my feeling is that you are already doing this, helping, whenever you can, to a degree you already are this person that you are to become because linear time is an allusion that we are not already what our blueprint is.

I have precognition dreams, and I'd say that this is the time, during the shift when more of us will begin to dream..not just mundane dreams but the soul jarring dreams, the dreams which help to awaken us to our unlimited selves, our potential to make a difference in our world by paying attention to each individual who crosses our path. I see you as that kind of person who can be helpful to others because you have an open mind and don't shut your heart down when you're rejected by others because of your beliefs, which to others may seem quite far fetched, but not to some of us here on these types of forums.

so you should be happy, you are being shown a glimpse of your destination. I too get glimpses and sometimes I cant stand the happiness that comes over me to get a glimpse of not only myself as I grow, but of folks like you who are not afraid to voice what you believe, what you choose to explore.

love, alysia