Just a note, to say "thank you" ...to who-ever it was that "fetched" me a week or so, it seemed like MALE energy , and I did only go I think 2 times, but it could have been 3 times. (also, a female person came on one trip so three of us, but that was to actually help "someone" I knew and couldn't "help"... so another was brought in).  Don't feel comfortable discussing what was actually done on "trips", so I won't go into details.

He was a gentleman, and has respected my desire to 'wait" to do another "trip" with him. Thanks for understanding.

When I told another member I could tell she knew my "note" vibration, she was very kind and scanned after that with more gentle loving respectful way.  I'm not so sure she knows how "powerful" she is, and she doesn't have to try that hard to do it.  Now it feels gentle and loving and I feel good about it. 

I few others here I can sense , very softed-watted 'love" energy, but , that's cool, when you send  a LOVING thought, it is felt and appreciated. Thanks.

And I'll return the "favor",.... for sure.

Peace!

P.S. Writing what I did , he popped up and I was able to ask what he felt I should do , so I would want to go on another "trip" with him.  And he seemed to suggest I review the "trips" and see what I 'learned" from them, and if it seemed like "people" were "helped" in a really "good" way.  He stresses this is done out of LOVE , and there should be no "feeling that you have to do this" , and is respectful of me choosing not to do it.

I will review the 2 or 3 experiences again.

I do realize one person I "helped" has been  sending "me" ... "grateful" energy ever since the "trip" from time to time, I can see him "wave to me...smiling" , and was "very happy I helped him".  So that was good result. 

The guy who fetched me does say I'm on the right TRACK and "having a MOTIVE to HELP humanity is a good MOTIVE to cultivate , by "affirming it with feeling".     "God, help me to HELP others in way that HELPS OTHERS. Thanks GOD"... he said something like that. 

Writing on this board activates my GUT center, My "head" learns from what my GUT writes. I like it, I have to help you guys to "learn myself" .  Weird concept but very cool in practice!