Hello All,

19 February 2007

As some of you know I have been experiencing a 'mini belief system' crash. It is a strange thing. To me it felt like my mind and guides were recalculating all the new information, rewriting it over the old info. and until this is completed my physical brain does not know what to think. Once the confusion passed I began to feel better but I knew I had a question in there that needed an answer.

At this point I decided to treat myself to a skating trip (imaginary place). I closed my eyes and phased to my rink. There I was skating beautifully and I came to the edge of the ice. I have never run out of ice before and thought this to be strange. I looked over the edge ( I was up very high ) and what I saw suprised me. It was a vast land of fire! It was in colors of red, orange and yellow, it had a certain beauty to it. I was not affraid but puzzled. So I looked up and yelled 'what does this mean'? Next thing I knew I was on my bed. I got up, still not afraid but wondering what did that mean. As the day went by I thought about it less and less.

This may sound strange but every night when in my tub I talk to god, spirit, and guides. This is where I get my best 'reception'. Probably because I am naked ( thus having less barriers ), and water which is a very good conductor for energy. Anyway this works the best for me ( in a waking state ) as far as communication goes.

I started by saying 'Hi God' (we are informal, I once sat in his lap and he gave me a hug of 'love', I need to post that one too). I talked and he beamed love onto me. Then I asked him 'what did it mean? Am I on the wrong path'? I close my eyes when talking to him to see what I can pick up visually. Usually he is off to my right and he started out there but then moved right in front of my face. This was not the same visual that I got of him before. This time he was a vast flowing energy. Very hard to focus on but I knew it to be him because his love feels different than anything I have ever felt before. I can not describe it but the feeling is undeniable. I could feel my head hum as he spoke to me, yet I heard not a word, it was a 'knowing'. In my mind the skating scene replayed, not by my doing. I was understanding that he wanted me to access my feelings and I replied that no I was not afraid. Very audible words formed in my mind. 'Everything will be allright..no matter what.' I stared into the flowing mass of energy and felt peace sweep through me as my fears fell away. When I realized my fear was gone, he was gone too. So in my mind I yelled 'thank you' and felt another beam of love.

I have allowed some doubts to creap into me lately, wondering if I was actually safe out there wandering around willy nilly doing as I please. I have been doing this for as long as I can remember ( imaginarry play time ) and have never even considered that I was in peril. I was right all along, I am perfectly safe out there and I have the highest authority on that. Thats good enough for me.

Later in the evening while at my computer I thanked him again ( I was not trying to contact him, just thank him ) and once again in my mind I heard audible words. 'Share what you know' is what he said to me. It did not come across as something I had to do, more of a request. That in its self makes me feel more compelled to share.

One more thing I need to point out, this all started for me with some PUL sent to me be a living person. Love vibrations or pulses feel different to me depending on who (what) is sending it. This was a lliving person, and I drank it in, tried to send some back but I dont know if I was strong enough to get it though as intended. This may have been the opening my guides and spirit were waiting for because throughout the day I received love from all directions. It was my impression that it came from a great distance. So who ever you are ( person who sent PUL ) THANK YOU!!!!!

So an act of kindness can snowball into something immense for the reciepient, I think it's ok to take pride in that!

If I recall or realize any more from this I will post it, it usually works that way for me, bits and pieces will fall into place.

I am now a Fearless Flyer, PUL Stacy

Alysia,

So you use the water method as well...I wonder how many people know that this may make communication easier? Are you a fabulous ice skater? I am over there not so much in physical life. I spend a lot of time sliding across the ice on my bum, but thats fun too.

Thanks for all the Love.

PUL Stacy