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Reply #45 - Jan 19th, 2007 at 11:22am
 
A thought just occured to me on this subject.  I have real issues with the idea that  there are definite rules for how everyone's incarnation(s) work.  I wonder if we don't have a choice of "planned life" or sort of a reincarnational grab-bag...dive in and see what you get.  Or maybe we get to design our lives only under certain circumstances...a specific lesson we need/want to learn, or we really screwed up (or were screwed over) in a previous life.  Maybe newer souls just have to take what they can get, because they either aren't allowed to make choices yet (not having, say, the experience and maturity to do so) or just haven't learned how.  After a while, several incarnations, or more time "over there" maturing, maybe we learn how to lay out a life plan, but it's an acquired skill.  Obviously those who didn't know how to pick a "good life" would be more likely to end up in ugly circumstances, sort of like foot soldiers, who if they survive may get to be generals behind the lines.  Or they may re-up half a dozen times and never go beyond corporal.

Or not, but it fits the question.
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Reply #46 - Jan 19th, 2007 at 1:52pm
 
Hi Cricket Smiley good questions and I don't have answers of any great merit but some thoughts off the top..that the foot soldiers are very important to the general, else he couldn't be a general, so it's like an equal situation. I'm like a choir person in other words, without the choir, the soloist is pretty dull. I see in my mind life planners on the other side, but they are only in suggestion capacity and that life here is an experiment on each part. u really can't own your own soul if there's coercement on the part of the planners towards that.

but thinking outside of linear time and now I believe both are realities, linear time marching in order and another dimension where every life is happening at once like a huge wave of consciousness units connected to each other and forgetting this connection to make their own unique design of the snowflake pattern through the experiences and choices.
then I see these other beings higher evolved, the overseers who have nothing better all day than to watch all of us experimenting and I hear them saying OMYGOD! now what are they doing?
send reinforcements quickly! they're setting off the atom bomb!

another thought: if thinking in terms of linear time and inbetween life planning stages we can view this image if it helps:
TV was invented first on the other side before it got here. so theres all these monitors and TV's and they set you down to have you look at images of your life to be by flipping through the channels. each channel will show a different possibility for that life and you pick the channel finally deciding which movie you want.
then u get a choice whether to dive in immediately or go talk about it some more.

i got this from a friend of mine who said he came back too soon, too eager to get started he said! he was the most innocent of hard knocks person I'd ever met so I believed him.
along these lines of everything happening at once, Hitler won the war and all of that progression is playing itself out in another dimension of time. one thing is for sure, although he might have made it to the top, life is designed in this dimension that after reaching the top, there's nowhere to go but down insofar as dictators are concerned.

I hear you when you say you have a problem with definite rules for how it works, same here, thats why we come back as pagans and hippies, etc. hey, check out this new image I found..hee hee
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its natural to want to break out of the room, so your idea of the grab bag and my idea of the experiment is like the same idea.  I think we can become better planners young and old when we start noticing other people around us and start planning for the highest good instead of just what we want, yet the planners will be the first to say "do what u want then come on back and tell us what happened."





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Reply #47 - Jan 19th, 2007 at 5:38pm
 
that the foot soldiers are very important to the general, else he couldn't be a general

Which makes perfect sense to me, but doesn't align real well with the "everyone gets to design their life" theory, or any theory of fairness in the short run.  I suspect that the whole thing evens out over time, but that it's such an incredible amount of time that even those who think of "karma" as over lifetimes can't really grasp it.  If you get "good" five lives out of ten, and "bad" the other five, it's fair, all right, but if it's the first five that are bad, it sure doesn't seem like it in the short view.

And it's always possible that it isn't always entirely fair...nice to think it is, but we don't totally know that.  Maybe some folks just luck into a somewhat easier time of it.  I'd like to think it all evens out in the end, but I have no proof.
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Reply #48 - Jan 19th, 2007 at 7:53pm
 
Hi Cricket maybe you work somewhere in the justice realm? seems something has occurred for you that is not fair.

the best I can give forth here is that there is two parts to the mind, the unconscious intentions for incarnating, and the conscious C1 mind which goes about the daily routine until the unconscious is becoming known.

There are many who don't get a chance to plan their lives at first, they would be swept up in life, we are not all equally the same vibration, the same age, so to speak, but we all have the same opportunities to learn and we are all loved equally by something which allowed us to become.

we all go through learning phases. for me learning to get into the now moment and appreciate whatever was there was an important thing to do, and it leads to an awakening of one's intentions for incarnating my opinion.
the issue of what's fair and what's not fair boils down to a realization that we are responsible for what we feel, and that another cannot tell you how you will feel or react in any situation. then u know being shafted is quite impossible unless you're allowing that to happen by being unconscious that it could happen.

this not going to make sense to you I know. Lips Sealed  but even unfair situations can be turned around and seen from another perspective that it led to a positive situation occurring for the greater good.

we can get off the wheel, this I know is possible. its just a decision of accepting the consequences of that decision whatever that turns out to be. a willingness to be wrong possibly and a willingness at the same time to change my mind with further information coming in. we are constantly counseling each other on the other side, so there's hope!
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Reply #49 - Jan 20th, 2007 at 2:47pm
 
I like the image of diving in that several people have used.  Maybe things aren’t all that pre-planned.  Maybe some are so intent to get back here they dispense with planning and take what they get.  If we have choice, why would anyone come back to an abusive situation?

We have rationality and choice but other factors are present.  For example, in physical life we largely act our impulses and go along with our conditioning.  We learn by cause and effect – karma.  We are attracted to people and situations who are similar to or resonate with us – like attracts like.

Maybe our inner vibration, nature, impulse or essence brings us back to certain types of experience.  All of us for whatever reason are attracted to the earth plane but the reasons for or the needs served by that attraction are personal and unique to each of us.

I wonder if the nature of consciousness isn’t to experience itself?  If we start at a point of balance, one experience will create an imbalance.  We go on from there having more and more experiences as we explore our own natures and seek to ultimately regain that initial balance. 

In the meantime, we’re just dancing along life’s fiery rim – that’s paraphrased from an old Sufi poem.
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Reply #50 - Jan 20th, 2007 at 4:51pm
 
I like your thoughts Rob and I think thats part of being part of a forum like this that we lead each other into more thoughts..

you talk about the balance we come back for, that maybe one thing to look for. a lot of folks who work in the justice system are those kind of moderator spirits holding those scales in their souls.
I can only speak personally if I want to be heard..so here goes. I came in as the emotional type, probably too right brained artistic. quite out of balance with the left side of logic, mental areas. the whole idea from the pov of my guides was to get balanced the mental conception to the emotional abstract area, or we can call it the subconscious and conscious area, or even we can take Monroe's hemisphere halves and put them together for the balance idea.
I think I'm in balance these days sufficient to my perception. what I wanted to talk about is we all have different reason for diving in. after writing my book about some roadsigns I followed for self discovery, and here again, you're right, god is discovering himself/herself here on this planet, is a good way to put it, the eye viewing the eye.

I came in to retrieve someone in my family was on the wrong road. I know this now, but didn't comprehend my mission until many years after it was accomplished. It was about not giving up on this person. might have been stubborness on my part but since it turned out so well I get to take the credit for setting him right, as indeed it was him that told me I was successful, this through love, unconditional, obes, and C1 behavior. speaking of justice and balance, something like that happened in the heart area of both of us.
since then I've seen all you need to do here is help one person to be assured a safe return to focus 27, the park, where more freedom of expression exists, say than on the lower bst's.

so then I read ACIM which informed me the only thing that matters around here is our relationships..we get on the other side, and right away we're trying to mend what we left undone on the surface of the planet.

thats why I think if we take care of what's in front of us, the people in our lives are the people we've been waiting to meet all our lives, especially uncle jack or that person you thought you married by mistake. none of it is a mistake after you see the overview, it was just what you needed although you thought it wasn't what you wanted.

I think we come in with a set of probable circumstances known as intentions or plans. we can get off track too. I was gonna live a life with drugs and a helper interrupted my plan (thank god) he said it wasn't in my intentions to do that.
Seemed like a miracle at the time that I didn't want drugs anymore after that.

I have strange dreams that in two years I will spy a toothbrush laying on the counter that I will have purchased on sale.
two years later I see the package in a new house that I saw in my dream, the same package the same bathroom and when dreampt, I was in another state, another house with no plans to move to this particular state.

so I can see that a part of me is drawing the future based on known factors of my character and my habits:
1) this part of me knew that I can't resist a good sale.
2) I would move to a part of the united states where the property is so cheap it's almost free.
3) the reason I would move was for financial reasons, so I wouldn't have to work and could write a book
4) some guides in order to make this happen for me told me the price I would have to sell my current property for in order to move and write this book in another state where the property was affordable. so we have helpers, I'm not the only one who has helpers.
5) the toothbrushes would be found in this other state..my higher self knew once I saw the sign "family Dollar stores" my brakes would be squealing...sigh....somebody reads me well...must be me, yet my unconsciousness part of me, the higher self we could call it.

so we might ask about destiny, whether it's real, and how silly to say it was destiny I pick up some toothbrushes 2 years from now. I gave myself this dream I think just to get myself thinking about destiny and how much freedom I really have about that in terms of the way I act and the things I'm in the habit of doing.
I vasilate between feast and famine type balancing thoughts...limit and unlimited thoughts..I think we all do.
I think our lives only change for the better to work on our thoughts and feelings, but not on another person's thoughts and feelings as right or wrong.
then we take what we've learned to the other side where it's less of a struggle to live and be happy, but also less of opportunity to get our characters balanced and strong. basically, unconditionally loving is what I mean.
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Reply #51 - Jan 20th, 2007 at 5:13pm
 
Hi Cricket maybe you work somewhere in the justice realm? seems something has occurred for you that is not fair

Something has happened to everyone that isn't fair, I expect.  I'm probably about in the middle overall life fairness-wise.  I've been screwed by circumstances a few times, got way luckier than I deserved a few other times.  However, my situation isn't really relevant, being sort of in that middle "average" fairness arena.   Wasn't born into wealth I didn't do anything to earn, but wasn't born a deaf and blind infant in a Calcutta slum, either.  And I never thought things were necessarily guaranteed fair to begin with. 

However, when anyone brings up abused children or others with very rough lives, and reincarnation, there always seems to be a background theme of fairness...I've seen way too much unfairness, in both directions  to think that "fairness" is a natural law like the conservation of matter and energy or something.  And while decrying the unfairness of abuse, we also have to remember that being born into a life with no worries ever isn't fair either. If there is "fairness" (and perhaps we don't know nearly enough to even know what that really is), it could stretch across lifetimes, so that any given persons life, or last six lives, might look extremely unfair, once again in either direction, to an observer without that millenial vantage point.  Not a problem for me, as I said, I don't necessarily hold fairness as a requirement, but seems to be a huge problem for many when discussing reincarnation or where we end up in the afterlife.

A thought just occured to me that we could also get to pick a life "from a hat", as it were, and then are given the opportunity to play with planning it to the best degree possible, given the lot we threw.  So everyone has an equal chance of a screwed up life, or vice versa, but then get to try to prove we can do something with it.  And some folks maybe can't, and end up overwhelmed and either fall apart, or become abusers or whatever.

Way too many options to even try to guess.
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Reply #52 - Jan 20th, 2007 at 5:34pm
 
I went to a mentor for a look at past lives once and related to a few things she said. she said I had lived a life where I had everything I needed, was perhaps spoiled and rich, lots of leisure time, beauty, etc...castle to live in whatever. just didn't cut it for me. came back to focus highly displeased with myself. must have not really helped anybody out that time. came back as a nurse (all this probably not linear time) attending the sick in hospitals..was told many a patient was soothed by the way I wiped their brow as they slept and this helped them deal with their pain, then there must have been a food shortage..she said I starved to death slowly as I was giving my food away to them.

these lives I do relate to as I'm so much into giving everything I own away even today, or I try to sell something like property for $50 below market and my kids rush in and say HEY! THATS OUR INHERITAGE! I get sheepish and concede I need watching!

looking at other lives these days is very enlightening to lead my thoughts somewhere out in the wild blue yonder...some of them were about learning how to die well. I don't think any of us know how to die well. I mean without all the fear around it.

we should not mourn at funerals, we should throw a party.
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Reply #53 - Jan 21st, 2007 at 2:26am
 
I am confused by Bruce Moen's explanation of the difference between being a parallel incarnation and simply being a member of a soul Disk.  Bruce explains the distinction this way:

"As an analogy, it is the difference between being a member of the same extended family, a cousin, an uncle, a fourth aunt twice removed, and being a clone of a member of the same family.  I/There can be thought of as a family with members simultaneously existing, while being physically on earth, nonphysically on other planets, within other dimensions, as I/There, etc."

On this analogy, reincarnation is a false doctrine if understood as the ongoing survival of the "I" that provides continuity to identity.  My clone may be identical to me in his personality and core desires, but he is not me in the sense of my survival.  Nor am I my uncle and aunt, etc.  Still, in the unity of the soul Disk "I" might experience the lives of other Disk members, as if "I" do live, have lived, or will live their lives.  Future lives might be generated from the Disk without my "I" experiencing them until those lives return to the Disk.  Does this in effect mean that once I've lived my earth life, I remain in my Disk indefinitely and my "soul Stuff" gets used to create a "relative" whose memories I get to experience once he returns to the Disk?

The soul Disk concept seems incompatible with the astral principle like attracts like.   Free will allows incarnating Disk members to make choices that reprogram their core desires. But if souls change their essence, will they not be drawn away from their current Disk to unite with newly likeminded souls?  Bruce Moen's understanding of the Disk seems less coherent than the group soul concept of Swedenborg and Classical Channeling, according to which participation in a group soul is based on the principle that like attracts like-minded but otherwise unrelated souls.   Neither view seems to allow the traditional sense of reincarnation.  

Ginny was a long-time member of this site, who seemed to find success with Bruce's mothod.  In one post, she announced her plan to try to experience life in the Disk.  Apparently, she never succeeded.   The very idea sounds ghastly and suffocating, even incoherent.   Can anyone articulate what such an existence might be like?  

And how can the Disk concept be reconciled with the discoveries of Swedenborg, Robert Bruce, and George Ritchiie that we experience memory loss as we progress through the astral territories?  How can it be reconciled with the insights of Robert Bruce and Swedenborg that time still exists in the astral realms in the sense of sequential changes of mental state, though its "rate of pasage" may be compressed?  Sad

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Reply #54 - Jan 21st, 2007 at 4:18am
 
Berserk wrote:

"And how can the Disk concept be reconciled with the discoveries of Swedenborg, Robert Bruce, and George Ritchiie that we experience memory loss as we progress through the astral territories?  How can it be reconciled with the insights of Robert Bruce and Swedenborg that time still exists in the astral realms in the sense of sequential changes of mental state, though its "rate of pasage" may be compressed?"

I asked my father if during his NDE if he had any recollection of the life that he had just left. His response was that his memory of his former life was not recollected through the tunnel or in the light. He just was.

That's not to say that it isn't eventually recollected, but rather that his experience did not carry him far enough to reach that point.

Interesting thought though. Maybe it's not initially remembered thereby easing the initial transition.

Also, interestingly my father reported that he did have a sense of significant "time" passing as he traveled through the tunnel and into the light... although he said that his return trip back to his body took no time at all.

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Reply #55 - Jan 21st, 2007 at 5:07am
 
I think I have found an answer to the memory loss/reincarnation conflict, and while I considered posting it on Don's ADC thread, this seems like as good a thread as any to take a shot at it.  Swedenborg, as I recall claimed that full memory can be restored at any time by God's grace, even after there had been considerable memory loss.  I think of it this way; in Alzheimer's disease, or after a stroke, profound memory loss is quite common on the earth plane.  Yet we are told, that after physical death, people afflicted with these diseases can communicate quite naturally to their loved ones, and have complete recall of their earthly lives.  How can this be?  Furthermore, we are told that the recall available in a "life review" is so detailed as to include virtually every event that an individual has ever experienced.  Again, how can this be, when we can not summon these memories while incarnate?

I believe the answer to this dillema is that we are, as ES describes in "Heaven and Hell," what our inner, true self focuses on.  As we focus, we may voluntarily, close off our access to these earthly memories, much as being immersed in an all consuming task here on earth may often involve us doing it at the expense of immediate memory or concern about other things.  In my theory then, the fact the Robert Bruce encounters beings who stutter and can't recall their earthly pasts in no way invalidates their ability to remember if their concentration were refocused on their earthly lives.

Free will most likely includes the ability to focus our essence or consciousness on new tasks and a new being, but also to revisit where we have come from.  Since the life review is present for many but not all people, it must be an important part of the divine plan, and available to all of us when it is needed either for our spiritual growth, or to help that of a loved one.  ES just about says as much in HH.  Divine grace need not be something that is unavailable to us; "ask and ye shall receive."  

Don, your scenario with memory loss implies an impasse or a profound loss as earthly memories are shed.  I have seen you mention the restoration of these memories by God's grace, but sort of brush it off as something ES mentions as a seemingly rare event.  I think this grace is the key event to reconcile the issues you cite from astral adepts (mostly Robert Bruce).

Unlike those who believe in total life planning and the "I" omniscently knowing and involved in reincarnating (choosing family, living situations, etc.), I believe that feel-good scenario is not born out by mystic experience.  

As to the existence of the disc, and life in the disc, it sounds like a difficult concept to me.  If each soul is continually striving toward love and a unity with the divine, then in my "monist" theosophy, eventually all concepts such as disc or soul group, or heavenly society (ES states that there are scores of various societies that people join in the hereafter going on the concept of like attracting like), must at some point vanish as we appreciate the unity of all things.  I don't think those who believe in the disc see life in it as being in some sort of suspended animation.  Rather, they see invisible cords of communication allowing individuals to continue to function as individual souls.  Thus experiencing life in a disc need not be any different than one's current life, although one might be aware of the thoughts/experiences of other disc members simultaneously to one's own thoughts.

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Reply #56 - Jan 21st, 2007 at 4:09pm
 
remembering...memory..I'm reminded of a physics show where they showed on the brain itself a tiny line impressed on the tissue each time we learn something new.

aside from my brain which is going to turn into dirt someday Smiley I'm an ACIM student and teacher. we are all at the same time students and teachers of what we believe in, no matter the subject whether religion or science or economics, we teach what we need to learn.
the brain is a mere reflection of the mind which is eternal.

After I studied a year the ACIM material I was told to forget the material and go and live it, see if what it said was correct. so far it's been proven correct what it said. for my own experience of course.
one of the things it said is that all of us are in process of remembering who we are.

we always were since the beginning co creators with god. so if you see intuition, hunches, aha moments in this light, that you are remembering who you are it helps to cause you to not believe in separation ideas anymore, instead to feel your intrinsic oneness with god, all that is, and all become your brothers, all become your kin.

In our oneness there is nothing to fear anymore. fear is the opposite of love. we are love operating in a world of fear, in the act remembering that we are love and we are all one. too simple huh? works for me.  thank you for a great well put together post Doc. you should be paid Smiley

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Reply #57 - Jan 22nd, 2007 at 5:56am
 
Hi Matthew When i go into the spirit world,the one thing i dread is being told i have to reincarnate and im hoping it is choice as given the choice to reincarnate it would definetly be no to reiencarnate back to the earth plain.

I feel on this earth plain now that i must owe a lot of karma out from a previous life as nothing has ever gone right for me from day one on this earth plain,i know this sounds very negative but i have always tryed to think positive through my life,but the way i feel at the moment ,im to tired to come back down here and try all over again.

When i get to the spirit world i want to stay there were the real love is and peace,i would not want to leave that,but these are just my thoughts on reincarnation.

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Reply #58 - Jan 22nd, 2007 at 1:39pm
 
Hi Juditha I feel much the same way as you do, but I feel like you are needed here with the special gift that you give simply because this world is so lacking in unconditional love and you are learning this so it's difficult as you know and remember love and caring on the other side. I think it's an unconscious knowing and we come here to become conscious, like manifest what we know.
I saw many spirits on the other side once they get home they are saying, oh I see what I was doing now and I didn't do such a bad job after all, and I don't think you are doing badly at all from what I can see here!

keep up the good work. A lot of people respect you here. love, alysia Smiley
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Reply #59 - Jan 27th, 2007 at 5:37am
 
betson wrote on Jan 14th, 2007 at 10:41am:
Steve E,

You said that Latin language is attracting you presently. I assume you're alluding to the possibility of a former life when you used Latin? 

We talked here awhile back about our progression through our incarnations being in a sort of helix pattern, that at some times we may circle over material we've already lived through in order to ease or rectify any tensions left by memories related to stray previously-lived issues.

My husband started speaking in Latin phrases a few years ago and then wrote a short story (that 'wrote itself,' he said) about a monk. After the story was written his interest in Latin subsided. In the final scene of it, the monk dies in a stable fire but not until after he got several horses out, (showing an understanding of horses my husband had never expressed before.)
We feel he resolved some aspect of his / the monk's death by writing it. If we had tried to ignore his sudden fascination with those phrases, he would not have had the opportunity for his sense of resolution.

So I'd say enjoy your new interest and see where it leads.  Smiley

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[This quote is from the first page.  The time right now is 1:11 AM with 1:12 comming very soon after.]
I never thought about it quite like that.  Putting rationalizaion asside, the Language looks like magic to me for a reason of sorts.  I have not locked onto the memories of a life yet, but to me there is nothing quite like this laguage.  The visual impression is sort of an artistic one; my best description of how it impacts me.  The words look artistic to me rather than conveying a phonetic-based idea.

Of interesting note, my Grandmother is Sicilian therefore my mother is to which is often related to Italy where the Roman Empire once had it's capital.  As many know, the Roman Empire widely adopted the language of Latin.  It is very possible that this was an intentional hint left for me by myself or by somebody else before I was born to help me get back on track, given that this has to do with a previous life sequence.

I did have quite a dream yesternight that is relevant to this discussion:
I am running from the police in a car pursuit of sorts.  I am a criminal and the police are chasing me in a automobile pursit. At the end of the pursuit, I assume I am busted and just give up without resistance and I even tell the police how much I desire to be punished. According to the dream, I get sent away to some sort of boot camp and actually died there from being pushed too hard;  I am not sure if I interpreted this part of the dream properly sense the info doesn't feel solid.

After this, I am meeting with an elderly lady who looks like a librarian of sorts. She seems to know me fairly well and I have a talk with here. This is roughly the conversation that we had.  The conversation was more telepathic than vocal:
Steve: *What a dream*  "Was that one of MY past lives?"
Unknown:  *That is correct...*
Steve:  *Weird*

Touching the lady, I get an unpleasant sensation but decide not to pass judgement over what I do not understand so I did not interpret her as hostile. I just took this as an ego bruiser to help me out in my present-day life.  This lady seemed to be speaking to me as the criminal personality, not my present personality.

With this dream in mind, some things in my life make more sense. For instance, I have bought a couple of Airsoft guns (that fire plastic pellets) since I have long had a liking for guns and sport shooting. Also, when I was about 11 years old, I really got attracted to playing shooting games like Doom which I still enjoy off and on today.  I still get the occasional urge to play a shooting game for fun.  In addition, my favorite shooter is Doom because I am shooting Demons instead of people which doesn't bother me. 
Smiley

In addition, I generally do not have bad dreams any more.

However, my aggression plays a defensive role in today's life rather than me showing off as a "tough guy". I would rather be a shield to the weak and bullied than rob banks and mug people so I am sure that I have redeemed myself now.  Smiley

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