chilipepperflea
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Hey guys!
Thanks for all the advice, really appreciated! I can't believe you remembered I have that book Spooky! I haven't looked at it for ages, so will take a look. Thanks for the idea about how i felt when things were good, I'm going to write down whatever comes to mind and see what I can find out.
Its just weird, my perception out there was really clear, probly just as good as it was, I just feel like i couldn't gain control of my movements. I remember reading about the seeing it not there and the opposites in Bruces books but didn't think to try any of that! I don't think I have read about the feeling love exercise aswell, which one of Bruces book is that in?
I didn't have any set agenda's, just to try to get out again to know I could do it, but when I was out the second night I set my intent to help in a retrival, as usual when I travel my vision faded and i was flying through the blackness again, it was really weird, i felt the air whizzing past me and it felt really good to be flying, I also had some weird energy movements while flying as well like i was being pushed by it? But it was like when you get that excitment feeling and tense up but it was overpowering, i was suprised i kept with it, but i ended up just flying and flying and never got anywhere, it didn't make sense.
I've got a couple of things on my mind at the moment but working on them, nothing that hasn't occured before.
Thanks again spooky alysia and vicky! Lots of things to work on! Good to see you all again! And hey Vajra!
Ryan
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