This morning I became lucid during a dream, so I decided to have an OBE instead.  This led to a series of OBEs, Id say I had at least three in a row.  But the last one was somthing special, and I'd like to share it with everyone and see what you guys think.

I was still in my body, but my energy body was very loose.  I called out for a guide, and felt a small hand in mine.  It pulled me up and out, and I was facing a small boy, probably about eight years old.  I just knew that this boy was special to me, so close to me, I could not resist giving him a big hug.  I was talking to him, and although I can not remember the exact dialogue, I know what was discussed and what answers I got.  After communication, I discovered that this boy was actually me, when I was his age.  Somthing happened that caused him separate from me.  I cannot remember the incident or incidents that caused this, I just know that he was me, he is me, a part of me that was previously lost.  He then presented me with a box.  In this box were some objects.  They may have been books, but I only glanced in the box so I am not completely sure.  But I understood that these items inside the box represented this boy, and I knew I needed to read or examine everything in that box so this boy could be a part of me once again.  

At this time, I noticed that I was with another boy as well.  My awareness of the first boy became faint, but this new boy began talking to me.  He was worried, because the thought that if I were to unite with the boy who pulled me out, either he would not exist anymore, or I would not be able to be with him anymore.  However, I knew that this was not the case, although I was not completely sure who this new boy was, I also knew that he was special and close to me in some way.  I hugged him, and told him that nothing bad would happen, that everything was for the best and we would always be together.  It was very emotional.  So I looked into the box, and all of the items were gone!  Just then, I knew that whatever it was that needed to be done, I had done it at that point.  I felt that I did not need those items to unite once again with that little boy, but it already occurred, possibly simply by the act of comforting the other boy and accepting what had to be done.  It was very emotional for me, I felt such extreme joy it was indescribable.

Here is my analysis of the events which occured.  I believe that an aspect of myself which I had given up, lost, when I was a little kid, came to me and for some reason it was time to reunite with him.  I believe that the second boy who came was possibly my old self, after the initial separation from the aspect which was lost.  He was what was left of me after the one aspect was lost.  I beleive that he was afraid that if I was to join with the old aspect of myself, he would not exist anymore, for he is what I became when the aspect left, and he thought that with the return of this aspect brought about the demise of himself.
I allowed him to see that this was not the case, so he did not fear the reunion, and it was able to take place.  

Any further thoughts would be appreciated.  This seemed monumental to me, I really do believe something amazing happened.

I forgot to ask,

do you feel any different, ?

say more grounded, less inhibited?

Things like that

Light_R_Us

I'm sorry for not answering right away!  I appreciate your interest.  The only immediate effect I felt was I felt light-hearted, and even more happy than I usually am.  However, I wanted to give it a few days to see if I noticed anything significant.  What I can say at this point is I seem to be less fearful.  Honestly, just when I dropped almost all fears I have had throughout my life, such as fear of rejection, what other people think, failure, ect.. you know, common fears... just when I no longer felt these fears in my daily life situations, I suddenly regained my age old fear of aliens! lol.  As silly as it sounds, its true.  I started feeling like I was constantly being watched by them, fearing they would come out of the shadows at any moment.  This fear increased after the night I had some very strange occurances involving missing time, being touched by somthing, seeing unexplainable things, and having a profoundly disturbing dream, just a little over a week ago. 

However, a few days after this happened I experienced the unexpected remerging, the self retrieval that seemed to actually be initiated by the lost aspect of myself.  I noticed the first night after the retrieval that I was not thinking about aliens, and even when I did I was not feeling the fear as I had been for the past nights, and basically my whole life.  The next night, the same thing.  No fear.  No worrying about aliens.  The next night, still no fear.  So I think at this point, its safe to say that somehow this occurance has helped rid me of my fear of aliens.  The interesting part is, the age of the boy I encountered was about the age I was when aliens first came into my life, what I mean by that is the boy was the same age I was when I first began having these incredible fears of aliens for seemingly no reason.  Perhaps I'm just inventing the connection, perhaps not..

But once again, thanks for the interest, and I did not mean to insult you or lead you to believe you were not important enough for me to answer.  Of course you are!  I was just waiting until I could give you a definate answer.

Yeah.. Im guessing you're reffering to my debate about Jesus.  At first it was a semi-productive debate, but Ive come to realize it has become very unimportant and pointless.  I have decided to get over it, everyone has their own beliefs and we shouldnt go around trying to change what everyone thinks, no matter how right you think you are.  I have been continuing with my journeys however, I always stay true to myself and the path I have chosen, no matter what distractions are around me, they are small fries compared to my main goals.