I had some stange dreams...One was about my father,who was ill at that time,with the Alzheimer decease...And some others with my MotoGP idol,who passed away 3 years ago,Daijiro Katoh...
First dream I had about my father was some months before he died...It was a terrible one...In the dream,I saw my father hanged and there was blood everywhere!And then,in the second dream,I just had the number 20 and 11,and I saw my father dead...This was on the night of 19th of November!Next day,would be 20th of November...And on that 20th November afternoon,my father just died!!!!This realy shocked me so much!!!
The other ones,were about Daijiro Katoh...One month before he died,I had a vision of him...But as he was OK,I didn`t care much about that vision...
Than,exactly one month after that,he died of an accident
He was 13 days in a deep coma,and then he just passed away...
And I got into a depression,because of his death...
And then,sometime after,I had a dream about him!It was like he came to comfort me and tell me that death is not the end...But...Should I believe that it was realy him,trying to send me this message?In my dream,I was in place that had many many doors...And which door had a person`s name...Then I found a door with Daijiro`s name,and I came in...I saw him sleeping peacefully,then.He still had his clothes of racing,and there was a woman taking care of him,like a nurse...And then suddenly,when I came in,he woke up,and smiled to me,as if nothing had happened with him!!!
I am realy confused,about this dream,as I can`t find answers...Is that possible that Daijiro was trying to tell me that he was OK?

dear Kristina, you said: .Should I believe that it was realy him,trying to send me this message?

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why wouldn't you want to believe your father is ok? when we die and leave our bodies, do u think he is gone forever and can never get in contact? you were receptive in your dreaming mind to his message. give yourself some credit for being able to get a message of hope. it's been my experience most folks I've talked to in the afterlife are happy campers indeed, as think about it, no more bodily concerns to fuss over...I mean physical aches and pains, etc.

the other world is real, we just now begin to explore on a wider scale. I'm happy for you, maybe he will deliver another message. Send him your thoughts for his well being.
love, alysia

oh I had your idol mixed up with your father confidentially I have an idol also I speak with out there. I think these connections are just as possible as with a family member because we form bonds of love with these others for whatever reason. then this love energy is like a beam of light, the connection point in mind, in the collective mind. people who have fans like your idol, they can feel your thoughts and feelings, like family members will know what you are thinking also. family members cannot always break thru the veil thats around C1 waking consciousness but they can usually work inside your dreams to get a message to you as our minds are more relaxed while dreaming, not so much chatter you know.

Now, I often ask myself the same questions you ask yourself. I think we are so normal to ask. why would an important person we idolize even want to talk to an unimportant person whom they never met?  possibly just because of the love or the way we idealize someone, like I said, it seems love is something powerful, whatever degree it gets generated to.
many of my friends have these idols, so I don't feel so bad I have one, and you have one but I often tell myself to get over it.
the main point is we can work with these thoughts and dreams and messages from them. like your idol was showing you he is recouperating just fine from his last life and also has a nurse to help him so you are to let your mind accept he is fine, as I can tell you were worried for his safety and well being.

actually, I think I was supposed to write to you today, as just before I posted I had this idea for an article: it is titled "If someone cries at your funeral, then you have had a successful life."

something like that. you gave some love to your idol and looks like you probably made him feel good! how sweet, that somebody cares about someone else; apparently, these VIP's are just humans who need love too!  neat!
some part of him you seen, or the symbology about what is important. We must all carry on and we'll all get to meet each other on the other side, those who touched us in some way, even if we never met them in life. its love that is important above all.

didn't mean to lecture but I have fun writing these days about the other side and about love. thanks for your post, I think you are a sweetheart! love, alysia

wow I just watched a few youtubes on him, yours included, that's some nice music for him. hes got lots of fans. I think could be you are very sensitive. maybe empathic. maybe a psychic or medium..the nurse could be his girlfriend? or a family member on the other side perhaps, like an aunt.  I've heard sometimes the deceased, they have to rest up a little, especially after an accident until they get their bearings in this other world. love, alysia

Hi Kristina my friend if you do have this gift it sounds like u want to use it for the right reasons. Just study everything you can get your hands on and if you're supposed to help somebody your higher self will guide you to them. We do have some people here who are just like you, developing their talents, so you're welcome to be part of our family and learn stuff here   take good care of yourself! love, alysia