Hi there,

night (middle Europe) of 2.-3. Sept. 2006:

I let my helpers (not visible this time) guide me to F27 and the meeting point.
Saw a little animal on the lawn, at first it seemed to be a mouse or a rat, then it was a mole on it's little hill.
Then a person arrived, I saw a big hat on that person, in a soft milky orange color, first like made of straw, but then consisting of a very thin semi-transparent material. Must be Alysia I thought (well my ID sense relies on hats and hairstyle it seems), we greeted. "Alysia" said: "Hey Spooky what about your wizard-outfit?" "Hmm" I replied "I don't have thought of my cloths till now, what am I wearing anyway? Looks like a boring grey pyjama..." So I concentrated on a wizard's outfit, Gandalf-style, long cloak, pointed hat, long wand, trousers and shoes, all in a shining light-grey, then a serious look on my face with the appropriate agey look, voila!
Then "Alysia" questioned: "What's your greatest discovery here in the nonphysical?" I thought a little and answered: "This special kind of expandedness." I tried to remember it the best I can and send it to "Alysia". Then I tried to get myself in this state again to show her. I didn't know how's the best way to share it mind-to-mind, so I took her hand with my left hand. I then imaginated to be expanded, more and more, the universe, every-thing until I felt the single things came closer, were about to give up their single existence. I thought that Alysia must like this, as she often says we're all one.
Come back from this, I asked if "Alysia" could help me to feel better bodily, with the tension in my middle. It was as if she tried to do something. Then the scene faded away, blackness. I felt comfortable, all concerns and nervousness became more distanced, like in cozy slumber.
Then I returned to the lawn, and a group of people, me too, sat down on the ground in a circle, starting to talk in a kind of dampened, calm manner. I first found myself a bit distanced and closed out, but then I realized it was the usual split of mine, observing from a distance, while another one of me was sitting there with the others. So I tried to go into my "body" that was sitting there to get what we were talking about. I have to really focus on this to achieve it staying in my body there, and when I did it, something odd happened. Everybody became silent then and didn't talk no more, this "me" also! When I then again was in the observing mode, from a distance, they start again to talk, but I couldn't hear it! Was somehow conspiracious, I thought they (and that me) plan something what I shouldn't know in C1. A young guy showed up and said something like "It's just as you think it is". Everyone of that round, sitting on the lawn, talking silently, started to glow in a specific color, different to the others, and I thought everyone has a special task, is a specialist, to add a personal part to bring into reality what is planned.


Spooky

>>>He was leaning back in a lounge-type chair.  I asked him if was going to marry me..and he said no, I'm not marrying anyone. <<<
Well Shirley, that's a kinda cool conversation lol!

Well..I went back to the chrystal to find y'all..at first, there was no one there.  I kept calling out, feeling "alone"..when finally, one by one, you all put in an appearance.

Often, we see each other and describe what we are wearing.  Well..no one was wearing anything..yep..naked as a jaybird, everyone was.

I think it was more symbolic though, than anything else.  Being "stripped" of covering..opening and seeing as we are..

I am running late this weekend but wanted to try.  So I tried today instead, before reading these posts. I just set my intent to meet you all "wherever you are" and also set a couple of other intentions, perhaps some to be completed in dreams tonight, since I didn't get a lot visually this time. 

In my meditation I saw at one point what looked like lights all around a circumference which filled my frame of vision.  There were 2-3 rows of lights, and there were multiple colors in the lights.

It just felt like a lot of traveling, but never arriving much of anywhere.

I could not get anywhere where I could see any faces or communicate any other way.

love, blink

last night I couldn't sleep got up at 12:30 and made a

I came here because I get relaxed here. I posted something about belief systems thinking how creative we can be to create our dreams of reality that come true sometimes sooner than later and we get lucky that way, or can be if we stay focused on our ideals. when I was thinking about all this I was talking to Shirley in my mind about these very real places where belief systems operate, like people live inside those beliefs, making them real to themselves. then I went to sleep and dreamed and it was like a PE. I didn't set an intention so its nice when someone shows up in my dreams. since I had just finished talking to Shirley as my focus of thought today I think it was her I saw although I didn't get a name, it was a female, and I only knew that I knew her, she was familiar, and just a feeling of friendship was there. I seemed to be standing out in space, a blue blackness around, but warm and casual. this woman asked me a question about what I believed in. something about connecting points of humanity, how I felt about it. I was glad to be asked a question and eager to talk. it brought me more lucid. I pointed to an image I was making in my mind or from my mind of creative potential. at first it looked like a forest village, an opening to that, like a gateway, like a black hole in space opened up above the earth and this black hole was a belief system level for a segment of us. all the households were spaced apart on several acres of land, to each his own, yet everybody knew everybody like a community, but only superficially; I pointed towards all the trees and the earth and natural environment between each household with a family inside. I said I visited these households from time to time as  I was a part of the community. I grew lucid that this was my image I could project on the screen for others and I've heard of this that we can produce pictures out there with our minds. we can even build houses with our minds when we pass to the other side, all this without a hammer and nail. I thought about how malleable is reality there. I thought of the people, separate yet a community where one looked after the other, yet from a distance.

and thats about it, not a revelation or anything, but at least I got out of the house last night!  hope to have something to share this saturday PE.

oh and Shirley; one time I asked somebody famous "are we getting married?" lol, heres what his face looked like when I asked

so I slapped my forehead as if to say what a dummy I am to just walk up to him and ask such a question! then I launched into a long speech to him about why I was there. he listened patiently and then we actually merged into one knocking me off my feet as was my first merge out there from soul to soul. later, thought about what I think marriage is...and dang if it isn't a merge! or should be like the two become one, so this is why my subc. asked him "are we getting married dude?"

theres so much more to that story but not enough cyberspace to tell it in..so will leave you and hope to see you at the crystal this weekend. love, alysia