Hi all,

I had an experience I would like to share. I am still wrestling with the issue of "proof" regarding retrievals and such, still in the stage where I am gathering personal evidence that what I am involved in here is real.

My boyfriend has a buddy whose mutual friend "R" comitted suicide a few months ago. I tried to contact "R" once a while back by asking him to appear in my dream that night. He appeared on a couch with my friend, talking with him, and there were reassuring images in my dream indicating that all was well, and that my friend and I are about to board a "bus" with some others. In my room at the "hotel" while waiting I found my bed covered with many loaves of different kinds of bread, beautifully laid out, enough for many people. I came away from my dream feeling that all was prepared for me.

On Thursday I decided to try to contact "R" again using one of Bruce's "special visit" cds. My motivation was continuing doubts expressed by my boyfriend.

Assuming I am accurate, I "found" him (I've never been clear on his facial features, just an impression) sitting in a canvas lawn chair. I asked him what he was doing and he said he was resting. A tennis ball was shown to me, close up. "R" said, wanna play tennis? I was doubtful and thought, from what I know, you don't seem like the kind of fellow to play tennis. He said, why not?

I thought, okay, so we played a game. It was a sort of "antigravity" tennis and it was fun (I don't play the game, by the way). I could fly around to exactly where the ball was and hit it so no one ever missed the ball.

I said, well, that was fun, but I need "proof" - so he showed me a ring, like a high school ring, that I suppose has some meaning I don't know. I then asked him what his favorite memory of my boyfriend is, who was really only a brief acquaintance of "R," but I lost focus and left the meditation.

Today I went to work and was sent an email with an attachment from a work buddy. It was a "marvelous machine," with "proof" of its existence in the video attached.

The video was a music machine, extremely elaborate, made out of farm machinery and other items. Many musical instruments were interconnected with these items, such as a drum set, a spinning keyboard contraption, etc. etc. Out of small openings a multitude of tennis sized balls constantly flew up and bounced onto parts of these instruments, moving from one set to another, kind of like dominoes in a row falling in perfect succession. It looked absolutely impossible, and I assume it was a computer simulation. The trick was, the balls were flying out in amazing numbers with incredible accuracy and hitting the precise spots to produce a pleasant, rhythmical music.

"R" had played music with my boyfriend a few times for fun. That is what my boyfriend remembers about him. As I stated earlier, in my meditation the last thing I asked "R" was what was his favorite memory of my boyfriend. That's when I faded out.

The email with this attachment was sent by my office mate, who has the same name as my boyfriend's ex wife (the ex, who, by the way, unknown to me until I began seeing my boyfriend, works in the same building as me). Coincidences? I don't think so.

I think I got my answer?

love, blink

Yeah, Bets, it appears so, doesn't it?  I was happy that I made any kind of connection at all, since it certainly doesn't happen "on command."  I placed a strong intention before my meditation and I had a good reason to look for him again, I think.  I really felt my "guide" take my hand and fly away with me.  That was nice.  

It now occurs to me that the "ring" certainly relates to the "ex" connection at my workplace. At first, when I was looking at it it was "just" a ring but I think I may have "embellished" it a little in my meditation because I wanted to know what the ring meant.  Or perhaps it also has another meaning to someone else involved.  In a weird way, all of the elements of my questions were involved in the email and attachment I received.

By the way, I am also a sort of "ex" to my boyfriend, although we were never married. We were together 25 years ago. So, the "ring" and the "ex" connections are very interrelated.

I know that to some people these might seem like odd coincidences only. For example, why don't you get his last name, etc. etc.? I don't know.  This is what I got.  I remember Juditha saying that she has been instructed to state EXACTLY what she gets. So that's what I'm doing.

How would someone in the afterlife be able to tie all these things together in such a synchronous way? I don't know, and I really don't understand any of this completely.  But it sure is interesting.....

Thanks for your reply!

love, blink