The Message is PeaceACIM, (a Course In Miracles) is self teaching device of which the first affirmation in the daily lesson plan is “I want only peace of mind.”
Came I day I grabbed unto that affirmation like a drowning person in the desert. I admitted it was the priority after all. If I don’t have peace of mind, now after more than 20 years of following it’s teachings, then I’d like somebody to come along and show me why I don’t have it, because it sure feels like peace to me. Sort of a happy feeling. I wake up with a smile on my face. Where have I been? Someplace happy.
It’s simplicity and poetry at it’s best but it has to be lived out. The Course says we have two voices inside of us. Sound familiar? Remember we live in a duality world, so that’s not hard to understand.
The first voice that speak in your mind is always the ego. The ego will say things like “I know the way for you to follow, or you are right, you know, or you are smarter, better, lovelier, larger, whatever, your dog is more vicious than mine,” etc etc etc and the wheels keep turning.
The other voice speaks for the holy spirit, the voice for goodness, the voice for god, the voice of love. It offers you another choice as we always have a choice how we shall react to the slings and arrows of life, whether we will have our peace of mind taken from us, or whether we will give our peace or piece, away before it can be stolen because we know there's more peace where it came from. We can never run dry of what we give away.
The ego will attempt to gain power over others for it’s own self satisfaction. It does not know what peace of mind is and does not offer peace to others, nor to you. The ego can be insructed in correct thinking patterns but it cannot be thrust from you, and it’s not something you have to beat up; it just needs training, like any animal would need training to serve man.
As I said, after more than 20 years of trying to get rid of my ego according to some eastern teachings, I’ve finally learned to live with it comfortably and still have peace of mind and I automatically know which voice I'm listening to.
This issue of two voices in our heads is what produces a conflicted state of mind. If you would have peace of mind, you would have to learn how to not be conflicted about anything in order to have a greater degree of peaceful co-existence with all others on this planet. This is why training of the ego thought pattern is necessary to think correctly and perceive correctly any given situation you come across as well as issues you may have buried in the past should be addressed for resolution.
Here’s some ideas of what I’ve learned through reading ACIM:
1) Not everybody loves me, but they don’t necessarily hate me either; what others do is use your mind as a mirror into their own mind; we reflect each other this way, in a oneness concept; we utilize each other to grow in understanding. Sometimes what they see in you, is something in themselves they wish to disown, you’re pointing it out is like a seed thought which sprouts the truth later on. And of course we do this to each other and we call it getting into a reality space because we are all learning things.
2) Suffering has another side to it. It can make you a more compassionate and understanding person to have suffered through your ego fallacies and then come out on the other side to see we are all equally loved and equally valuable in the sight of whatever let us come here to live.
3) Recognizing another’s value acts to enhance your own value leading to peace of mind.
4) Anger can turn into a passion for the truth of our being, the will to express love, but anger must be looked at closely to see where it comes from; the ego, or HS. It is injurious if coming from the former voice, and healing if coming from HS, you will be held responsible if you injure another through the voice of the ego, you will convict yourself.
5) What goes around comes around. If you’re constantly giving, it comes back to you, not always from the place that you made your deposit, but in unexpected ways, what you give comes back. And there’s never a shortage of either love or peace once you get plugged into the voice for HS.
6) Every person is a part of god. If you can’t find the god in them you learn to train the ego to question this. You ask for what you want to see, then you release your desire to the knowing you have just spoken the word, just like JC did. Whenever you speak the word, it will happen, like I said sometimes in the most unexpected circumstances you will see what you missed the first time. My favorite ACIM affirmation which has never failed me in times of difficulty to understand is: “I wish to see this differently.”
Then be quiet as long as you need to be and you will surely see a new slant on an old question which will free your soul once more to fly to peace, your heritage, and delivered in gracefulness and forgiveness.