Journal W 9 May 2007
My spouse called me to tell me his boss had not come to work and there had been no message , no contact from his home and no answer. He was worried that there had been a car accident . I told him Ken was dead , he had died in bed Tuesday night .But I did not know that until he called . He said,"You do not know that , we have not heard yet .Why would you say that ?"
But later that morning the sister-in-law called to say Ken had died .She was so distraught that she had left no more details , no idea about his passing and the mates at work had to wait until the next day to learn .The family had asked to be given some time and promised to call back the next day .
Journal R 10 May 2007 .
My husband Bill called me from work to tell me that they had just learned Ken had died in bed as I had said . While Bill and I talked on the phone , Ken came in then and stood behind me. I was laying in the study . He placed his hand on my right shoulder and said , " Catherine you have been through so much , I had no idea ".
http://www.afterlife-knowledge.com/cgi-bin/yabb/YaBB.cgi?num=1178976739/0#0Then he showed me the light above him when he died . He knew I had seen it the night before yet I did not recall telling him . Evidently I had visited him in dreamstate and he was confused about how much I was able to recall of dreamtime travels .He told me that I had asked him to come to teach him about the tunnels .
He showed me that his tuunel had been attached to his navel . That he had seen the tunnel and then an energy came out of him to meet the tunnel while he lay in his body still . And then like lightning having two charges coming down from the sky and up from the ground , he had been pulled up into the tunnel like a hand had taken hold of him with gentle but imminent force .He had slipped completely free from his body .
He said my tunnel was passive like an open invitation and a choice . But he showed me that his tunnel had been more of a come hither command . Then he laughed .
He had not been aware this was going to happen . He had left his body and was floating above it , came back in and out of it so many times that he had been confused . The attempted resuscitations had really been more confusing . But finally he had left from a still quiet form into the tunnel .
He told me that he split . He was irristably drawn to the form of his physical body and that part he could join at will becoming fully present there . But he could not fully leave it .
Another part was drawn instantly to places and people he thought about . Another part followed his wife everywhere trying to support her as she prepared his funeral . His daughter is 16 . He was only 53 .
He said he was three parts and able to pull these altogether in one spot at the body but not able to understand or could not separate more than 3 parts .
He thought of home . He found self transported to England where it was daytime and he stood on the road looking up at a brownstone tenement . A car passed through him. Yet he walked up the steps and could not knock on the door .
He was elated with joy at the experiences of being a fresh spirit . He wondered how a door presented a barrier behind which he had to wait behind for entrance and yet a car passed through him with no effort or effect .
He told me he had gone effortlessly to work though and did not wait for permission . He tried there to rouse some one's attention . He walked behind them in the hall and walked through them and listened as they stoically wiped away tears and pretended not to weep at the passing of their friend . He smiled as he told me how he tried to rouse them but no one had noticed .
He showed me some of the biofeedback instruments that they work on the repairing and installation of . He had tried to make something occur with the energy but nothing seemed to have an effect . Until he placed his hand on some wall hung panel and and pushed his arm in and through it again and again . Finally to his joy, an arm sized colouration appeared . He had spread his fingers open but these did not show up only an imprint of his arm curiously . No one had observed his phenomena though .
He promised to come to tell me more.But it had been difficult to converse iwth him because as he was talking , I was attempting to convey this to my husband on the phone and neither of them would stop at normal conversational pauses . Finally Bill had to go as he was needed at work . Curiously just before Bill said that ,Ken said " I have to go now" .
Before he left , he showed me a vision of his daughter's wardrobe . He said , "This is for her" . And I saw something purple hanging there , a sweater or a bathrobe , an afghan ?? I am not sure . But it was doubled over the hanger .
I was looking forward to hearing from him again . But his messages came to me in the bathroom . He did not appear thankfully that time lol . He just contacted me sort of like a phone call .The water energy and the pipes in a toilet or bath amplify the spirit communication .
He said he wondered about the mass of a ghost , jokingly .And he told me he was going to act upon this new death experience analytically like the engineer he was . He said he had never had firm convictions about God or life after death but now he was filled with wonder and awe .
It occurs to me that this is the first time I have spoken to a recently dead spirit who is so intellectual and analytical . He is amazing in his ability to show me how he thinks and discovers his new abilities .So rather than posting this one in my home journal , I thought I would share it here . Perhaps you might have enjoyed this too .
Journal F 11 May 2007
My husband has never before enjoyed such a level of mediumship as he did these last 2 evenings , He has had to step in and do part of his boss's job . During dinner , his deceased boss sat at the table goodnaturedly arguing with Bill as he had done in life . Bill talked with him in dreamstate two nights in a row and had to go to bed early tonight to get some much needed rest .