thanks AhSo and Dude, truly it's all of you here make me dance
you'll just never know that I mean that literally. I'm bouncing off the walls over here in my 788 sq.ft. house because we're in the shift in consciousness and it's now getting to be a physical thing, not just mental and emotional.
I don't need much encouragement to write and I noticed there's no conclusions, the words just keep coming..where do they come from..theres no end. this is like good and bad news, lol. I had guides standing on their heads to get my attention while writing the book, a bunch of clowns because I was too serious. I thank them. I had 450 pages and they made me chop it to 300...each cut was painful as I thought I had said something fine, but not really. so I took out the fluff according to instructions as much as possible.
it's a synopsis of 25 roadsigns of spiritual events scattered over my life which gave me directions..a road to travel down like light at the end of the tunnel.
1) starts out with a spirit waking up in a family of strangers and trying to fit in. DP, (dead preacher) my guide and disc member drops in to shore me up.
2) DP shows up again to save the soul of a father figure who's on the wrong track.
3) using the ouiji board brings me in touch with spirits who demand I choose between power or love as my pathway.
4) get visited by guides and my employer and I recieve a healing miracle.
5) I learn to listen to intuition rather than bad advice.
6) a guide shows up and says drop the drugs or it's jail for you, your choice.
7) a minister sends me to an exorcist and DP shows up to save my butt
8) I meet a soul mate who I will marry and have children with. I see light streaming out of his eyes.
9) I start doing faith laying on of hands for a bit.
10) I experience a meeting with my future self. lol. I told her to get lost.
11) my husband dies and visits me and tells me to pull myself together as I was injuring him by cring too much.
12) a singing idol comes in spirit and tells me the reason I can't sing good is I'm too angry, so get rid of the anger.
13) I try to kill myself and my twins both dream about it and I realize I'm responsible for what they dream.
14) I slip out of body consciously after trying for years and become an orb. I realize my freedom I've had all this time.
15) the first retrieval of the boy in the alley after reading Monroe, I was inspired to see what was really out there. this becomes like an initiation.
16) I read ACIM and experience a rebirth of my future self settling into the body. I told her to get lost but she wasn't going anywhere, lol.
17) I do a self retrieval with guides which exposes my belief system programming I can now toss away.
18) I die and surrender to possible annhiliation only to find out theres no death but support out there for the fallen.
19) a chapter on various retrievals I've done and some reflections on that.
20) A very prominent retrieval of Cami, a teenage girl. I had received instructions to do the 3x3 breath exercise and visuals before this retrieval and the energy gathering exercise catapulted me out of body to do a conscious retrieval to my surprise. I was out of body exploring the future afterwards. I came back to body as if only an hour had passed and it was morning. my guides had me take the form of a dog to rescue Cami.
21) I find an exploration partner on this board. we find verifications, with me finding more than her. shes a writer and helps me get my thoughts together.
22) I talk to my grandmother, whos acting as my mother's guide until transition which is very close for mother. I learn how to do this through Bruce's guidelines.
23) I start obe-ing to people on this board and they start obe-ing to me.
24) I start dreaming of future events of a personal nature and up to 12 months in advance but sometimes only one day in advance. I have to figure out what to do with new information.
25) I learn to channel DP and flip back and forth between two worlds. I ask DP questions at first, he answers. Then DP starts asking me questions and Laughing Rain answers. a quiet merge of higher and lower self begins. DP says I can die now. he says make a decision on my own. I decide to stay awhile longer.
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