we often encounter the sexual vibrations. but only in the beginning explorations.
I've been studying the chakras quite a bit, they have much to do with levels of consciousness.
Its the 2nd chakra responsible for sexual feelings.
if something is chasing you however, that is the survival chakra, the first one.
if you are in a battle and win, that is the 3rd chakra, of self empowerment.
if you are feeling love, you are in the fourth or heart chakra.

the other day I was sure you had reached the 7th crown chakra, where is these seldom experienced revelatory/god chakra.

apparently, we work with all these energies at one time or another.
well, back to the books for me!

one time obe I went into a lecture hall, met a forum friend there and we left together to talk about things. I wonder if u could find a lecture hall out there somewhere? of your interest. or the library, etc. it seems you are out there, but not able to identify where and that may cause you to blink off, as nothing is grounding you that is familiar. ? just a suggestion, I am not a very good ober, but in my dreams I do often verify in real time that I've met that person whom was seen there.

love, alysia