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Nov 17th, 2006 at 11:11pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 1

Wave 1, part 1. Its just an introduction to some energy techniques and focus 3. I learned how to make an energy conversion box to put all of my thoughts in so I wont be distracted during the exercises. I also learned how to do resonant tuning, which allows you to fill up with fresh energy and release stale energy. As soon as I began doing the resonant tuning energy breathing, I immediately started getting very pleasing vibrations and tingly sensations all over my body, I couldnt help but smile because it felt sooo good it was rediculous. And this was just the first 3 minutes of the program! After it was over i went to the next part.

Wave 1, part 2. This was an introduction to focus 10. It taught an affirmation about being more than physical and wanting to experience more than physical and be helped by guides and stuff like that. Anyway so he counts to ten while telling you to focus on relaxing specific body parts and making them go to sleep. It worked, this was the shortest amount of time ive ever been this relaxed, it took only about 5-10 minutes to get into focus ten. However, he cuts it short. So i went to the next exercise.

Wave 1, part 3. This was the same as part 2, only he introduces the resonant energy baloon. I envisioned energy coming out of my head, forming a baloon around me, then going back into my feet. I really felt it too. This technique got me even deeper into focus 10. Then there was the countdown, and I was very deep.  I felt twitches, and random feelings of vibrations, not too strong though. The exersize ended and I went to sleep.

The first three parts got me into focus ten faster than I could have imagined. I assume that the more I do it, the better and more efficient I will be at it. it is niiiiice, i liiiike.
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Reply #1 - Nov 18th, 2006 at 12:56am
 
thanks obeDude! I much enjoyed your exercise, especially the balloon energy circling through. you are very aware of your energy body, I can tell. love, alysia

someone here was asking about hemisync. there are sound factors in these tapes which allow the two sides of the brain to work in harmony through this sound, producing a relaxed state of mind. this my perception, as I've not used hemisync but believe in the technique. I use classical music to do the same thing for me, particularly new age classical with the flute.....oooweeeee!!! Smiley

anyhoo the tapes can be purchased through TMI, the Monroe Institute and Bruce has some tapes u can order on this site.
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Reply #2 - Nov 18th, 2006 at 3:37pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 2

This time I started with Wave 1 part 2. I only did this so I could repeat the affirmation they state, because they leave it on in part 3. I slipped into focus ten very very fast, like 3 or 4 minutes I was suprised.  After the resonant tuning excerise, I switched to part 3, where I fastforwarded to the resonant energy balloon. At this point i was probably as deep as I was at the end of all the exercises yesterday. which is very good.  I would go in and out of thinking clearly, sometimes fantasizing about flying or skateboarding down the street in sync with the noises coming from the headphones.

it was over pretty shortly, so I switched to part 5. I knew part 4 was boring and had nothing to do with my goal... to achieve OBEs easier and switch into different focus levels at will. So with part 5 something interesting happened. I would kinda phase out for a second, then hear a loud click and be tuned in once again with a heightened awareness. Ive read about this but never had it happen, so it was pretty cool. But then it all got messed up. My cat knocked something over, and it totally snapped me out of it!! I got so mad I threw the cat out. I tried again but i was so distracted by this point I just said f** it and went to bed. Hopefully I have better luck tonight. Im keepin the cat out, I can tell you that much.
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Reply #3 - Nov 18th, 2006 at 9:30pm
 
the cat knows what you're doing  Wink next time keep your cool and take the cat with you or explain to it by telepathy what you are about to do and give it a love tranquilizer. cats are very sensitive to your light body. and you have to keep your cool or you won't reach the faster spinning phasing, portal, I guess you could call it. but you're going to meet yourself out there, is why emotions you will meet that you carry and u can't blame the animal for acting out what it feels coming from you.
u don't have to take the cat with you particularly, although some people report their animals travel with them, but the cat is expressing you when it knocks something over because I have this theory our emotions get deposited into the astral body of our animals. also get this; (you probably think I'm crazy by now, could be true! Smiley the purring vibration of a cat can help induce altered levels and make phasing easier.

but well, you did really good, even the skateboarding is great and knowing what focus level you're in is great! I thank you once more and hope I helped a little. and don't forget what you're doing is like being a mutant. god bless our mutants, the forerunners of a new race of men who can dimension slide gracefully with excited kitties and other critters by their side!...
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Reply #4 - Nov 19th, 2006 at 4:41pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 3

Last night I used Wave 1 part 2 for the affirmation and relaxation countdown, then switched to part 3 to get into a deep focus ten. I was in focus ten proabably within five minutes of starting part 2, so this aspect is definatly improving. Nothing exciting happened in part 3, just feeling relaxed. So i switched to part 5.  I got very deep, but when he says to pretend like your floating out, and then tells you to "now roll over and float up" like your suppost to go out of your body, i could not acually do it. I need to be in a state of paralysis in order to get the vibrations to have an OBE, and i just wasnt there. So i just stayed in focus ten, day dreaming and getting lost in them at times, coming back to awareness eventually. SO nothing special happened this time, but its only my third day so I cant expect miracles right away.  At least im getting better at focus ten.
Oh yeah i need to mention this.. I was deep in ten and i asked to meet or talk to my higher self or guide. I have never done this, that i know of anyway. So right away an answer comes to my head, not yet im not ready yet. Now theres a good chance I came up with this answer myself and it was not acually my higher self communicating with me. So i asked when can i and i got an answer ... in time... so once again, i think this was me just thinking a probable answer rather than direct communication.  But i really dont know because i have never consiously communicated with any guides before. What do you think???
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Reply #5 - Nov 19th, 2006 at 5:03pm
 
well Dude, I would say it was your higher self because the way I see it higher self starts out like this...being very subtle with the response to you so it doesn't make u nervous by giving you a lengthy discussion on the fundamentals of astral projection right away. you're just not ready for more.  The guides work with your higher self, and you might consider that as you begin to trust what you get, subtle or not, probability or not, as you utilize what is given it tends to bring in greater trust and lengthier messages because you stop doubting its for real.

when the answer was given to the question "when?" what decision did you make about that? you probably made the decision to continue exploring to see what develops. therefore you are doing fine to continue. its the ones who give up too soon that never see results. the way I see it, you have to balance persistence with patience to get anywhere. love, alysia
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Reply #6 - Nov 20th, 2006 at 12:08am
 
Hi oobDude,
thanks for sharing.

When asking questions, there are two things that can happen:
-it feels like you are monologing. That's not a really bad thing, maybe its your greater you... There's a phaenomenon that happens often to me, and at TMI and in Bruces books it's mentioned too, that is the answer can come very quick, sometimes even before you have finished asking, so it's easy to not notice it; keep it in mind. It is as if you already know the answer, but in physical awareness you block this knowledge.
-possibly you get visuals, feelings or sounds or all together, even cartoons are possible, tricky word riddles and such things. Can be difficult to decode it sometimes. Asking another person what it could mean can help, with me I sometimes don't see the forest because of the trees.

I too imagine sometimes in F10 to fly or walk around, or imagine a landscape I'm in. It's a good start when having difficulties to de-focus from the daily business, and you can use it for further things, for example when you have "built" a landscape you can state that you would like to meet a person there. (btw, these things are also good when sitting in the dentist's chair) In every stage of the HemiSync process you can ponder how much you imaginate; too much would mean you don't trust it anymore as important or meaningful, too less imagination can cause that you get nothing at all. Helpful means are in this regard REBal expanding, imagined tools like a flashlight to light the surrounding, and the imagination that the nonphysical surrounding has an inner light glowing which you can perceive, this to me often diminishes the imagination effort.

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Reply #7 - Nov 20th, 2006 at 1:17am
 
Yeah thats exactly what happened... not even a second after I asked the quesitons, the answers came to me, as if the answer was part of the sentence I was asking. There wasnt even a second pause. I'm going to try again tonight and see if it happens again. I feel like whatever I ask, it is going to seem like I knew the answer all along.. but Im not sure Im going to be able to decifer if it is a factual answer or just some fictional answer i conjured up
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Reply #8 - Nov 20th, 2006 at 1:41am
 
Oh and i forgot to mention... about ten minutes into my focus ten, my right leg began twitching like crazy. It twitched and twitched and twitched, very rapidly. Somewhere around the Quad muscle region. Im not sure if it was the muscle or not, it may have been. But it twitched for about five minutes. It just wouldnt stop. Anyone experience somthing like this??
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Reply #9 - Nov 20th, 2006 at 6:56pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 4

This session was very good considering the circumstances. It took place in the middle of the day, I was a little tired but did not have the urge to sleep. I think thats the main problem holding me back, when I do the exercises im physically and mentally tired, all i want to do is go to sleep.
So I listen to Wave 1 part 3 to get into focus ten, all goes well.
Then I switch to part 6, I have never done this part before.. you are suppost to explore yourself, and make a goal for the exercise and try to execute it. So my goal was first to contact my higher self, but then i realize I would rather be out of body before i did that, so i then desired to have assistance in getting out of my body from guides. Now while im attempting this, I have two major distractions.. first, my cat is next to me, and always seems like move around and shake the bed just when Im getting realy deep. Then, my brother walks in and turns all the lights on. AFter a minute Im finally by myself and I try to get back into it. So I imagine guides grabbing my hands and pulling me up. Suddenly, my arms become light as feathers. Then, I feel them rising! The crazy thing was, I wasnt in my usual state for an OBE. I was in focus ten, but my body definatly was not totally asleep like it usually has to be. I usualy need vibrations to become loose. But somehow my arms became loose, and they were just floating. However, a minute after they became loose the tape says... NOW RETURN TO WAKING CONSIOUSNESS BLA BLA BLA. So I snapped out of it. But this was some good progress, im very happy about it.
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Reply #10 - Nov 20th, 2006 at 10:58pm
 
that is good news about the arms I'd say. be interesting if you could ask for a name of your guide. sometimes they don't think a name is important, but in some cases I think it would be important. I'm sure you have a few of them. also ask they be at least at your level of development or vibration or higher. sometimes I think they are learning as much as we are in how to help us reach altered states. good luck, although luck has nothing to do with it I'm sure. love, alysia
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Reply #11 - Nov 21st, 2006 at 9:11pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 5

I listened to Wave 1 part 3, and after getting into a deep focus 10 switched to part 6, where your suppost to explore whatever you want. So Im getting into it and my mom opens the door and i have to talk to her for a few seconds.. I dont move, just talk. So she left and i got back into it.  My goal was to contact my higher self and for a guide to pull me out of my body. It didnt happen. Im feeling stuck at this point... I mean some things came to me that I really didnt understand, it wasnt a total visual thing, like I saw it but I didnt see it, you know? Kinda imagined. But a few things just came out of left field and didnt make sense. But besides that nothing good. I want awsome things to happen. I want to see my guide, talk with my higher self, figure things out. But its only been five days so maybe its just too soon. I hear people at the Monroe Institute having amazing experiences the first night! why cant I??
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Reply #12 - Nov 21st, 2006 at 9:51pm
 
I think you're trying to hard. keep practicing and don't compare your experiences to anothers or you'll never measure up. this is your personal journey. be grateful for whatever you get as gratitude helps make it happen. love, alysia
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Reply #13 - Nov 21st, 2006 at 11:31pm
 
There is something about the idea of OOB and hemisync that reminds me of a scene from the movie The Matrix.  Neo (the hero played by Keanu Reeves) is watching a gifted girl bending a silver spoon with her mind.  She says the trick, what is it?  "Do not try to bend the spoon; that is impossible."  "Instead only try to realize the truth."  "What truth? asks Neo" "There is no spoon." "Then you will see, it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself."


Consciousness is - that is all.  When we create an astral body, we are making a vehicle, but it is as artificial and meaningless as our physical flesh.  I therefore think that although floating through the astral sounds ideal to most of us, that this whole process is about freeing our minds. 

This was Monroe's and TMIs genius.  By going through focus levels, relaxation, possibly OOBE, eventually you deconstruct belief systems that limited your consciousness.  But guess what?  There is no spoon.  You do not see new vistas, visit the afterlife or appreciate love and the universe by hemi-sync or going OOB.  But the gateway series' main motif - that you are more than your physical body, is the driving thought that opens the gates to these new experiences.

I look forward to your further journal entries.  Alysia is right though.  Some people are at this for literally years or decades.  Wondrous experiences are bound to come to you, but don't get frustrated if their are leaps ahead followed by plateus.


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Reply #14 - Nov 22nd, 2006 at 3:56pm
 
JOURNAL ENTRY 6

Yagshumesh. Started out with Wave 1 part 3 as usual, got to deep 10, then did a switcheroo to Wave 1 part 6. Thinking back, i do not remember much of what happened. What I remember is a lot of pressure and energy in my top chakra, then I moved the energy down my spine and it felt rediculously good like an orgasm in my back. I felt my awareness expanding and it was definatly different from previous attempts.  So the next thing I know, i hear... "wake up to full consiousness." I look at the clock and like 3 hours have passed! And its like 5 tracks ahead. Either I fell asleep, or just clicked out and did a whole bunch of stuff that I have absolutely no recollection of. Next time Im definatly going to affirm to myself that I am going to remember everything that happens. I also plan to start Robert Bruces New ENergy Ways while in focus ten. So I can begin to develope my energy body and OBE easier. Chenk yew.
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