I'm only young but I've had some difficult times. I'm not socially adventurous and not career saavy. I also have difficulty in relationships and friendships because of my unusual 'ways'. I like to think that life wasn't meant to be easy, its a challenge and I've incarnated to experience something unique in C1. From the chanelled information I've read and heard about, I don't think taking my own life would've helped my situation. I would just have wasted an opportunity of experience. If you believe the chaneled information, apparently a common reaction is one of regret and a deep realisation of not being able to reverse the situation.

I've recently purchased Bruce's afterlife knowledge cd's. I'm only starting on it but I would suggest to anyone contemplating suicide, 'You don't have to be in such a hurry to go there just yet, here is a way you can make visits' 

laffingrain, your comments were right on the money as far as I am concerned.
(June 15/8:54PM)

I'm not so sure, your judged by yourself, theres so many variables through the higher planes its impossable to fully understand.

But I think from what I have experienced and thats plenty, theres not one soul here who has the answers, God knows I dont even have the answers, theres just to many variables.

But I do know there are indeed overseers, and they have the ultimate power, they through there knowledge control, the tests that are set for each of us, and its they who decide when you have passed your tests. Each incarnation is a gift! and again from what I have experienced through the higher planes the gift is not to be taken lightly.They the overseers are some tough teachers, and they want the test completed with a star attached.

Very good, David9,

Ditto, spooky!

Bets

Interesting suggestion and statement about names David9.
Maybe someone starts a poll about if I should do it?   
But with a new name, someone wouldn't find me then using my old name. It's a bit like changing an e-mail address.
I came across Casper the friendly ghost (well, in cartoons) in my youth; I don't know why, but I didn't like the cartoons. Maybe Casper was too...friendly for my taste back then... Well, "Blink" for sure is a top name; blink on, Blink!
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Miss Recovery quoted:
"Not only that, some experiencers have observed the souls of those who committed suicide existing in an earthbound condition of temporarily being slaves to every consequence of their act of suicide. Such souls have been observed hounding and hovering around living family members and friends trying in vain to seek forgiveness. Some of them have been observed existing in a grayish fog and shuffling around slowly with their heads down."

There is one detail in my previous life story which I haven't told, which I was reminded of when reading the above:
When I/then commited suicide by jumping off a cliff, while falling my consciousness separated from the falling body and I/then immediately went to my family, but of course they couldn't perceive me, and I deeply regretted what I had done only some seconds before.

Spooky (yet)

hey im very sorry if i bring up any topics that have already been discussed but i would like to let you know about my experience of suicide and if ou could help me to understand a few things.

first i would like to tell you all about it.

on december the 14th 2006 i recieved a call at work that a close friend of mine had commited suicide the previous day. he was just 18. he had shot himself in the head. at first a sense of disbelief took over. i didnt want to believe it. i told myself it was a joke. however it had been another friend who had told me that i would trust with my life.

all my friends met. we had no understanding of why he would have killed himself. apparently he was in a car crash earlier in the day. the thing is i dont believe this would be the reason. he was such a loved person. he was aguitarist in aband that were getting places. he was a great guy that got on with everyone. i cant believe that just this would thow all his judgement out the window. i was told from someone that they guy in the other car went over to get details and callum was already crying. now i dont know why but i cant help but feel like he was before the accident. i dont think that was the cause. anyway. he arrived home and went to the garage and sent his fairwells. texts to close friends. a long conversation with his girlfriend. a short note of apology to his parents.

police report that at around 4pm on december 13th 2006 he shot himself in the head with a shotgun.

obviously all friends and family were devestated.

this is where it gets interesting.

we all started getting dreams. we were sitting in the pub when one person recited a dream. in shock someone replied i had the same dream as did someone else. in the weeks to come many of us had dreams about callum that felt so real. it was as if he wanted to tell us things he hadn't the chance to before he left us.

alot of peoples dreams were very personal. alot containing converstaions with him that were very personal.

one friend told me that it felt so real. as if he was just there talking to him. callum looked perfectly fine. no injuries, his head all in tact. but the thing was they both were talking about his death. before my riend told me wht callum had said about what happens when you die i'd never heard such a discription. it's one of those things that your mind cannot imagine.

he told my friend that he left his physical body and felt a warmth. he then described it being like he 'evaporated' in to the atmosphere. i dont know much more than this as it became increasingly difficult for my friend to talk about.

does anyone know of any reports like that? its the first time id heard it. and for many people having the same dream?

whilst talking i said i justed wanted to know he was ok. a friend chirped up and said hes fine. i asked how she knew. she said he'd told her.

another time my friends, bandmates of callums, were in a car after seeing callums parents. they were talking about him and matt said he just wished he had a sign that he could hear them and communicate with him. as soon as this was said the car swerved, hit a verge and nearly flipped.

its all strange to me. i have no experience of this kind of thing before.

honestly, it scares me a little.

can anyone shed some light on the situation and let me know about the happenings?

please email me. mattrobinsonrock@hotmail.com

thanks

thanks for your thoughts on this.

i'd like to add that many people have had alot more experiences of this than me. i worry that i may be forming a kind of barrier between myself and callum as i am afraid of what i might be told wehter consciously or not. i sometimes wonder of my mind is not ready for these kinds of revelations.

well little boys are obnoxious, so is Casper. I remember how he couldn't find any friends seemed to be a running theme, seems also very metaphysical that casper was one of the stuck souls of the astral, lots of children live in astral unless retrieved.