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Reply #60 - Dec 8th, 2006 at 2:50am
 
Thanks for sharing your evolving experiences OOBD.

It's an amazing journey.

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Reply #61 - Dec 8th, 2006 at 1:18pm
 
Journal Entry 18

Last night I decided to back to the basics and did a focus ten exercise. My proficency for entering focus ten has probably doubled since my last f10 exercise. After getting into ten I did a focus 12 exercise and got the usual expansion feeling. Ive been reading Bruces articles lately, so I decided that maybe to phase I need to start it out as an imaginational scene. So I imagined meeting with my guide, he was human form but made of light. I was talking to him for a bit, and then asked to do a retrieval at a hollow heaven. So we went to this place with lots of clouds, and I tried to talk to someone but it was a little awkward, so I changed my mind and asked to go to the park in focus 27. I tried to imagine what the park looked like the best I could.. I was still imagining this journey. Then I imagined talking to the lady at the park that Monroe described in Ultimate Journey, the one who greets everyone. I got a distinct picture in my head of what she looked like, so I was talking to her for a little bit but couldn't come up with many good questions. I was hoping maybe this imaginational journey would jumpstart some phasing but I dont think it did. After it didn't work out I just layed in the blackness. I was always seeing things, mainly just different shades of grey and black, some little lights. I would get a distinct picture of someone every now and then. One time a scene of two women walking in a distinct place outdoors flashed in my head. I concentrated on it but nothing happened. I was also shown a picture of this guys face. He reminded me of a backstreet boy haha. I read in Bruces article that in order for a retreival or phasing to work you have to totally shut down "the interpreter" and only be the perciever. Its hard though because every time I see somthing I immediately ask to myself who is that what should I do this and that. Any tips would be appreciated.
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Reply #62 - Dec 9th, 2006 at 12:22am
 
I think that if you see something it is normal to have a question what it is. what my guides do is say focus in closer or imagine to be up near to the face or person to see their eyes if u can. if you are looking at something that is odd, you can imagine to close your eyes and ask for clarity and open again. if u see the same thing over and over that is generally a sign you can go with it and it could as well shapeshift into something else. if you can watch it shapeshift you will be observing another interpretation taking place and probably a better one than the first. then to direct your question to the guides is good, but be sure and wait to hear the answer before blinking out.
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Reply #63 - Dec 9th, 2006 at 2:34pm
 
Hi Dude.  I was wondering if you could describe the feeling of expansion when you go into focus 12.  Looks like you’re progressing.  That’s great.  Someone once wrote that they thought you had a ghostly green skin.  I’m definitely getting red tones now.  Nice picture.  Rob
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Reply #64 - Dec 9th, 2006 at 6:18pm
 
The expansion feels like my point of perception and awareness is stretching out in all ways. Sometimes I feel an expasion accompanied by a feeling of lifting upwards as well.  Haha the skin is not really green its just the lighting. If your skin is turning red you might want to talk to a doctor lol.
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Reply #65 - Dec 9th, 2006 at 8:36pm
 
Hi ooBDude,
it's good to ask for "take me to ...", like to F 27. You may firstly only get vague impressions, very brief glimpses. But these little pieces could, put together, catalyze more detailed perceptions.
Would be great you go on with the Gateway Experience. You have the full series up to F 21? Once you feel you have a good tune in F 15, and F 21, then it's, I think, much easier to go farther.
You have done the energy bar exercise. You could try to reshape your energy bar to a flashlight, maybe it helps to get better visuals, or try to do something with your rebal. imagine you have an perception-rebal and then extend it, thinking everything it encompasses you would be able to perceive. And to ask for a helper or guide is never wrong.
Once you get clear perceptions of F 27 please tell me how the entrance lady looks... curious if it's the same lady I met.

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Reply #66 - Dec 9th, 2006 at 8:59pm
 
Thanks for the tips spooky. Ill try them out tonight. The image I got of the lady in the park looked like the homeless lady from Home Alone 2 lol. But it could have been 100% my imagination for all I know right now.
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Reply #67 - Dec 9th, 2006 at 10:13pm
 
Looks different than mine...
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Reply #68 - Dec 10th, 2006 at 2:58pm
 
Time for some new entries, I hope everyone is excited!

JOURNAL ENTRY 19

Last night I take it back to focus ten excerisises again. I'm on Wave 1 part 6. It seems like each time I do an exercise I get deeper than before, and faster. I get the 3D blackness almost half way through the tape, about 15 min... which is my record so far.  I see things that look like some hyroglyphics or some kind of symbols. I see this chineese dragon type thing. Then I see dots of light all over, and they start moving as if I'm moving through them. But I only get this feeling when I'm out of body, moving through space quickly. I'm thinking maybe this was the begining of a phase? I'm not too sure. The morning session was much much better...

This morning I woke up and decided to try an exercise in the morning. I've never done this before so I did not know what to expect. You know what happened? OBEEEEEEEsssssss.  I was laying down, and realised I was getting the sinking sensation that I get before I project. So I got vibrations soon after, and floated out. My vision was terrible at first, I couldn't see a thing. So I moved away from my body and demanded clarity and to be able to see, and my vision came. I floated out of my room through the wall and outside. As I was going through the wall, the first thing I saw outside is somthing I'm not too sure of, but for some reason I have a memory of it and a strong impression. But I'm not sure if I really saw this or not. But I think I saw an angel looking being floating up. I looked to the right, and about a foot away from my house was a door, just floating there. It was wobbling around a little bit. I wanted to go investigate but I was sucked back into my body.

I was easily able to slip out again.  This time I rolled to my left. But my vision was terrible again. The demands for clarity and sight did not work, so I decided to try the good old spin around a billion times technique that I discovered to work well for sight.  It did not work too well though, so I flew up through the house and into the sky. My sight came when I was up in the sky finally. I think that when I spun around, I transported myself to a very very strange place. The sky looked like a cartoon. It honestly looked like it was drawn with colored pensils and crayons. So I flew down and saw a large field. This field also seemed like a cartoon. I saw very strange abstract sculptures. Then I saw something protruding from the field. I think it may have been bushes. They were sculpted into letters. The letters read... Georges Dream. I got a feeling that I may have been in someones dream world. My memory fades at this point and I don't remember much else.

I think I'm going to do an exersise every morning. This one provided a few OBEs with no effort on my part, so daddy likes.
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Reply #69 - Dec 10th, 2006 at 3:41pm
 
lol dude, is daddy Mr Monroe? Smiley  we have a George here on this board. I am wondering now if George will be posting his dream soon. we shall see, it could be you were really in his dream. love, alysia
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Reply #70 - Dec 14th, 2006 at 6:36pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 20

Since my last entry, I have been doing the exercises. However Ive been experiencing a hell of a lot of clicking out.  I think I have clicked out just about every night for the past 4 days.  I finally got Bruces Afterlife Knowledge Guidebook, and I read last night about the interpreter and perciever and how it relates to clicking out. So at least now I know why I was doing it and fix the problem.  Yesterday afternoon I clicked out within one minute. I can't believe I did that. I remember hearing the introduction to the exercise, and the next thing I know its over.  I think a big factor of my clicking out is that Ive been getting to bed too late. I need to start regulating my bed time!

This morning I woke up and listened to advanced focus ten while falling back to sleep. But only my body fell back to sleep. I got vibrations and floated out.  Some strange things happened that I will try to explain.  After a short while of exploring I went back into my body. Only I wasnt in my bed. I was in my old bed, at my old house, with my old sheets on me. But at the time, I didnt even realise I was not in the right bed. And I was listening to the same exercise too. So I relaxed again, and had another OBE.  I got out, and was somehow at a hotel on one of the top floors.  I flew out the window and saw one of my friends in the pool below. I went back into my body unintentionally soon after, but this time I was back in my real bed. In each of my OBEs, I was able to hear Roberts voice while he was talking.  Even when I ended up in my old house.  Crazy stuff.
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Reply #71 - Dec 14th, 2006 at 11:12pm
 
hi there. the way I see obe, you will be viewing a lot of the contents of your household, another word for the contents of your entire consciousness, your life lived up to this now moment.
so none of its exactly crazy but needs connecting up or interpreted.
I see the hotel for example as this board, and yes, you've made friends here, unless its another environment you are involved with.
Dude, have you read Doc's post, how he too ended up going back to a childhood bedroom and completed his journey by returning to his chair?  sounds a lot like your adventure. notice how we do time travels this way?

my obes are trips into the future most often rather than the past. yet I have present time obes occassionally. I think thats because I spent 3 years going back into the past already, figuring things out and don't need to go back there.
what we do is a bit like that TV show quantum leap..you just wake up and you're somebody else.

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Reply #72 - Dec 15th, 2006 at 2:58pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 21

I have been reading Afterlife Knowledge Guidebook, and am about 3/4 through.  A lot of my questions about phasing have been answered so far, and the book has given me a vast amount of tips on doing it. So I decided to try an exercise from the book while listening to advanced focus 10.

I place intent to contact and retrieve an individual who is stuck. Then I place intent to meet with a helper.  I imagine a being of bright light coming to me, and I hug it. Immediately I get a very strong sensation of love. Very strong. I did not even intend to feel this way.  So I introduce myself and say, lets go help someone.  I see tall buildings, were flying down from the sky, its a street in a semi-large city.  We float down to a black woman on the corner of the sidewalk.  I indroduce myself, she told me her name but I forget it.  I ask what she is doing, and she said she was waiting for her friend to pick her up.  I asked how long she was waiting for, and I think she said something like .. a while.  So I said, well my friend can give you a ride to where you need to go. She agreed to come.  Just then the helper pulled up in a taxi-looking car.  The woman sat in the front, and I was in the back.  I think the helper was talking to her for a little. But I clicked out soon after getting into the car. Otherwise I would have written down the experience and probably remembered much more of it.  The next thing I remember is waking up with missing time.  The usual feeling I get after a click out.  I'm not sure if this was an official retreival, I have never done one before. But I'm going to try every night.  What I was the most amazed about with this experience was the feeling of love I recieved when I hugged the helper.
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Reply #73 - Dec 15th, 2006 at 5:14pm
 
that was a genuine retrieval Dude, my perception. PUL is necessary energy within the retrieval situation as it precludes judgment and interpretation process.

also, as new retrievers we often embellish our true work with interpretations. what the true job of a retriever is in the approach. you are merely there to attain their attention and in this way distract them from their stuck habitat. the guide is not able to get their attention as efficiently because the guide is in another vibrational field.

so you got her attention and how easy was that? very easy to do retrievals. the guide took over and you didn't get to see where they went, but if PUL is in the experience u can be assured that she got to where she needed to be.

so congrats, you cared enough to do it, thats all that matters, this opens the door to other types of retrievals, each a little more different, or more challenging than the one that went before, as well as explorations of a different kind.

thank you again, alysia
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Reply #74 - Dec 16th, 2006 at 12:38pm
 
Super Dude!  Sounds like a retrieval to me.  I especially liked the hugging the bright light and the love.  I need to keep moving on with Bruce's Guidebook.
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