Dude,

I thought I would take a moment to post to this thread and share with you an experience.
I decided yesterday evening to listen to the Gateway Series CDs that I have tucked away. I thought, well, this might be interesting. The Orientation was interesting and it flowed easily enough, though I was consciously aware at the start of the exercise that energy was building. I flowed easily through the exercise and the energy dissipated.

I took a small break to re-orient myself (or as some say, ground myself) before I began exercise #2 for F10. Afterward, I jotted down notes which I will share because you may find them interesting for your ongoing study of these particular material.

"I began F10. I am becoming aware of energy, undulating in and around my body. It is like swimming in the sun-reflected light of a pool. I progressively relax myself, listening to the exercise. When I reach F3, there is an energy pressure that begins in my head and is flowing downward. It sweeps through me and then suspends its motion, waiting. I am at ease. I feel myself shifting as I progress. Images, fragments, vibrant, vivid and clear appear and disappear. I lose sensation of time. I simply am here, but here seems so nondescript. But there is no word to describe this place. Is this the 3D blackness, this soft crushed black velvet that billows around me. Emergence. Something emerges from the darkness, like a movie fading out, but in reverse. Images are vague greenish color. Woods, forest, undergrowth surrounded. Foggy mountain. I am in a forest on a foggy mountain morning. This I should investigate. I should go that way, I think, and there is motion, movement, momentum in the direction of my vision, as I am sweeping through the undergrowth toward an unknown destination. No, wait. I am going to project. Stop. That is not my goal. Slowing, momentum decreasing, withdrawing, fading out, billowing velvet embrace, returning to exercise, time to return, emerging, eyes opening and stretching. "

I am very refreshed, but somewhat befuddled that I do not know what was being said on the tape, though I am not that concerned.


    E.

Alysia:

I haven't looked into crop circles much, but perhaps they are made because it is hard for the government to lie about them. Who knows how much UFO info they keep hidden from us.

Last night I woke up and experienced this big beam of energy progressively rise up my body starting at my feet and ending at my head, until my entire body was enclosed within it. I expanded into my energy bodies and I was encased in this energy for about 15 minutes. It pushed "really" hard by my neck and the back of my head. For a while it felt like my head would explode.

I wonder how my friends from the spirit World are able to do such a thing. It made me think of aliens because it was a powerful beem of energy. Almost felt liquid. Because the energy felt like PUL, I know I'm being looked after,  and because I've had numerous powerful energetic experiences without anything bad happening, I didn't feel afraid as this occurred.

Later on I had a dream which suggested that while asleep and just before this energetic experience took place,  I did retrievels in a lower realm I hadn't visited before, and some astral entities that got stuck to me had to be cleansed. After this experience I received the words "We had to do this." Since this energy pushed out of my crown at the end, I wonder is these entities were sent to the light.

Alysia:

Comments below.

LaffingRain wrote on Mar 5^th, 2007 at 3:21pm:

"I'm not familiar with William Gammil. Perhaps I'll do an internet search and see what I find. Aliens? Alien, human, just lables for what we aren't. A divine soul is a divine soul regardless of what it pretends to be for a while."

P.S. My responses posted in two ways.

thats right, you were in control dude! I hear the aliens find those humans who have control most interesting specimens...hehe.....don't be afraid. Love protects you. u are a loving person I can tell.

Dude:

Perhaps I didn't express myself too well. I don't believe the energy I experienced came from aliens. Certainly former human spirits are capable of using energy in such a way. I brought up the alien thing because it made me think of one of those science fiction films where a person is overcome with a beam of energy.

The energy I experienced was more than a monotone beam. It opened up my non physical bodies and worked on me in different ways. There was an intelligence behind it.

One other thing I need to clarify. I reconsidered my dream and astral entities didn't need to be cleansed, just some negative energy. I usually analyze dreams pretty well, but this one took me a while. Sorry for the misinformation. And I hope you don't mind me taking up so much space on your thread. Tell me to knock it off and I well.

JOURNAL ENTRY 39

Last night I fell asleep listening to Gateway, as usual.  I did some light chakra stimulation before I passed out.  Anyway, during a dream soon afterwards, I became very lucid.  I immediately decided to have an out of body experience.  Suddenly I was in a black void observing geometric patterns moving and changing.  I was not aware of any exit sensations, or at least I do not remember them occuring.  My next memory is me being out of my body.

I was in a place that seemed to be in front of my house.  However, it was extremely different.  My house was actually a fire house, and there was a large field across the street, where in real life there is actually only a small grass lot.  However, there was a body of water where my bay actually is, so I believe I was in an astral realm in the same spacial location as my physical location.  The sky was sunny with some clouds, quite beautiful.

The first thing I remember is observing a group of guys outside of the fire house.  They appeared to be fire fighters.  They seemed to be having a good time conversing and joking around.  I flew away, towards the field. 

I decided to look at my hands, and almost immediately they disintegrated before my eyes.  It was as if they had just been burned extremely quickly by an invisible fire.  My hands and arms were gone.  I looked away, and glanced back at them.  They were there again.  I then flew up into the sky with extreme speed in an attempt to shift dimensions to an astral realm, not knowing I was already in one.(I realized I was in an astral realm after regaining waking consciousness)

I came back down to the field where there was a man standing next to a fire hydrant.  I flew to the edge of the field, and passed by a half bull-half human being.  I had to dodge to the side to avoid him.  He was doing some kind of labor, it seemed. 

Still under the impression that I was not in an astral realm, I spun around with great speed to shift dimensions.  When I stopped, the sky appeared to be slightly darker, and things were different.  The top of the fire hydrant in the field was cut off.  The man next to it began talking to me.  He said.. "I'm trying to teach you how to.." and the rest, I forget.  All I know is that whatever he wanted to teach me, I was not interested, because I payed him no attention and flew to the fire house.  I get the impression it had to do with labor.

Things were very different at the fire house, as well.  The group of fire fighters were instead dressed in postal uniforms.  They were drinking beer, and looked not so well-groomed.  A group of guys, who were wearing the same uniforms the postal guys were wearing before I spun around(which I assumed to be fire uniforms), soon approached the postal guys.  They said they were in the military, and started making fun of the postal guys and giving them a hard time. 

It seems as if I may have shifted dimensions slightly, by spinning.  I am thinking that in the dimension after the spin, the people there had different status, different roles, different lives than they had in the dimension I was initially in. 

Alysia

Thanks for the symbology input.  I am clueless as far as this subject goes, so it is always interesting and helpful.

According to Robert Bruce, the melting hands effect is due to the fact that our subconscious minds cannot deal with the idea that we have a body laying in our beds, and at the same time a body which we are in while out of body.  Our minds create a body image during OBEs because that is the form we are used to, and this is also why it is so easy for this body we are in to change, and in this case disintegrate, while out of body.  I agree with Bruce fully.

As far as the spinning goes.. this is a technique I have been using for a while which allows dimensional shifts to occur, and also tends to give an energetic boost.  The spinning is simply a result of my conscious effort to spin around really fast.  It is not an internal spinning of the chakras, it is a spinning of my entire reference of consciousness, my energy body.  Try this next time you are out of your body, I bet you will find yourself in a place of higher vibrations.