hi all. I got the urge to post this and include it in my book. I forgot I wrote it and maybe it will help somebody understand retrievals better.

Soul retrievals are healing acts producing a gentle nudge towards the Light.   I think of the Light either as electricity or creative stuff. In religious references the Light is God. In Scientific terms the light has properties like photons, quarks, etc. I like to call it creative stuff as I don't call myself scientific nor religious. The concept of the Light as an electric phenonmenon is an attempt to explain the Light in words  as the actions of this Light have electric properties in this way: Electricity and Light surrounds us in the air, We plug our appliances into electrical outlets the same as we can plug into the Light in a spiritual sense. The Light and electricity is reliable, constant, has polarities, is mysterious yet familiar, is invisable to the eye, provides warmth or the power of destruction and both have energetic connotations.

Soul Retrievals provide a pathway of energy for the attention of the retrievee to focus towards the Light and away from their own free will creations which have been produced utilizing creative stuff. Retrievers act as that conduit for the retrievee to pass through to connect to the Light.
  The concept of God has many human distortions so I have coined an easily understood phrase: Undistorted Love Energy (ULE). This creative stuff as Light has intelligence and is responsive to the observor. Whatever it is or is not, we all share in common the desire to learn what it is because it's us. Who out there after all, is not busy defining self?
  This creative stuff is what we are when we no longer have a physical body. What is it like to not have a physical body? It's not unfamiliar once the physical body is laid down. However alot of us need to cling unto the body for identity purposes and once on the other side we are entitled to keep the body we've grown used to clothing ourselves in or we can move into a formlessness if wished, yet still being recognizable to others, again, if we wish. We retain our sense of self. Some, more adept at manipulating this creative stuff produce for themselves a younger version of the body to make their appearance in, experimenting with different facial features, hair colors, etc.; this action is a form of playing with creative stuff that free will beings can do. Once I dropped off my arms and legs and became a swift ball of light  operating with dual consciousness, half of me sitting in the chair, half of me flying joyfully down Pacific Coast Highway as a ball of energy. This experience of being a ball of Light with consciousness was one of my few objective experiences as it was produced by an act of will and focus which I believe any of us can attain this concentrated focus as I am not special in the ability to focus. The experience went far in helping me ascertain what I was: I was more than my body.
  We've all been there, it's a place called home. All are destined to come into the knowledge of it sooner or later. We can think along the lines of being in the universe not just the world; a short distance from that idea is that we are composed of the stuff of the universe; of this electrical Light with all those photons and quarks buzzing around within. We are not in it, we are it. One of Light's properties is ULE which acts to connect people, it's magnetic, or like the glue of the universe.
  ULE as a facet of the Light has no human judgement capacity in it, on the other hand distorted love has expectations and conditions on it. However, there is nothing wrong with distorted love; in many ways it is necessary to experience distorted love; personally speaking I perceive it as a journey, a learning tool. The human joy of embracing the beloved and the pain of releasing the beloved are all part of a greater plan leading to an understanding of ULE. ULE is the great equalizer God. In it's presence the interests of both parties or multiple parties is weighed and perfect balance is achieved, None can be left out except that they choose to be  either through free will or inadvertently through acceptance of the illusions presented here on this magnificent playground of activity we call Earth where all possibilities are allowed for manifestation.  There is no center-of-the-universe disease operating in its presence.

ULE is for every man, the worst and the best. It can turn the worst man into the best in a twinkling.  Like the sun, it is a given and shines on all impartially. This warm fuzzy ULE is a big part of doing retrievals. As mentioned above, retrievals are a nudge towards the Light, a mere offering of another possibility pathway.
  A going forth on the wings of desire to be of service was what led me to explore retrievals and also curiosity to understand the role between my energetic mental body and the use of imagination.  Retrievals can be seen to be a movement of focusing on humanity rather than the smaller concerns of our daily consciousness. It is a movement into the collective unconscious asking and receiving assistance to do so, to find the one which is ready to accept assistance in moving. One of the properties of this Undistorted Love principle also is the AHA! moment known to us all as that connection point we had been searching for. The AHA! moment is pertinent to mention as it can be used to describe the essence of soul retrieval and what energetic beings acting on other energetic beings can produce in the way of effective movement. This AHA! moment is always a joy to participate in whether with self or other; it's harmlessness is intrinsic to it's operation. ULE is part of the AHA! moment as is joy. It acts to bring remembrance of who we are in our unlimited potentiality. Once it comes upon you to remember who you are you would be obliged to continue to move into the Light whether you are dead or alive. You but move towards yourself, your truth, as this relates to the action of retrievals.
   The energy form which has not moved into the Light is often for the reason that they are caught up so in their own creations of their reality environment that they do not realize they are surrounded by the benevolent Light or helpers. They need only to turn their attention to the Light and it becomes their choice to gravitate to it. It is after all, somewhat irresistible as would be analogous to the embrace of mother and babe. Once this Light begins to penetrate the consciousness fear as a pattern begins to disapate and the focus remains on that which was given, ULE.
   I used the study of soul retrievals to find out who and what I was, what I was a part of and to understand that and get an inkling of how I created my own personal reality. My fascination remains focused on the power of Undistorted Love to change my own life, to give a new lift to my step, to increase my frequency enabling me to pick up signals from other energy beings that I had not previously perceived. I was after all, not unlike a radio receiver in this sense. I studied linear time.
   Some experiences that can occur during an exploration of retrievals can be called dreaming true incidents wherein what is dreamed happens exactly as depicted in the dream state. I questioned the concept of destiny during the barrage of these dreams, I questioned how I was setting myself up for these episodes as I delved into the enigma of the symbologies which formed in my unconscious. I, like so many others wanted to know I was in control of my life circumstances. I was not in control said  the voice of an invisable guide curtly, yet I was shown how I created my reality through these peeks at the future. The way I buzzed along in thought and imagination was setting up each experience for my viewing pleasure or displeasure. For the most part I found them intriguing yet disconcerting that I would have to live through them even though the experiences were not as bad as you may imagine.
  The worst part was viewing my cluelessness until the unfoldment of the circumstances would occur. In all fairness to what was given I will say some of the dreams would make me one jump ahead of the game of life allowing me to relax a bit and to not proceed quite as nervously as I had been inclined before. To be able to embrace greater confidence in the decisions I made that were on my plate.

  In some areas I came face to face with my future holographic self which defies explanation. I can say here with confidence we all have one of these magical selves and perfectly perfect is this being of yourself, your essence, that we here, consumed with the care and comfort of these marvelous bodies, it appears temporarily we are but mere shadows of this greater self. Once you meet Yourself, have no fear nor awe, I say with tongue in cheek, as in truth you cannot be separated from Yourself but that illusory thought makes it so. This magnificent being I call my future holographic self that we all are would also point to the illusory nature of time. She, Future Self, (FS) would relax me gently into the the now moment and provide the restfulness I was in need of.
  If you should ever be in doubt about what spirit comes to call upon you, judge it's worth by the ULE, the inherant joy of reunion that is felt. It shall immediately be known as benign at that time by the extent of that feeling that a true and loyal friend is in the room. There is a knowingness. You will find perhaps good news, perhaps bad news. The good news is: yes, you will continue on after death knowing yourself as you know yourself to be now. You will continue on even if you'd rather not. Even if you don't believe you will continue on, still, you will, yet if in a state of disbelief due to your intrinsic free will to believe as you so wish, you could find yourself in a slight suspension of time itself, or if you will, stuckness or non-movement. The bad news is: a minority of us die and don't realize we are dead. Yet it is a minority and it is a temporary conditional process. Retrievers merely speed up the process towards what is inevitable anyway; our spiritual evolution. This state of non-awareness I've concluded is due to the belief systems that are generated while incarnate. Simply put, we can get stuck in belief systems whether we are incarnate or disincarnate. We can also move out of belief systems by developing cognitive thinking: to consider all possibilities and use the imagination to do so. This is what soul retrievals are; a going forth into non/physical realms via the collective unconscious, securing the attention of the deceased who knows this not, and turning them over to the capable and loving hands of non/physical guides adept at moving souls, or energetic I AM forms of life into if not a higher plane of awareness, at least a more comfortable,  loving place of being than the state of unawareness of physical transition implies.
  These retrievals were most often accompanied by the mysterious force of ULE, yet in some of my beginning retrievals it would be up to me to discover the workings of this powerful connecting medium. To discover its accessibility, it's holographic points of entry, it's permeation into my perceived world, it's connection to my heart center. In essence, to discovery my own identity within it and in the end to discover I was It.  Retrievers can sometimes offer to the soul or energy form caught up in their own creations an AHA! moment. If the AHA! moment does not happen for the retrievee, getting the attention of such a soul suffices for non/physical helpers, always around and about, to be able to move that energy form to greater awareness. Enfolding a soul within this greater awareness is done with the aid of ULE. Undistorted Love Energy and greater awareness are synonomous. I was to discover that ULE expanded awareness and brought knowings, it would never be just a feeling of magnitude; my cognitive mental powers would be at play here. Greater awareness such as I speak of answers every question that you have ever thought up. Briefly, any incarnate person may in fact be operating as a retriever while they are sleeping yet not remember it.
   As well, the act of forgiveness itself causes many a wayward soul to find themselves entering the greater awareness of ULE, in effect this is also a retrieval. Memory of our exploits is bestowed and alloted bit by bit as we are able to assimilate it according to our individual developments and ability and/or desire to shift our attention into these areas.  Be assured that any efforts made to gain knowledge are always noted and taken into account by invisable intelligences, guides who exist for this sole purpose of participating with you in your Earth experience, yet never interfering with your free will. We are not alone here. To feel alone is an illusion with purpose. The purpose to gain experience through a walk into matter.

Vastly entertaining to myself is the discovery of this pliable creative stuff and the use of the imagination to promote a reality manifestation and the equally surprising event of the unfoldment of dreaming true incidents in which I had not used the imagination to create, leastways to my waking knowledge. There was evidence that I was creating the out-of-time pictures even when I would prefer not to create some of these. I was vastly intrigued by my own exploits and the assistance I received from non/physical guides as well as my own FS. Such help continues even now. So intrigued was I, I felt I must write it down. I am aware I have nothing new to add to human awareness, that it's all been said before in different words, that the drama of mankind continues and the quest for truth is always in the forefront, and so it is. I share my experiences because we are One and we have always been One. We simply share an embrace here. Even animal energy forms have been assisted in this area of retrievals.The reasons for non-movement of consciousness are myriad. At first glance this information can be shocking and seem unfair, but after experiencing soul retrievals what was originally shocking instead became an empowering self-knowledge tool.

  The empowering part had to do with my dawning knowledge of this creative stuff I could work with playfully, rather than gritting my teeth and plowing into life as I had always done. Instead of searching for love, I slowly began to realize as I proceeded with soul retrievals, I was in fact only searching for myself and I was Love. Then how can one search for what one already is? I gave up that struggle which provided a more relaxing ride into manifestation of my personal reality.
I began to notice a benevolent universe operating just beyond our consensus reality belief system in the shadows at the edge of our collective consciousness. I heartily welcomed this perception, it heralded a new age. (Explanation of consensus reality: at one time we all believed the earth was flat. We had a consensus reality agreement about that, therefore it was flat until we found out different.) A benevolent universe operated in spite of the evidence I found for a minority of what we could call temporary lost souls. I began to have hope and to believe in myself and mankind; I began to experience Undistorted Love Energy as my Higher or Future Self began to stick around for longer durations. Perhaps she had found my company a bit more agreeable.
As you read the following accounts of these retrievals ask yourself this question: how is it possible to be physically dead  and yet not know you are dead? It was not only possible, I experienced that state of mind. It was unfathomable. I wanted to understand the retrievee's mindset so that I could the better get their attention.
  Reading the instructions on hot tub useage gave me a clue; it said; Caution: utilizing this hot tub can produce a state called hypothermia of which the symptoms are: being unaware that you are losing consciousness; drowning could ensue. Could the instructions on the hot tub useage be construed to mean that not only you could lose consciousness, but you could also be unaware that you were slipping into an abyss? Could being dead mean for some, just because you are no longer physical that you are existing in a sort of unconscious state? A losing of consciousness state? A dreamlike awareness? So I concluded that these written instructions were designed to inform and prevent such loss of consciousness. Therefore somewhere there had to exist also a way to navigate the world of the afterlife and gain some consciousness there. I encountered souls who still believed they wore a physical body, the illusion was still intact even after death, the illusion that they were their bodies. What then promotes more liveliness, more consciousness, more awareness whilst in this dreamstate and was it a loss of objective oriented consciousness? The answer for me was did I care? Then it was back to ULE.

   Whether inhabiting physical reality or nonphysical dream reality, ULE decidely brought more awareness and clarity with it as well as an indescriptable joy and feeling of complete safety I had encountered only briefly in my life's journey so far. Curiosity, desire to understand and a questioning attitude of: is it possible I could help somebody out here and gain self-knowledge by pursuing this? This thought acted to draw me into an imaginative state of retrieval realms; imagination would turn into something quite real not too far down the road. I had no idea of the changes that would occur in my life from this participation, but somebody else did know; my future holographic self. I also existed in the afterlife already; whole and complete with absolutely no problems such as I encountered here. That seemed a little unfair..to further complicate my sense of unfairness FS was having way too much fun without me being included. It wasn't until later, way down the road, that I ceased thinking of my higher self or FS as separate from me that my situation began to improve. We began a merge and would spend much time just laughing about it all, that life was a con game we played on each other pretending it was not ourselves who created reality. Read "Ye Are Gods" would you be wanting to realize just how powerful is your ability to take charge of your own experiences here. Problems were still there, however I was not teeth-grinding about them and their resolvement came about in natural ways if I could just keep remembering who I really was, love, and that so were all the others I encountered.

sure. neither are mine. thought everyone had a view thing on their puter where u can increase it, but maybe not everyone does. god, I'm so full of it! full with words that is.

I have a hard time reading long posts without paragraphs too. It seems like I have to use too much of my attention keeping track of where I am.  Paragraphs also help me understand when a poster has moved from one point to the next.

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All you have to do is hit enter/return twice unless it's different on a MAC.

Love, Mairlyn

thanks Albert. you're a good friend. I think I'll keep u in my heart. I actually needed your comment today. I've been going thru a rough time. so thanks again.