pulsar
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Hey berserk and dave,
thank you for giving me some sources on Swedenborg, to be able to read more about his astonishing and convincing experiences. I have had some experiences of my own, via methods I found on the board and google, but maybe I am too sceptical, because the more I think of them, the more I come to the conclusion that I made it up in my mind, as a result of subconscious cravings. I won't go that far to say that the methods are bad, but a lack of believing could be the reason for not making progress. I had one appearance while being awake, thought it was my grandmother who had passed two months ago, the appearance looked similar, sort of a being of light. I also read about appearances that were very similar to what I experienced (Extracts of "Hello from Heaven") I do not know why, maybe because I am sceptical, the explanation that it was part of grieving and saying last goodbyes (like a medicine dream) seemed to be more convincing. New age religions, esotheric views, or modern views on spirituality (in spite of an interest in shamanism) are things I am not quite familiar with, more with the roots where they came from, eastern religions, mostly buddhism (what is in fact more of a philosophy than a religion). The most striking issue is the view on reincarnation, new agers see it in a too positive light, according to buddhistic teachings, it is not wanted to incarnate a million times, but to leave this cycle via enlightenment. Nirvana itself means extinction, so it would mean to "lose" yourself", get over your ego, your cravings, but after all, it seems not like a type of consciousness floating around forever, more like a blissful sleep. And concerning the afterlife.....i don't know....I have more of an agnostic attitude towards religious teachings/ the afterlife (I hear the words but believing "lacks") , even if the eastern ones seems to be familiar with what I think of the "right" religion. It is more like regaining believe, as I surely said a thousand times, before I was more into atheism/ humanism, but the slight feeling of there must be something more never really vanished. I was just fed up with just having this feeling on my mind, so I thought it was time to figure it out.
Swedenborg (have to say that I read little about him) himself seems to be the one that had the most impressive oob, ap - experiences, so it was my desire to learn more about him, as I do not remeber much of what I read, because it was such a heavy impression. The first time I really thought I found a proof for the afterlife, was on torahohr.com, about a woman, called Saada, who experienced dreams/ divine intervention, before she did so, she was not religious at all, more bound to material existence. She came to religion via her passed grandmother, who was the only one that really meant something to her.
yours sincerely,
pulsar
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