betson wrote on Jan 14th, 2007 at 10:41am:Steve E,
You said that Latin language is attracting you presently. I assume you're alluding to the possibility of a former life when you used Latin?
We talked here awhile back about our progression through our incarnations being in a sort of helix pattern, that at some times we may circle over material we've already lived through in order to ease or rectify any tensions left by memories related to stray previously-lived issues.
My husband started speaking in Latin phrases a few years ago and then wrote a short story (that 'wrote itself,' he said) about a monk. After the story was written his interest in Latin subsided. In the final scene of it, the monk dies in a stable fire but not until after he got several horses out, (showing an understanding of horses my husband had never expressed before.)
We feel he resolved some aspect of his / the monk's death by writing it. If we had tried to ignore his sudden fascination with those phrases, he would not have had the opportunity for his sense of resolution.
So I'd say enjoy your new interest and see where it leads.
Bets
[This quote is from the first page. The time right now is 1:11 AM with 1:12 comming very soon after.]
I never thought about it quite like that. Putting rationalizaion asside, the Language looks like magic to me for a reason of sorts. I have not locked onto the memories of a life yet, but to me there is nothing quite like this laguage. The visual impression is sort of an artistic one; my best description of how it impacts me. The words look artistic to me rather than conveying a phonetic-based idea.
Of interesting note, my Grandmother is Sicilian therefore my mother is to which is often related to Italy where the Roman Empire once had it's capital. As many know, the Roman Empire widely adopted the language of Latin. It is very possible that this was an intentional hint left for me by myself or by somebody else before I was born to help me get back on track, given that this has to do with a previous life sequence.
I did have quite a dream yesternight that is relevant to this discussion:
I am running from the police in a car pursuit of sorts. I am a criminal and the police are chasing me in a automobile pursit. At the end of the pursuit, I assume I am busted and just give up without resistance and I even tell the police how much I desire to be punished. According to the dream, I get sent away to some sort of boot camp and actually died there from being pushed too hard; I am not sure if I interpreted this part of the dream properly sense the info doesn't feel solid.
After this, I am meeting with an elderly lady who looks like a librarian of sorts. She seems to know me fairly well and I have a talk with here. This is roughly the conversation that we had. The conversation was more telepathic than vocal:
Steve: *What a dream* "Was that one of MY past lives?"
Unknown: *That is correct...*
Steve: *Weird*
Touching the lady, I get an unpleasant sensation but decide not to pass judgement over what I do not understand so I did not interpret her as hostile. I just took this as an ego bruiser to help me out in my present-day life. This lady seemed to be speaking to me as the criminal personality, not my present personality.
With this dream in mind, some things in my life make more sense. For instance, I have bought a couple of Airsoft guns (that fire plastic pellets) since I have long had a liking for guns and sport shooting. Also, when I was about 11 years old, I really got attracted to playing shooting games like Doom which I still enjoy off and on today. I still get the occasional urge to play a shooting game for fun. In addition, my favorite shooter is Doom because I am shooting Demons instead of people which doesn't bother me.
In addition, I generally do not have bad dreams any more.
However, my aggression plays a defensive role in today's life rather than me showing off as a "tough guy". I would rather be a shield to the weak and bullied than rob banks and mug people so I am sure that I have redeemed myself now.
Steve Σ