Hi Wade .. it is great to hear from you again! Great to hear that you have been busy with school work and i hope that your changes are happy ones
ah but now the
spirits that are bothering you do not sound so good do they ...
First of all don't feel empty and hollow Wade, think of yourself as a Knight in shinning armour on a mission filled with a quest. Yes, even there is your sword ... the sword of the Knight filled with power for all that is good and fair.
These
spirits are wandering around thoughts looking for someone to settle on so they will not dissolve into nothingness .. because really they are nothing but someones imagination that has set them free.
Now aren't you greater than wandering thoughts Wade .. Yes you are .. You are a Knight Wade and nothing negative will get in your way. During the day gear yourself up as a Knight does, fill of pride and strength and practise and picture yourself driving your sword into these pathetic wandering thoughts that think they can rule you. Pah laugh at them while you stab them .. even your powerful horse steaming at the bit will just stamp on them.
When you go to sleep, place your sword next to you and be on guard ready to attack these miserable nothingnesses .. for
you are a Knight from the Kings castle and no-one messes with you. Right?
And once your mission is complete and these nothingnesses have dissolved into nothing .. find your fair maiden and hand her a red rose of love. For you have conquered.
My love.