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Reply #90 - Dec 21st, 2006 at 12:29pm
 
hello Dude and Spooky and RobC...I never did back flips, lol, in space, but I did some treadmill walking, like pacing..it was so I wouldn't run. I was letting someone catch up to me. but mostly I do glide. just like a ghost..lol..Dude, backflips are good though! most people would give their eye teeth to be able to have any sense of movement out there.

returning to the scene of the retrieval...my first retrieval in the 80's I wasn't sure it was successful because I didn't know what a retrieval was in order to ascertain its success or failure. actually, I didn't have faith in my ability either. so I expressed my doubts to Bruce here on the boad. He said to go back in my mind to the memory. Once I did that I noticed the ambulance drivers, the guides were dressed in this apparel for the retrievee's benefit. It was his scene. I had wondered at the time who all the helpers were, there were half a dozen milling around, just waiting to do their job. they wanted to take the boy away from the alley but they had to wait for me to get his attention and I was confused..I tried to make my voice soothing to him and it worked because eventually the helpers put him on the stretcher. I was also sending him PUL.
I think it was the sound of his voice crying for help which made this retrieval successful.

it was the most gut wrenching scream I've ever heard this side of hell. some of us are vision oriented, some of us sound oriented, some of us both, in this case I was riding his grief sound. so my guide was so unemotional..do something she said, do something!
she stood and watched. I don't think he can see me, I replied. help me. no, she said, you have to do it by yoursef. can you? so I just started talking a blue streak, attempting to make a soothing sound. then his eyes got really big as he stared at me and I thought, it seems he can see and hear me now. thats when the helpers rushed in to do their job and his attention moved to them.

but still, in the morning (obe retrieval during the night)  you wake up and say, what was that about? I hadn't read anything about retrievals except for Monroe's 2nd book. and the curl attached to him that blinked out to it's bst. I knew it was real, but I still had doubts that I could comfort somebody in that much stress. the boy was stuck in his death scene. I had no thought paradigm for this kind of circumstance.

so I had to return to make sure it was successful and if it wasn't, then I might have to ask again what to do. thats when I saw and remembered he had been taken away,
just like Dude saw the empty house on the cliff, I saw the empty alley.

but I've always been grateful Bruce told me to go back, I didn't know I could go back and get further confirmation I had been successful.
You got me thinking about retrievals again Dude..I think they're important because you have to come from the heart intelligence when doing them. I think we are mostly a mental society so a little heart now and then is good.

you did good Dude, sometimes the good feelings don't come until later where you are certain you made a difference for this one. you just have to trust you did your best.

The Park on Focus 27. what I saw there was the hall of knowledge. that place is huge. cotains books since time began up to the ceiling. has caretakers.  theres a stone bench I met my exploration partner there. a winding pathway of pavement to walk on. theres many levels and steps and more levels to the doors. the doors must be 20' high.

everytime an author agrees to write a book, it gets written in the astral first and put on the shelf there for others to read, before it gets published in this world.

the reception office I have seen as a small room off a hallway, many reception rooms, always someone sitting there to receive who is brought in and assisted to their placement or family. and theres lots of grass and green outside, no cars. not around the hall of knowledge/library. no noise either.

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Reply #91 - Dec 21st, 2006 at 2:58pm
 
Backflips through space.  Sounds fun except that I just had lunch and I’m not sure my stomach could handle it.  It’s amazing to me that you can go back to the same place and that, as Spooky indicates, it’s not that difficult once you get the trick.  What’s great, though, it to learn that the lady moved on.  Congratulations!
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Reply #92 - Dec 21st, 2006 at 3:03pm
 
Hi Alysia - guess I hadn't refreshed my browser when I made my previous post.  Glad there are folks like you and Spooky and Doc and others that have experience and can share their insights with Dude.  For myself, I'm just glad his posting his journal online.  Thanks Dude! -Rob
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Reply #93 - Dec 21st, 2006 at 3:56pm
 
yes thank you Rob, I hope Dude doesn't mind I hog tied his journal. he just gets me thinking about retrievals a lot. just let me know if I should keep my noise down Dude and be glad to do that. love, alysia
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Reply #94 - Dec 21st, 2006 at 5:25pm
 
Alysia, I love hearing about your retrievals, make all the noise you want!  I learn alot from what you are posting, as do many otheres, and the more feedback I get, the better.  This topic only has 7 pages so far...  We need to get it up to 100!
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Reply #95 - Dec 21st, 2006 at 8:01pm
 
ROLF! out of body dude, you are POPULAR!  I think its because so seldom we get  this kind of thing here where its ongoing.

so if u don't mind, I'm still learning too. love, alysia
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Reply #96 - Dec 23rd, 2006 at 4:13pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 27

This morning I woke up after a decent amount of sleep and put on advanced focus 10.  This is becoming a weekend ritual for me  Cheesy  So I decided to try a new technique Ive read about for a while now, but never actually put to use.  I said to myself, body asleep, mind awake, over and over.  But when I would say body asleep, I would imagine a light turn on throughout my body, my body would light up.  Then when I said mind awake, my body light would switch off and I would imagine my mind lighting up instead.  Around my brain area it would light.  So I was switching these two lights on and off while repeating body asleep mind awake. I picked up on an image of this park type place. Not THE park, but it reminded me of a park in New York.  So I am seeing this place from ground level.  Suddenly I am seeing it from a few hundred feet in the air.  So I decide to start falling down.  The more I fall, the more I realise I am actually here, at this place.  I feel the falling sensation very strongly, it feels awsome and fun.  I begin also spinning about 360 degrees every 50 or so feet.  I reach the bottom, and begin to fly forward, away from the park.  Im flying through the streets, about at roof level, sometimes swooping in much lower inbetween people walking(Some of these people I recognize from a dream I had earlier! Most of them, actually).  I realise that I am flying down a very familiar street, one on which I used to live and basically grew up on.  The way the city is set up, the park would have been where the beach is in real life, and as soon as I left the park I was on my way down the street to my old block.  So Im just flying down, swooping all around, ocassionaly grabbing onto an electrical wire(ouch) and swinging like spider man.  I recall looking at my hands, and they looked like my hands in real life.  Usually when I look at my hands in an OBE, they have a more translucent quality, a more energetic look to them, so this makes me think this was more of a lucid dream, rather than an OBE.  Of course this would fall under the category Wake Induced Lucid Dream, which is where you enter the hypnowhateveritscalled state, and basicaly jump into the images you see.  So nothing too special happened on my little journey, just some funtastic aireal feats.
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Reply #97 - Dec 24th, 2006 at 12:19am
 
hey! it was TOO special!

you're just being humble I suspect Smiley  oh boy, now you got me started comparing my experience to yours again..but u said u didn't mind. and btw, as your grandmother I must admonish you to write your journal on your own puter for safekeeping. years from now, you may need your notes.

wow, thats 27 so far. you call yours Wake Induced Lucid Dream, I call a similar happenstance from C1 a dual consciousness situation. Were you aware of your physical body, like a split consciousness? like being in two places at the same time or where you completely unconscious that you had a physical body?

the word you were searching is hynogogic. maybe thats where you were too.
for me that state is where I am before coffee, for about 30 minutes. seems like not all of me is back from sleep yet. in that state I can "hear" board conversations before I go to the board, or I'll hear personal messages from disc members to me, or from guides, helpers or even my higher self which knows everything, lol.

frequently out there the sense of direction is reversed. perhaps because the astral realm is a mirror, and when looking into a mirror everything is reversed.

btw, better not form any opinions yet that this is a lucid dream, as the lucid dream can generate an obe and also the obe can swing into a lucid dream, it just depends on your intentions that you set and other factors of how we can blink in and out of consciousness out there.

jumping into images, yes, your awareness becomes a part of the image. thats how I did it too. I jumped into the images as the star player on a couple of occassions but first I had an observer self who asked me if I wanted to be in the movie. sure, why not? lol.

no two experiences will be the same. expectations are useless, so one time your hands are translucent, another time they seem solid.

heres a brief rundown I did in the 80's. I relaxed in a chair for 20 minutes then popped out of the forehead area (theres a chakra portal there) I was just aware of energy coming from the forehead. I found myself focused on this energy and a screen opened up seemed inside my head and my body form was on the movie screen, still aware of my physical body throughout, so called it dual consciousness.
I had a destination in the world so I started moving..although I could always see my physical body sitting in the chair when I wanted to, like looking down at something large, while this awareness was smaller, had an overview.  I walked down then flew down, a country road I didn't recognize, I saw trees whizzing by me, I was looking for the ocean, it was taking too long even though I was flying..looked down at my arms and legs and they started to disappear which scared me...next I was a roundish orb, like a ball of light, I kept thinking, this is totally unexpected, I NEED my arms and legs!
some intuition or guide said I could travel faster as an orb so I stopped arguing, after all, I didn't want to blow this experience by not believing this could happen. I'd been trying too long and too hard to blink back now.

then like you, I did something fun. I found the rocks and spontaneously decided to bounce off the rocks as this bouncey orb thing. boing!!! boing!! ha! hadn't had that much fun in years.... Smiley  I had some guidance which told me it wasn't the proper time to go scare my brother..he wouldn't  know why I was there. so I played on the beach.

I didn't do flying tricks, I stayed low to the ground and glided a little lilting fashion, a little bouncy thing...never repeated the same experience, but one is fine!

you're doing good since if you get a feeling of fun, and maybe a feeling of freedom too, those are indications of success in what you're learning. truly moments to treasure of our intinsic free spirits who are not trapped in our bodies as we tend to think.
pat yourself on the back, because believe me, nobody else will! well, take that back, some will understand because they had a similar circumstance.

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Reply #98 - Dec 24th, 2006 at 10:37pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 28

I put on a track from the set Prospecting.. Wave 6 part 3.  This set has different sounds combined with the hemisync, but with no verbal guidance.  So I'm chilling in focus 10, when I realise I am in my grandmothers house.  In her front room.  Instead of exploring as I was, I instead focused my awareness away from the body I was in in my grandmothers house.  I floated out of the window and outside.  I could sense that there was dew in the air, the sun was shining through a little patch of space in the heavy clouds.  I flew all around outside, then flew in through the window of my grandmothers house, and went back out another window.  I spent another few minutes just flying around, going to different places that were slightly different from real life, filled with joy and excitement.
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Reply #99 - Dec 25th, 2006 at 12:35pm
 
You're free now. go with the joy and excitement. it will take u where you want to go. love, alysia
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Reply #100 - Dec 29th, 2006 at 4:04pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 29

Last night I decided to try out the last series of the Experience, Wave 7.  All I can say is WOW.

Wave 7 is actually instructed by Roberts Wife.  The first part was to get you better aquainted with your energy body.  The second part was the lift out procedure.  I skipped over the first and went right to the second part.  I was pretty deep in focus 10, and then went to focus 12.  The instructions were then to feel your energy vibrations increase, and then to feel like you were floating up.  I was suprised when I actually felt myself getting lighter and lighter, as if any second I would float up and out of my body.  I knew I would be out in moments.  And then as just my luck has it, my cat who was next to me starts moving around and scratching herself and bumping into me, which totally disrupts any progress I had made.  So I threw the cat out(nicely).

I skipped the track to part 5.  It said it was the gateway to focus 21.  I got excited, because I never did a focus 21 exercise yet on gateway, and was looking forward to it.  After reaching focus 12, she began to count up to 21.  At the count of 13, my consiousness felt much different.  It was as if I was laying in a black void which spanned out into infinity.  As the counting continued very slowly, I felt as if I was moving.  I could not tell what direction, or even if it was in a direction, perhaps I was moving dimensionally.  And the more the counting continued, the less my awareness focused on my body.  It was as if I did not have a body any more, my consoiusness was simply at this place that was unlike anything similar to focus 10 or 12.  I was seeing different lights, and different shapes in the blackness.  At the count of 21, I was in a totally new place.  It is hard to describe it, but it was definately amazing.  It must have been around 5 am at this point, and I was having holding my concentration on anything but sleep.  So I snapped out of it and passed out, I'm definatly revisiting this tonight however.
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Reply #101 - Dec 29th, 2006 at 4:40pm
 
well I'm definetely hoping to see if anything results from reaching focus 21 so I hope you come back. Smiley  I've never used tapes, too cheap to buy them and too overwhelmed with my own personal studies so I appreciate your journal.

I'm posting up Monroe's explanation of focus levels for newbies and also his philosophy which helps to explain what we've been doing on the other threads to get to understanding.  and maybe if u check out focus 21 again, tell me if you see any kind of bridge or cross over point? thanks...

Focus Levels:

Focus 10 -- Mind awake, body asleep

Focus 12 -- Expanded mind

Focus 15 -- No time, view past lives, future lives

Focus 21 -- The bridge to the afterlife

Focus 22 -- place where Alzheimers patients,
drug addicts, alcoholics, etc. hang


Focus 23 -- Afterlife BSTs where souls get stuck

Focus 24, 25, 26 -- Belief system territories, a continuence of bst's, as in many mansions type of thing.

Focus 27 -- The Park, TMI There, Reception
Center, hall of knowlege, akashic records, hospitals for process of healing from belief you are still sick, etc.
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Reply #102 - Jan 3rd, 2007 at 2:15pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 30

I woke up this morning, and decided to do some exercises.  I layed back with my hands behind my head for a moment to relax before putting on my ipod.  I began feeling gentle vibrations, and started to float up and out of my body without even really meaning to, I didnt even get a chance to put on my ipod yet.  I had a clear view of my room as I was lifting up.  However, once I passed through my ceiling, my vision went blank, I could not see a thing.  I demanded for clarity, but it was not working too well.  So I spun around a few times.  When I stopped, I saw a dim light in the distance.  So I flew over to this light, and possibly even went through it.  The next thing I know, I'm in a dimly lighted space, face to face with a dark blob, a mass of energy, and I was pretty sure it was a conscious being.  It was not very appealing to me, so I left and was back in my body.

As I was opening my eyes, I noticed somthing strange.  You know when you squint and can see your eyelashes?  Well in my eyelashes, it appeared as if there were different sized spiders in them.  I knew they were not real, but I was curious as to why I was seeing them.  I thought it may have had somthing to do with the being I just saw, but I dont know.

So I floated up once again with minimal vibrations, but once again my clairty was quite terrible.  I decided I needed to raise my vibrations.

Back in my body, I saw my two spheres of energy, one above my head and the other below my feet.  They filled me with energy, and I was vibrating quite nicely at this point.  I lifted up, and decided to visit my friend.  I focused on his ident for a few moments, and then began moving at great speeds.  I did not have vision while I was moving, but I knew it was at incredible speeds.  I suddenly stopped, and was in a classroom.  The first person I saw was my friend, sitting at a desk.  THere were many other people in this classroom too.  I figured he was really in this class right now, in real life.  I decided to stirr things up a bit, so I slid a desk half way across the room.  The whole class looked at it(or maybe even at me) with wide eyes, as if saying...what is going on?!  I then decided to write my friend a note, so I grabbed his pencil and on his paper I wrote... its vince.  The next moment I was back in my body.

At first I thought it was a real physical classroom I was in, but I realised my friend goes to the same college as I do, and we are on break right now.  So Im thinking that perhaps he was sleeping at the time, and was in this classroom in a different reality, probably unconsciously.  I do believe that we sometimes to go classes to learn things in our sleep, and I think I may have traveled to his dream class.
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Reply #103 - Jan 3rd, 2007 at 4:46pm
 
It amazes me that you could lift off before you got the ipod hooked up to your ears.  Do you get the effect of an exercise before you do it very often?  Interesting about the class.  I wonder what the subject was.  When did you realize you interrupted a real class?  When you moved the desk, when everyone looked at you or when you ended up back in your body?  I also hope you'll ask your friend what he was doing at the time.
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Reply #104 - Jan 4th, 2007 at 12:09am
 
HI Dude I can verify there are many classroom settings and lecture halls I've attended now and again out there. a classroom can symbolize that there is a subject your friend seeks to learn about right now. or it can be a more real classroom.

I can share one time I find interesting. couple years back I walked into a classroom and I wanted to gain the attention of the teacher whom I needed to learn something from, but I was feeling a little withdrawn so I took a seat, not the front row, but I got brave and did the 2nd row.  in real life I used to sit in the back.
this was a bookwriting class and I had come with an attitude of "I don't need to come here."  I have notes on this somewhere. but what I remember best is arguing with the teacher and him seeming to be amused with me. matter of fact I have to go read my notes again because there were two points he brought up. it did help me with book writing. I'll post them when I find them. thats very good you are getting to be an adept so fast. alysia
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