Greetings Seeker,

You wrote exactly what I felt a couple of years ago!  This community on this site and Bruce's books have helped me tremendously. Maybe I can summarize some of that information:

This earth isn't the only place to reincarnate.  (Even dealing with gravity can be a pain if you're used to areas that are more fluid or airy. ) Perhaps it's your first time here or even your last, but earth has something you need, or even asked for (like all the sensory input.)  It can be difficult here,  we all agree from a wide variety of life experiences.

Bruce's books are a great help because they get you out and working within the big plan so that you can better understand your part in it. A side effect is that you end up working  with your spirit guides and thereby gain trust and respect for what they do.

The big plan keeps on keeping on, even if and when we may individually ask for some time out. Perhaps you will be given a rest, --- or maybe just meeting again with members of your Disk family will reinvigorate you to participate with them. Maybe for some reason in your current life you haven't met any of them for awhile; when you do find them, they will bring alot of energy to you that can make this life more pleasurable.

Until you get more input from others, you could do a search for reincarnation using the magnifying glass in the blue bar at the top of the page, or by browsing through the index. You are certainly not alone in your feelings, even though you may, I hope, find them changing when you get involved here.

Bets

Hi Seeker,
    I don't want to take away your focus on this life because that is important but to add to what Beson what saying, even if your next incarnation was on Earth again, think of how different it could be. I believe that each of us has a say in the outline of our physical lives. To that end, you may not choose to experience the same things again. So your next life could be as opposite to this one as possible. It could be anything!
Again, I don't want to encourage you to hurry up and finish this life so you can get on to the next one. I worrythat fear of life in general could be affecting your experiences here now. I don't know your specific circumstances but I know from experience that expecting the worse can bring the worst. it wasn't until I stopped living in fear- that I wouldn't have enough money to pay the bills, that my husband would lose his job etc, and I began to expect good things- did they actually happen. It was a slow process I will say as it took me years to develop those fears but each day was better. Money is still tight but we get by and that's all that matters.

PM me if you want to talk further.

Good luck. Love,
Michelle

It's my feeling that spirits do spend an "eternity of eternities" in Heaven before incarnating on earth again. The best example of this "eternity" I can give, barely, is when we're dreaming and have no concept of time. Of course, dreams are just a peak, a door to the spirit world, and not the full thing.

If you think your life is bad, just think about your future - it will bring something better. You could get a wonderful job, a beautiful wife, kids, friends, nice cars, a big house, etc. Anything in your life can happen to make it better. Just find what makes you happy, then work to get it.

God loves you, no matter how healthy or unhealthy your conscious mind might be. I realize that a lot of people don't like life. Who could blame them? If it is not one person or thing screwing up the quality of life, it's another. I understand where you are coming from.

Just realize that God is in control, and he hears your prayers. Try to enjoy your life and work toward whatever makes you happy.

PM me if you want to talk more.

Good luck.
Ryan

Well said Alysia!! 

Love,
Michelle

Another factor to bring into this conversation is are past lives a reality or is it really 'parallel lives' if linear time is merely illusion.

Michelle E wrote on Jul 31^st, 2007 at 10:47am:


I agree with Michelle. what I imagine is we have tv monitors on the other side. when choosing a circumstance of life to enter, we often go with people we've known; our family dynamics keep evolving with same people changing roles or gender within that unit.

then I imagine, a way to get around thinking of linear time as an absolute and only reality, is to take a look at my guide, who says to me, he hob nobbed with JC in another time. what I see DP as, in another time dimension, still occupying that dimension, and I can turn on the monitor and see portions of his life if I wish. I see DP as there, then I see DP as here with me also in this dimension of a century.

in that sense, it seems when we die, we also leave behind a part of ourselves, in the people who remember us, whom we made an impression on, or bonded with, like leaving books..sort of..or like Monroe built TMI, it now exists here, but also TMI exists "there."  I/there.  so it's like LR/DP, I/there  as one.

he knows I rule though   its my life for sure!! to explain this a little better in terms of trying to understand having been another character in another time/space, look at the limits of our language; I am forced to say "I have been" instead of "I am now at present, two people. how confusing for the ego to have to use terms of past, future and present tense.
but we are caught up in the way the sun rises and the moon sets and we call this time, when time is not eternity's time.

the best way to think of other lives is fingers of the same hand. as in probes, a brilliant term coined by TMI. we probe existance. but lives are only fingers. DP is what I call my guide as it means Dead Preacher. but he's not dead, he lends me what he learned and he's still learning, but through this other life, called me. we're one, but with different viewing points or focus's.
he likes to preach the word, telling folks what JC REALLY meant.
I am always telling him not to be saving souls this time. he messed up.
so we balance each other this way, like facets of the same soul, yet entities or egos in their own right.

thats what channelling is about, you are channelling your own other aspects.

you can get a handle on this business to look at our entertainment industry of the way we can get on stage and don a role, and play that role well. thats what it is like to live here, in a role, in a gender, in a particular belief, or religion, playing it out as only a role, going back home and doing a review and deciding on another role to play, or probe for experience, for to create some good here, the best we can imagine, on a planet where anything can happen and does.

the main point is to be expressing love, that is undistorted love, that is getting it together with all our parts and aspects without the preachy part, then u have love and someone said get love in all your getting. it is the only prize worth keeping when you go.