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Hi all. two days ago I went to see my hypnotherapist, we were going to attemt a new (to her) tecnique. The general idea was to take me back into the moments before my death in my last life, and traverse the period between lives . We began by fifteen minutes of relaxation, and then she prompted me to enter the tunnel, with the idea in mind that I come out at the end of my last life. Here's what happened She took me to the end of my last life, and i was floating above the clouds. She asked me what was happening? i told her i had just passed from my last life. She asked me if i could look back at what happened? i said no, i don't want to go back down into the murk. she then asked if i could go on to where i'm supposed to go? this is wierd because i kind of sighed and started telling her in no uncertain terms "i can do anything i want, if i want to go on all i have to do is call out, but right now i'm pissed off. wher eshe said "we only want the positive! and i told her its not negative it was as if i was contemplating my life and was unhappy with some of my choices.(although i cound'nt say what they were) i knew this and i also knew it was part of the progress of my after life. after a while i was taken up(?) and found my self in this place i could only call whaite. all the souls or etheral being were glowing. at first i was in a white room with the two beings that came for me. the walls were not really their. if i wanted to walk or see through them i could. they served the peroiod of grief i was going through. oddly they held no judgment nor did their bodys or faces hold any form, a kelidascope of images ran across their and my faces we were acollection of experiences. after a period and i couldnt say in time it was when i was done i went to a great hall were their were many elders (wizers) it was a glimse but again there was no judgment. the only judgment was comming from myself. and only through the griegving period. after that well... we all just knew. i cant even say what we knew except that ...it was like we all knew we were a part of the source and we were on a mission to bring light (all of us) to the darkness or ignorance. i remember not wanting to go back but knowing this feeling would pass and i would go willingly after a spell. after the brief glimpse ove the hall i was looking down into the murk in a whit e room again not really. i was looking down a hole like ice fishing, i saw my parents i would c\hoose and immediately knew why i chose them. in my last life i played the victem right to the end (this explained my great anger at personalities whom play this role) just before we finished she asked me if there was any life past that i had reached a fuller spiritual understanding. although i did not feel the need, i ziped back down the tunnel touching 8 or 10 lives all with little hazy glimpses , mostly i felt them when i touched the one "she was" looking for i ziped right back to us and started laugh\ing saying "in that one he was a monk, more laughing, and he really had a good time. oh io forgot to mention after the grieving i started talking about my self in the third person. thanks for letting me share Randy
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