Hey Albert just wanted to mention my daughter also danced with an alien once.

(scuse me, I'm laffing, as think how we must sound to newbies!)

however it was not a painful type grip, the opposite effect. I have heard some stories that there aliens who do not know what pain is or that they can cause it. just a thought that they may not experience pain as we do. in such cases I've read as soon as they notice the human is feeling pain they have a means to stop the pain by touching it.

keep up the good work Dude, is it Vincent now?   glad you are having some fun back flips out there, I really must try that myself!

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Full time work + full time school = loosing consciousness during Gateway Experience

That is the equation I have discovered.

I've been doing the exercises every night, but I am constantly passing out during them due to extreme tiredness.  Last night I managed to stay conscious long enough to remember the experience.

I was listening to Wave 2 part 1, focus 12.  It seems I can instantly get into focus 12 now.  Whether I am laying down doing an exercise, or sitting down in a chair for a minute.  I have a way to feel myself joining the source of infinite consciousness(this is what it feels like anyway).  I will myself to become one with everything, and almost instantly loose most of the awareness of my body, and it feels like I am HUGE.  Not body-wise, but consciousness-wise.  It is a feeling of total peace and tranquility.

So while in focus 12, I feel myself entering a deep trance.  The heaviness of my body lets me know I will soon be able to have an out of body experience.  Then total lightness sets in along with light vibrations, and my energy body's arms reach up and I start pulling an imaginary rope, lifting upwards.  However, I only feel this lifting for a moment, and I am instantly back into my body.  However, I do not think I was actually sucked back into my body.  I did not feel the usual pull that I get when I am brought back, or the dropping sensation.  Rather, it felt as if my conscious awareness shifted from my real time body back to my etheric/physical body.  According to Robert Bruce, sometimes during OBEs, our awareness does not enter the reflected energy body having the OBE, but rather stays inside the etheric/physical body which is still laying in bed immobile.  I believe this is what happened to me.  Its ashame, I probably missed out on a great experience.

A very strange phenomenon occurred during the exercise.  It actually happened twice.  I heard a certain part of the dialog.  Then I hear the same exact piece of dialog.  It is hard to say the time inbetween because time expeirenced is not the same as time outside of my altered state.  It seemed like just a moment though.  So I thought.. That's weird.  I just heard him say that.  Then a little while later, I heard another part of the dialog.  What seemed like a moment later, I heard the same exact piece of dialog.  This was the second time it happened, so I thought... well, I don't know what I thought.  And I still don't know what to think.  How can I hear something twice, when it only played once in reality?

Nice post Dude.  Instantly into Focus 12 – that’s great!  I’ve done that with Focus 10 a few times but usually I have to spend some time doing it.  Joining the source of universal consciousness – super!   Awareness staying inside the etheric/physical body lying immobile – I  think that may happen to me sometimes, I’ll have to pay more attention.  As for the picking up on the same piece of dialog in a couple instances, my  thought is that the dialog exists and you’re awareness was tapping into the same place where it left off – I do this once in a while when I fall back asleep and pick up on the same dream – it’s like the dream’s sitting there just waiting for me to come back to it. 

With a full time job and full time school and time for other fundamentals like sleeping, driving back and forth, cooking, eating and taking a breath every now and then, I figure you’re probably only using up about 26 hours a day.  You should have about 4 more hours a day for recreation and Gateway Experiences – right?  Keep it up, Dude!

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Last night I listened to the Focus 21 track of Wave 7.  I was well rested at this point, having just slept a good 6 hours, so I knew something interesting would happen-that I would actually be awake for!

I soon lost almost all bodily awareness during the countup to 21.  I then got a strong ability to visualize and see what I was visualizing perfect.  I saw myself on a familiar street, and I was flying down this street, turning down this street and that street, all familiar places to me in my town.  Soon I was actually on these streets, flying around at high speeds.  Sometimes my legs would scrape the ground, and I would feel them going through the pavement.. a weird feeling to say the least.  

I then find myself back in my body.  However, I do not feel back in my body.  I feel as if I am floating in an infinite void.  I am a geometric shape, spinning around in all directions, expanding and changing forms.  This was a very abstract feeling so I am doing my best to desscribe it.  This feeling was accompanied by electrifying, yet pleasant energetic vibrations.

Soon after I see a scene in my head.  It is a midget and a model food shopping.  I believe they were a couple.  I was just watching this scene as if it were a movie.  However, this couple goes to a clothing store inside this food market(?), and at this point I find myself actually at this place, my consciousness flying around.  In this clothing store I notice a clothing brand that catches my attention.  I look close and it says, "Astral" on the logo.  I thought wow!  I would probably buy this if it were real.  Of course, the word astral is significant to me.

I then find myself back in my body again, falling deeply into the trance state.  The final sinking sensation let me know I was about to leave my body.  A few more moments in an abstract state of conscious meditation and I was soon floating up towards my ceiling.  

I was approaching the ceiling quite slowly, and was soon passing through it.  However, somthing began pulling my backwards.  I thought I was just being pulled back into my body, but I soon found out I was wrong.  I began to see my room enlongate as I was being pulled backwards.  There were a lot of windows or posters on the walls and ceiling, and this whole room was just being stretched out as my point of view was vanishing backwards.  The room was dark and shadowy.  I then felt a pretty deep pinch on my left shoulder.  It did not feel pleasant.  I immediately thought... this must be some kind of negative entity.  Whatever it was, it came from behind me and did somthing to give me an unpleastant feeling on my shoulder.  I immediately snapped back into my body, and still felt a buzzing sensation in my shoulder a moment after.  

I wonder what happened to my shoulder, and who did it?  I sure as hell wasn't sticking around to find out.  Especially not in that low level I projected to.

Pretty interesting.  Seems like you were touching on a number of different aspects or levels (don't like that word so much) of consciousness.  Part of it seemed almost a dream.  I liked your abstract geometrical experience.  Sorry about your getting pinched.

As to the Astral clothing line - maybe you should start one.  Bet there's a lot of people who would buy astral clothing!

Hi Dude,
I very often have sensations like something is stinging me, or sudden itchings, or electric shock alikes. I don't know what causes this, but it lasts not long and I haven't noticed after-effects.
Interesting to me is whether there is a relationship between abstract experiences and the perception of the body. My little theory, just for now, is that from a level of abstraction on, when there is nothing we can lean on or hold on, we need to perceive our physical bodies for grounding, to not get "lost". It makes you also aware of the "emergency out", meaning the quick return to the physical body, which makes me more relaxed, while when really into it, in a full OBE without physical body-perception the fear potential is higher, because you're more "in" it; of course on the other hand the nonphysical perception is stronger then (so I guess at least).

Spooky

Dude:

I'm kind of late on this, but great experience with the blue bubbles. Did the bubbles make you think of Michael Newtons grapelike soul structures?

I get it Dude.

I once had this experience while laying in bed with my eyes open. I suddenly saw a book with very fancy caligraphy and binding. The pages changed more like they would on a computer screen rather than flipping. Even though the words were printed clearly, I couldn't make out what they said. I decided to focus on just one word in order to see if this would work, and the book changed into a grid.  Next, my vibrational rate increased and I astral projected out of the top of my head. I flew backwards as I looked at various structures I don't know how to describe.  It was very intricate. I don't know if they served a purpose other than scenery. It wasn't like anything I've seen on earth and it was mostly green. I saw this place on another occasion without the OBE effects. All that was needed this time was for my third eye to become active. I couldn't tell you what this place is.


I Am Dude wrote on Mar 2^nd, 2007 at 7:15pm: