Hi
Well I have in fact looked from it at all sides. I have read Christian books, including most of the BIble, and attenbded churches and prayed to jesus etc. But I am no longer convinced. I think that looked at objectively, the creeds of standard Christianity are indeniabtly odd and a strange way for an omnipotent ruler of this awesome universe to have organised things. we tend to often not see this becasue we have grown up with its ideas as part of our culture. But if someone had just come along and started preaching it recently it would be considered a wacky cult.
It is also undeniable from an objective POV that there is very scanty evidence about the historical Jesus. my pesonal view is he probably did exist but made no big impact in his time, which may not be surprising given that going by the activities and annual Jewish festivals mentioned in the first three gospels (sen by the majority of scholars as being earlier than John) it is calculated he may only have taught for a year. This is disappointing, but it is IMO a fact, and you can only deny it by over-exaggerating the few scraps of evidence there are about him. As for contradicitons, the gospels and Acts disagree on the names of the 12 disciples, Jesus' grandfather's name, what he said on the cross before dying, who he appeared to after death, whether he gave his most important sermon on a mountain or in a plain, and so on. There is a well-worn saying that extraordinary claims need extraordinary proof and the gospels don;t give it, let alone provide a solid reason for holding beliefs that are supposed to decide the fate of your immortal soul.
It is fair to say that if you pick and choose you can find plenty of verses that are admirable in things attributed to Jesus, although it has often be pointed out that they were not uniquely original to him (the idea of doing to others what you would like them to do for you, for example, which I believe is found in the Old Testament as well as in other religions and philosophies), but I find some other things he is meant to have said or done less admirable and don;t think even from the Christian gospels there is any reason to claim he was "perfect"and "without sin".
So, for what'it's worth, my opinion is he probably did exist and had some good ideas - focus on trying to be compassionate and unjudgmental etc also he at times seemed to downplay the importance of sticking rigidly to some of the more pointless Jewish laws. However I don;t think certain beliefs about him (or even having heard of him) are necessary. I also strongly doubt he gathered crowds of thousands or performed most of the miracles attributed to him. In those days it was common for biographies of notable people to be embellished with claims to make them sound more godly and impressive, and the early Christains had a strong motive as they were trying to convince other Jews of the improbable idea that this crucified troublemaker was in fact the Messiah they were waiting for to usher in a golden age for the Jewish people (buy hey, they said, that'll happen when he comes BACK a second time, any time now --- which we are still waiting for).
As for your spiritual experiments telling you certain things about Jesus, I am not you and don;t know what this was like, but most skeptical people would not be particularly impressed by facts ascertained in that kind of way, even if it was meaningful for you.
However what you say - that JC existed as a man and was significant in world spirituality and was crucified is a far cry from full-on mainstream Christianity, with notions of original sin, hell, atonement, bodily resurrection and final judgment etc
Here's what St paul expected to happen (in his lifetime): 1 Thess : [13] But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep [dead], that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope.
[14] For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him.
[15] For this we say unto you by the word of the Lord, that we which are alive and remain unto the coming of the Lord shall not prevent them which are asleep.
[16] For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first:
[17] Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air:
I fear I am more like the "scoffers"mentioned in 2 Peter : "saying, Where is the promise of his coming? for since the fathers fell asleep, all things continue as they were from the beginning of the creation."
recoverer wrote on Aug 10th, 2007 at 12:45pm:Orlando:
I'd recommend that you consider the posts Don states he is going to post. You can't find out what is true by considering just half of the argument. I ventured on the trek of reading sources that deny the existence of Jesus for a while, but something inside told me this isn't a valid approach. Certainly some of the authors who deny the life of Jesus are biased for whatever reasons. So instead of limiting my search to an academic study, I opened my heart and mind and tried to find out spiritually, and had a number of experiences and received a number of messages which have told me that Christ is a major part of the spiritual reality of mankind, he did in fact exist as the man Jesus, and he was in fact crucified. I don't believe a person can honestly dismiss these facts, until they try to find out spiritually if they are true.
Regarding contradictions in scriptures, don't forget that mass media didn't exist during the time period in which Jesus preached. His teachings were passed on by word of mouth. Some weren't recorded until generations after he was crucified. Then the process of numerous translations took place. When you consider this, it would be quite surprising if some misunderstandings didn't take place.