I would like to tell you more about my experience at the Kripalu Center where I attended Caroline Myss' seminar for the weekend.
Her new book and CD's are entitled, "Entering the Castle".  As I have already said, Caroline takes her information from St. Teresa d'Avila and there are 7 castles with many rooms. Caroline had us "imagine" ourselves entering our own caste and going into the rooms. For those who did not read my first witting, please see Entering the Castle 1.

Caroline had us close our eyes and remember the first room she took us into.  The room is a large room with a fire place, two chairs and a rug.  There are many doors off this "living room".  When I went to the first door, I met my father.  Then Caroline had us return to the main room and sit for a while.  Now I continue with the session:
I rose from my chair in front of the fireplace, and walked to the right of the fireplace to another door.  When I opened the door, it was suggested to us (there were 280 people at this seminar) that we enter into a small, brilliant gold room which looks like a chapel.  I immediately saw a room like an alcove, shaped in an upside down U shape.  My room had a warm golden glow all about it and the room was absorbed in this color.  There as a chair , more like a bench to my left up against the wall.  I was cozy.  Caroline tried suggesting that the room was a white room with the golden light shining in, but my room was absorbed in the golden color. Now she said that we would see God sitting in the chair.  My God (at this time) was sitting on the bench with his back up against the wall.  He looked like Neptune, without the trident. He was fully clothed with heavy linens, shin high boots, long sleeves.  I can't say too much about the colors. The boots were dark, either black or dark brown.  The pants were dark, also but contrasted with the boots. His top reminded me or burlap, but a very comfortable burlap in an ivory/pearl color. Now I walked toward him and I sat immediately upon his lap.  I felt like a very pleased "I was good, Santa" child.  I cuddled with him.  He didn't speak, neither did I.  We were just very comfortable as we cuddled. I was both the participant and the viewer at this time. Caroline told us to come back, so the stay was brief.  I got up, smiled whole-heatedly at my God, the walked back the the main room.  It was a very "quiet but comfortable" experience.


Love and Light--- Carol Ann

I don't know who Neptune is! Never associated Neptune with trident either, but associate Neptune as a planet. and the planets I associate with gods, or beings who represent the planets and embody them. but this is very intriguing that u are one with this being, your god.  the clothing is so detailed you described, almost like you knew what they wore, or wear in another dimension of time. a clue to how many of "your selves" are spread out in the world for surely this god has other children as well.

in my brief studies of astrology Neptune is the planet of psychic, dreams, visions, totally apart from convention, tradition and politics. I believe it rules Pisces, Justin would know something about Neptune I'll bet.

thanks, that was really neat. gold color is associated with the ray of wisdom, while yellow is associated with the intellect.

LR--http://www.crystalinks.com/neptunerome.html
Neptune is the God of the Sea, also know as Posiden. He is muscular and strong. I don't always  image God as a male, sometime as a female: ie: Mother Nature. But, my favorite color has always been yellow and when Caroline suggested that our quiet room was all white, my color turned to white briefly, I saw the Unitarian Church in our city, then the color went immediately back to a warm gold. I am very happy that this all relates to the planet Neptune. I find the parallel in "personalities" very striking. I love psychic phenomena. I have been studying the occult most of my life. I write down my dreams and visions. I dislike politics and I am quite independent. I respected my parents, but I always sort out my own mind. Thanks for all the comments. L&L cat

When God created me, he/she said "Carol Ann--- you will never get overly excited or exhilarated  or euphoric over any being".  The feeling was one of Remeberance---, of being comfortable of who I am and who God is. I have never had an idol. Someone asked my how I felt about "meeting" Caroline Myss?  I said --- She's just like me and you. She is a human being. I'm pleased that I'm here to see her, but I never get overly excited by anyone."  I don't mean that with any disrespect.  I always feel that I am a part of the whole. I fit in with the rest of the universe. My father gave me one valuable piece of wisdom. He told me, "They eat the same way as you and they poop the same way as you."  Not to say that God actually does, but when I go back to him/her, then I will be the same as he/she: a part of the whole. I am just a little flick of paint on a great canvas. We all are. If you stand up too close, you only see the speck. However, when you stand back, you view a magnificent masterpiece created by an even more magnificent artist. I love my artist/creator for allowing me to be a part of that greater picture. As for all those other dots of paint on the canvas with me, they are the same as me----- pure unconditional love of our creator. One.  Love and Light --- Carol Ann