ha! yes there is a filter on this board, so that we can be polite to each other!
I thought it was funny..one time I typed b-i-t-c-h and what came up was pregnant dog...
I enjoyed that immensely.
just wanted to say we have young and older people here, and if you stay here you could have been led here, if you get anything out of it. I don't believe in accidents nor coincidences people come here, and its like Im expecting that person, that I knew they would come.
and its true what u guys are thinking, that u don't just wake up one day and say oh, I think I'll will go obe, or I will phase. its more like a process, it was for me. but some jump in both feet, me, I like to test the water sometimes with my big toe. other times you have to make a leap of faith.
to the original poster with the question, who says he thinks he's stubborn. change stubborn to self determination and you're already a winner. I would say start with Bruce's books and just continue from there with other books. read slowly so you can pick up clues how to explore.
if your mind wanders, put the book down as you're not concentrating, come back to it later and read in a relaxed non hurried state, you may learn something about yourself.
as to nothing ever happens, welcome to the world where nothing ever happens. thats just an attitude you can change.
my guides instructed me the reason nothing ever happens is because I don't know exactly what I want to happen. they said to write it down if that would help, list the details what you want to happen, prioritize them in other words.
I once asked spirits to knock on my walls. guess what? the buggers did it. love, alysia