Dave gave a koan: If you have a stick I shall give it to you.
If you do not have a stick I shall take it away.
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warning: joke approaches. this koan reminds me when I tried to get a loan.
as far as the logical scientific mind, it seems a commonality of the human passing here, the more desperate we want enlightenment, or another objective, like a good job, or we want proof, evidence that will make a big splash, the more that it alludes us due to wanting it so bad.
the more u want something, u are dealing with the generation of doubt.
doubt has it's own little reality to produce.
all the time u r saying I want it I want it I want it, part of you is saying "you can't have it" so shut yer trap! lol.
its just the nature of a split mind of conscious to sub.
a way out of that trap, could be, to stand back and imagine what it would "feel" like to have what you want, whether thats enlightenment or just a good job in the world, (if u got a job u like, thats like a miracle, say thank u god)
so if you are imagining how it would feel to already have what u want, you are already in process of gaining that item, but still, doubts will enter in and have to start over when they do.
Partnered Exploration is a most valuable tool to be approaching internal verification, and the words if you need to share, the words will come from your heart, from spirit and someday, the more explorers come, the new language emerges. Kyo tell me they do have this language on another website but I'm addicted here....