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my beloved Renea
Mar 16th, 2007 at 8:58pm
 
My wife of 30+ years passed away unexpectedly and practically in my arms 3 weeks ago tomorrow.  I know that she is in a wonderful place now, she can see, is in no pain, and is with our youngest son ... and I am trying hard to convince myself that our separation is only temporary. Renea wa only 48, I'm 52.
Last Thursday night she visited me.  It began like a nightmare, I was in a darkness, blackness so thick it was almost choking.  I heard my name called and I was in our home.  Renea was there ... young, so beautiful, and happy.  We kissed and hugged ... I can smell the swet apple and kiwi bath wash that she liked. There was someone with her, but they kind of stayed in the background and I couldn't see them nor did I recognize their voice.  Renea told me that Heaven was a lot like earth ... only happy. The person told her that they had to goshe told me goodbye,  and she walked off across the yard.  She was wearing a pair of short pants and a blouse that I hadn't seen in years.
After she had left, 2 old (real old) men approached and said they were going to fix up and paint the house.  That's when I saw that the outside of the house wasn't our house.

I woke up - thrilled that I had been allowed to see my Renea, but still crying because I miss her so much.
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Reply #1 - Mar 16th, 2007 at 10:53pm
 
Dear Thorshunde,

I am so sorry for your grievous loss, but also happy that you have been blessed already by her visit with you. Your difficult time must be eased somewhat by knowing she is well now.

The person in the backgrond and the two older men may have been Guides /Spiritual Helpers. Often when they speak, it is symbollic, meaning in this case the house they referred to may be you: they promise they will be with you for awhile to help you rebuild your life and emotional well-being.

If I read your name correctly, it has power in it, energy that will help you get through the adjustments. We are fortunate to live in a time that has these reassurances that a happy afterlife awaits us, yes? Perhaps you'll have time to read through the index and find other beautiful examples of such promises as you have received. There is much love and support here that will help you too.

Thank you for sharing your situation by posting it here.  This is how we help each other learn.

Love, Bets
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Reply #2 - Mar 17th, 2007 at 12:03am
 
Thank you Bets.  I was saved today and am finally able to try and forgive myself.  I've known in my heart that Renea had forgiven me years ago and that our love had grown ... I think that the 2 old men represented God - I'm the house and its time to "fix" me up.
Knowing that Renea is OK and waiting for me does help, but the emptiness here without her is almost unbearable even though I know our being apart is only temporary.

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Reply #3 - Mar 17th, 2007 at 12:48am
 
Hi and welcome.  I'm sorry to hear about your wife passing away so young and suddenly.  I do think it's wonderful that you are having dreams of her and remembering them.  It is very important to think of these types of dreams often, even though they make you cry.  All of these intense emotions, though painful, are a reminder of your deep connection and are the way you are able to still express your love. 

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