Conversation Board - My challenge with this really bad spirit

juditha

Ex Member

My challenge with this really bad spirit
Oct 10^th, 2006 at 4:44am

Hi I just had to write this down,its the most vivid thing to have happened to me so far.
I was sitting in bed on my own,and i was watching a video about Robin of Sherwood and i closed my eyes and there was these dark spirits around me ,i sensed them and i felt something was about to happen,anyway i opened my eyes and i asked God to surround me with his protection of love and light.

After this i fell asleep,but then i woke up and called to my husband Paul to bring me a hot drink,i looked at the television screen and the video had finished and there was just white noise,as i looked at it,i could see me and deanna on there,we looked 14yrs old and we were in this kitchen preparing a meal,also we were talking and laughing ,but i could not hear what we were saying,and we also had plaits in our hair.
Anyway Paul stood there and gave me this drink and i was amazed what i was looking at on this television screen and i asked Paul if he could see me and deanna on the screen,he just looked at me and said he could see nothing,then this vision finally dissapeared.

Paul went back downstairs and i closed my eyes,and i sensed bad spirit around me,all of a sudden this bad spirit grabbed hold of me and was pulling me to the edge of the bed,also making my spirit to lift out of my body,i could feel my spirit being pulled from my body,and i knew if this spirit pulled me any further,my spirit would leave my body completely,so i could feel my voice starting to freeze,so i really struggled to say these words,then my voice was there and i screamed at this spirit ,saying I command you in the name of The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit to let go of my spirit and my body,i screamed this over and over again,and it finally let go,and i tried to open my eyes but this spirit would not let me.

I then heard this noise in the bedroom,the sound of footsteps and i thought it was Paul and he had come to bed,anyway i opened my eyes and there was nothing there,so i closed my eyes and i could hear this horrible groaning sound,and i pulled back my quilt and there was paul,looking at me with so much hatred,he started to try to grab my throat and i was screaming for Gods help and i told this spirit to leave me alone in the name of The Father,The Son and the holy spirit,as this spirit was back for more,it finally left my bedroom,i could not get my voice because of the fear,eventually my voice came,i screamed for paul and he came running up the stairs,and i told him i tried to call him many times,but this bad spirit would not let me.This spirit gave me bad visions and quite a lot of fear.

The only thing is i said to the Devil before i went to bed,that he would never get into my soul,as i loved God,and Gods love for me would never allow it.

Then i had this experience,and i beleive,this Devil tested my faith in God and Gods love for me,because after all the Devil could never defeat our Glorious Divine Spirit Our father God as god is the most powerful,light will always overshadow darkness.

God protected me last night from this evil spirit.

Take the words of God and lead the way.
Take this life,day by day,
Always remember to kneel and pray,
Gods love and protection.is but a whisper away

Love and God bless you all Juditha

Back to top

IP Logged

LightR_on

Full Member

Offline

Afterlife Knowledge Member

Posts: 143
Earth
Gender: female

Re: My challenge with this really bad spirit
Reply #1 - Oct 10^th, 2006 at 7:51am

Juditha you are obviously in a depressed state, these things seem to happen when we are flat and overwhelmed with what we have to face.

What is going on in your life?

Are there out standing difficulty's your hiding from?

I don't mean to pry but when darkness has an opening through your auric field it will take its chance and move on in.

Most of what you where experiencing was through the astral plane this is where nearly all these things take place.If I was you I'd go and search out a good energy worker, they will help you shift some of your fear. You will see when you start to move this energy of fear, you will feel so much more in control.

I send you love/ healing and I wish you well

Back to top

Love is the key

IP Logged

blink

Ex Member

Re: My challenge with this really bad spirit
Reply #2 - Oct 10^th, 2006 at 12:02pm

Hi Juditha,

You were very quickly able to reject this negative energy which tried to hold you down, and that is because you immediately drew upon the greatest powers that you know. I am so sorry that you had to endure that fearful experience.

I recently was forced to confront some very negative energy in my life. It was a powerful and transformative experience. Now I am actually grateful to it for allowing me recognize my own vulnerability, and also to recognize, once again, the strength that I have inside me.

I agree that there may be some area of your life which is calling out for change, or some kind of pain inside that needs to be addressed and healed, and that is the place where this negative energy found the foothold to seize hold of you.

Sending you peace, lovely one. You are a beautiful person. love, blink

Back to top

IP Logged

recoverer

Super Member

Offline

Afterlife Knowledge Member

Posts: 5027
Gender: male

Re: My challenge with this really bad spirit
Reply #3 - Oct 10^th, 2006 at 12:16pm

Juditha:

I've had experiences where I would wake up in like an astral state and something would try to take me over. Each time I would tell such a presence that I'm committed to God, love and ultimate good, and there is nothing you can do to change this. I would then tune into love as much as I could.

There is a good chance that in each of these cases I wasn't actually attacked by something negative. Here are the possibilies:
1. A negative spirit came after me but couldn't succeed. It could only succeed if I allowed it to intimidate me and gave away my will power.
2. An aspect of my mind that is based on my fears tried to assert itself. Each time it tried to do so it didn't succeed.
3. Friendly guidance gave me these experiences in order to show me that if something negative ever tried to come after me it wouldn't succeed.
Whichever of the above is true it is a no lose situation, because nothing bad ever got the best of me.

You have the power of Christ within you Juditha. You don't have to worry about something that turns its back on God and Christ getting the best of you.

Were the plates you saw on top of your head and your sister's head white? If they were, perhaps you were being told that your crown chakra is protected with solid white light.

Is there something that happened for you and your sister when you were around 14 years old? Perhaps this is when you first started to be protected.

Does your husband have any recollection of being taken over? If he doesn't, this might provide a clue as to what actually happened last night.

Sometimes depression can be the result of fear we don't allow to come to the surface. Perhaps this was being pointed to with last nights experience.

Perhaps you should slow down on the medium thing for a while, until you become a little more clear about things.

Back to top

« Last Edit: Oct 10^th, 2006 at 2:06pm by recoverer »

IP Logged

juditha

Ex Member

Re: My challenge with this really bad spirit
Reply #4 - Oct 10^th, 2006 at 12:50pm

Hi Recoverer the only thing i can think of is that this clairvoyant told Deanna that me and her were cursed at our 13th birthday party.
When i wrote plaits ,i meant our hair had pigtails, sometimes i dont always write words as they should be,but God bless you for your reply recoverer.

I was a bit down last night,as i had to go to this place today ,to talk in front of a lot of people,about my lack of confidence,which i was nervous about doing.
Paul was downstairs all the time this was happening,so he did not know anything about it,until i called him upstairs ,when it was over with.
This is the first time i have ever felt my spirit leaveing my body,and it felt so strange,my spirit was actually rising above my body,i think i know now what it will be like when i finally pass to spirit one day.

Love and God bless you recoverer Juditha

Back to top

IP Logged

juditha Ex Member	Re: My challenge with this really bad spirit Reply #5 - Oct 10^th, 2006 at 12:58pm Hi light R Thanks for your reply and i have been a bit down lately,but i had a good day today,it was good to talk to these people at this centre about my lack of confidence in myself,so i feel better today. Love Light Healing and God bless you light R Juditha
Back to top	IP Logged

juditha Ex Member	Re: My challenge with this really bad spirit Reply #6 - Oct 10^th, 2006 at 1:02pm Hi Blink You are beautiful and lovely as well,thanks for what you wrote. Love and God bless you Blink Juditha
Back to top	IP Logged

recoverer

Super Member

Offline

Afterlife Knowledge Member

Posts: 5027
Gender: male

Re: My challenge with this really bad spirit
Reply #7 - Oct 10^th, 2006 at 1:14pm

Juditha;

Perhaps there is a part of your mind that still believes the below. Certainly your belief in God and Jesus mean more than some supposed curse. Cheesy

Since your husband was downstairs, and considering the out of body sensations you had, this probably was an astral experience.

[quote author=juditha link=1160469860/0#4 date=1160499053]Hi Recoverer the only thing i can think of is that this clairvoyant told Deanna that me and her were cursed at our 13th birthday party.

Back to top

IP Logged

juditha Ex Member	Re: My challenge with this really bad spirit Reply #8 - Oct 10^th, 2006 at 2:02pm Hi Recoverer Your right my beleif in god and jesus means more than this curse to me,I will try and think of whether anything happened with me and Deanna when we were 14 yrs old. Love and God bless you Juditha
Back to top	IP Logged

dave_a_mbs

Super Member

Offline

Afterlife Knowledge Member

Posts: 1655
central california
Gender: male

Re: My challenge with this really bad spirit
Reply #9 - Oct 10^th, 2006 at 5:17pm

Hi Juditha-
My wife never sees the things I do when I have visions either.

You are developing an ability to leave your body. I have no idea why, but that seems to be a matter of something God is giving you - hence the sense of being pulled.

To resist from fear or anger brings power to negative energies around you. To resist because you have other duties etc will not cause that to happen. Imagine a shiny smooth glass doorknob. If your hands are a little bit slippery, you can't grasp it turn turn it. But if you can find a sticky place, or a bump, then you can get a grip. A pure and loving soul is slippery, no places to grasp and manipulate it. Fear, anger or other negative emotions lead to lumps and bumps that a spook can grab.

My suggestion would be to go along with exteriorization if it seems appropriate, otherwise, just tell God that this isn't a good time. If other energies and spirits surround you, keep on loving them, even if they try to scare you. That disempowers them. Recall that you manifest God, and that they too are God's creations. Then you can tell them to go back to their origins in God, whcih is about all they can do if they stick around. No matter how strange and confusing, or how exotic your experiences are, so long as you remain loving, aware and calm, and are willing to be happy with your unfolding powers, then you'll remains safe.

God bless you-
dave

Back to top

life is too short to drink sour wine

IP Logged

recoverer Super Member Offline Afterlife Knowledge Member Posts: 5027 Gender:	Re: My challenge with this really bad spirit Reply #10 - Oct 10^th, 2006 at 5:26pm I like what Dave has to say. I like his doorknob analogy.
Back to top	IP Logged

LaffingRain

Super Member

Offline

Choose this Day

Posts: 5249
Arizona
Gender: female

Re: My challenge with this really bad spirit
Reply #11 - Oct 10^th, 2006 at 11:31pm

I like Juditha's explanation that she was being tested as the same thing happened to me about 40 years ago and I felt I was being tested. you are most likely going to be a good medium and you encounter these experiences so that if you come across any kind of entity, astral or higher level you will know exactly how to handle them should it occur again.

also you have a memory to chase down due to the tv set vision at the same time.

if it helps any, I was asked to step outside the body too and I declined Tongue

while you were pulled from it, but managed to fight it off.
the key here is that you offered a thought to the devil and something was listening. I don't think the devil is worth offering a thought to, actually I don't believe in such an entity, but there are lots of entities in the lower astral would be glad to play that part for the believer who believes in the powers of darkness. just focus on god and know sometimes we are tested to see just how strong our will can be when we want to follow in the footsteps of one who already conquered all that we go through now.

theres a strong possibility also your own guides are involved in your progress and you are simply being initiated..somewhat rudely but maybe you're being taught that thing called discernment of spirits..and this is they way they figured to get their point across effectively. the first thing I now ask of any spirit is, who are you, what do you want and how may I assist you? no spirit messes me with now Wink

but like you, I had to choose then and there whom I would serve. love, alysia

Back to top

Who takes away death's sting deprives life of bitterness

IP Logged

juditha Ex Member	Re: My challenge with this really bad spirit Reply #12 - Oct 11^th, 2006 at 9:15am Hi Dave and aylsia Thanks for sharing your experience,thoughts and advice to me,which i am very grateful for. Love and God bless you both Juditha
Back to top	IP Logged