A few days ago one or two of you kind people shared your thoughts about how I could send healing more effectively to my depressed sister. One of you suggested focussing on being that single point of consciousness rather than a whole body when I move out of my body to send healing to her.

So I tried that today and moved quite easily into her inner space. Because I have been interacting with all of you here about all the afterlife and OBE issues we deal with, I have learned more than I even knew.

One new thing in my healing energy is that I now understand and easily obey: when I am focussed on the healing interaction, when an "idea" flashes in front of me in picture or thought, I now realize it is a gentle instruction from healers and guides in NP. So I smoothly and easily, today, just did as I was instructed.

It was entirely different from any effort I made before to send help to her. It was beautiful, and empowering for me as it freed me from the burden of her misery and anger and I stepped outside of all anger, hurt, blame and complaining and became centred on pure healing love, smoothing her energy field, and a shaman appeared from nowhere, with a huge blast of red in his core centres and put burning coals all around her feet, replacing the beautiful crystals I always use in a circle to promote healing.

Then over the next few minutes, her entire body lit up with orange and red energy, and she became connected to all of nature and all of life, in her own unique perfection. We touched hands and rose together into space, watching the planets, the sun, and felt the solar winds blowing our energy garments of many colors. We danced there like angels together, celebrating all the beauty of creation and outer space around us filled with all of you and all angelic beings and all of the history of humanity, whirling quietly and gently around us as we danced and as we understood.

I kept watching for instruction and just followed each one as it came. It was so easy! Then I worried how would I know it was time to end? (I wanted to go watch Garth Brooks...that's ok, he is her favorite too) But I was told to remove myself from the crystal/hot coal circle I had entered in order to meld and share my energy with her, and I stepped out and saw her in all her beauty.

I thanked all who had participated. Then I visioned her home covered and filled with angelic beings of light. Before my eyes, a huge glowing archangel walked up to her door and rang the bell (I swear!) She answered the door and went into stunned amazement at the sight of him there in tremendous light. He spoke to her...funny although I clearly knew what he said to her there, now I try to remember and I can't at all. It was just for her I guess.

Well, that's that. I know this is off topic...but if I hadn't been learning from all of you this past few days, I would NEVER have been able to offer her this experience...or was it just myself? Was she really there? It seemed so. I feel very very good....thanks to all of you wonderful people. And Bruce Moen of course, especially, who made this site happen. Hope I am not in trouble for posting this here in retrievals...I justify it by saying, I believe many of her personality fragments were retrieved and melded back home into her full being today, so it was really a retrieval.

WHOA!! A huge blast of dizzying shock just hit me...I feel like a fresh wind just blew into my soul. Well. That's all. Vee

Thanks for those kind words, Betson. Wish I could maintain the compassionate and unselfish space when I am in ordinary energy all day long, but so far I revert quickly back to my lower level thoughts and attitudes, but eventually, that will change too. Anyway...onward into a new day here in a misty, rain-dampened Courtenay, the fir and cedar trees all around my home are draped in light fog and the grey sky makes me want to go back to sleep...maybe I will. Vee.

good one Vee! it lightened my heart also that you found your way to this board to speak of things we can't really speak of in normal life, on the street.
it really is a great board and I too thank Bruce as often as I can think about it. so many say the same thing, that this board opens their eyes or otherwise makes them think.

your contributions do not go unnoticed, and retrievals are indeed healing acts. heres why:
we are energy beings, not just flesh beings. all illness in the body can be seen to be stuck energy, or a blockage in the body such as say, the heart lines which pump blood, these need to be free flowing to prevent a heart attack. well, in the spiritual body as well, energy needs to keep flowing and moving, versus the person who is "stuck" in the bst's. the retriever will "see it not there" or see the movement of energy to happen with their own vision and PUL.

Again, my hat's off to you Vee. love, alysia