well I got what I wanted I got to see Doc's great looking open, caring looking face with some kind of bright enthusiam on it, it just struck me really hard! thanks! and Marcela has a very friendly face, I have been struck by some things you have said in the past; your words have shown your beauty is both in and out, which is rare. either you have placed your picture up before Marcela, or when I saw it you looked just the way I imagined you would.
thanks for sticking up for me Dude, you youngsters are straight to the point, thats why I like the young set, I feel young too. I enjoy the avatars u put up, they may say more than a face does, your previous chest shot was quite intriguing; I could see why you'd make an excellent model.
Doc I like the way you never take sides too. thats what good moderators do. I am working on not taking things personally. today a good psychic friend resident of the board has told me a great truth which cleared up for me something;
this person said that more or less that adversity will come my way and it is for me to develop from it my potential to remain balanced in emotion and to not be judgmental.
there are found insensitivities within everyday life. this little light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine!  I feel great with my new outlook!

Lucy, this is me too;   Spooky thanks for being around and for your special flavor here.  Marcela, I'm a little hard to scrape off this board. I haven't been able to find another quite like it since 2001, although I looked around, it feels like home. I hope you stay around too as long as you are comfortable.
besides, I like to think maybe others will read Bruce's books and get the same gain there that I did, then maybe we could talk more about the knowledge, the techniques there instead of misinterpreting each other and getting off topic. if we are talking about me, we are indeed, off topic.

although for the life of me, it seems a human's duty is to get off topic...
I will try to stay on topic this year coming of 2007.

Jennings, I am not a Christian and I did not appreciate your remarks about name dropping, nor do I understand smacking botty, nor do I wish you to explain to me what fatous or puerile means, not do I want revenge, nor to argue a point, nor do I believe in rank, I simply intend to address topics and persons with whom I can relate.
I understand you may have been offering friendly helpfulness in your way. it was not helpful. thanks anyway.

Hi Doc, thanks for your words. i can hear you.  you ask if Jennings had said I was a Taurus with my moon in Jupiter if I would have taken offense?
I don't think I would have been offended...but I would still have been confused because there are websites especially for the discussion of astrology. so I'm just trying to see where you're going with this. I thought my topic was clear enough about obes and the way we can learn from obes about our own selves, and excuse me, but Bruce has been in this particular obe, why would he call that name dropping?

one thing I noticed on boards is its hard to see when a person is trying to be funny.

a sense of humor is good however you can't always tell from just a post. I've gone through my life seeing people like you see them Doc. I always made excuses for bad behavior, slips of the tongue, bad jokes and folks that take a topic and lead it down some side street from its purpose. I did that endlessly.
I'm sorry. I just can't make excuses anymore for others, nor can I make excuses for myself. They can do that for themselves better than me.

I ended up feeling guilty because I started the thread. I usually follow other peoples threads rather than start one. I would like to welcome Jennings and I thought I had done that already. so I guess the lesson is that when a person responds to a thread that they think about all the many ways they could be taken.
I don't want to feel guilty. I didn't do anything wrong. I was sharing something precious to me. I think anyone who posts on this board deserves the utmost respect for taking the time to put themselves down on paper or cyberspace. and I still think Jennings first post on another thread is a work of art pure and simple.
I also see you can't see a person truly by what they post up. I don't see any solution other than we have to start giving each other the benefit of the doubt. and double read what we post. this is the interest of building community.
or maybe I'm all wrong. maybe its just me that wants to build community. if so I apologize.
like I said earlier this is for my development and I will take advantage of that learning situation.

are we all being too serious? maybe we should stop beating this dead horse. I'm tired. I could talk of love for hours to some and they'd just think I was trying to be popular.
not. I just need people. I'm not ashamed I need people but I'm tired of explaining to them they need people too.

thanks again Doc.

ok Cosmic I'll stay then. I'm having indigestion of love. burp.

hi Vicky u are one of the few who makes this site cook. I would have been gone a long time ago if not for you and some others who know what its about here.

hope we can always stay friends until death do us part (and on the other side of death too)
funny, I didn't intend for this thread to turn out like this either.
love, alysia

thanks Bets, birthdays are good to celebrate arent they? any old excuse to party, lol.
I'm starting to lose my fear of aging and its a wonderful thing to lose! or I mean, gain understanding of aging process.
I was amazed you showed up one day Bets. I had been out of body looking for you. I just know I was.

Marcela dear, I was so happy to see you on my website guest log. you truly made my day! I'm glad you came here to this site too. in back of all the talking here people need people and you seem to have this knowledge quite well. talk soon y'all!