desmith1202
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I'd like to thank all of those who have helped me with my research the past few months. It's been really interesting. I have a few more questions, but must first tell you a short story. My girlfriends' son recently began an affair with his older neighbor next door. The problem is that her boyfriend, of eight years, lives with her. Naturally he found out and I've been around a lot of drama until recently. Once he found out, we started talking about it and he had told me he planned to leave. After two weeks, he was still there and I was getting frustrated with the continued arguments and the presence of my neighbor and my friends' son. I realized my girlfriends' son wasn't going anywhere because he has nowhere to go, so I started asking my girlfriend, "Why is the neighbor still here?" You see, the girl had told him that she and my friends' son were no longer seeing each other, but I knew differently. It upset me to have this knowledge while looking him in the face on a daily basis. My girlfriend told me to stop worrying about something I couldn't control. So I tried. Then I had a dream. I never have dreams... at least I don't remember them. When I woke one morning the number 3219 was all I could remember from the dream so I assumed I was supposed to play the lottery. I did for two weeks straight and didn't win anything. During the third week, I came home from work to find one of those huge trash cans you see those big long trucks hauling up and down the interstate, in the alley behind my neighbors house. My girlfriend pointed out the number on the trashcan and started laughing. "You'd better play that today," she said. The number is 3912. I thought nothing of it, but I played again anyway. Again no luck. A week later, the trashcan still sitting there for apparently no reason, I came home, went to the store and by the time I set down my bag, I heard loud banging and voices coming from next door. I turned to look out the screen and about six policemen and women were trying to break down the door of the apartment next door. I went to go out, but the cops screamed for me to go back inside. When it was all over, my friend, his girlfriend and her son were handcuffed and taken away. I found out later that they found about a pound of marijuana and a nine millimeter pistol. Then it dawned on me what those numbers I dreamt meant, and why they were positioned directly in front of the neighbors house. I could have warned him if I understood the sign. I guess you could say I'll be a little more observant from now on. Bottom line is: he's Jaimacan and here illegally so I guess he'll eventually wound up being deported. Right now they're talking about releasing him to a halfway house. Now I could say, "I got my wish," but I didn't mean for it to happen like that. Is that what they mean when they say we create our own reality with our thoughts? Did I, in essence, create this reality? I don't see how. I don't even know if I am ascending. I have maintained the same weight for the past 12 or so years, with no potruding belly, I never get sick and have never been to a hospital other than to visit someone else. I don't even take medications unless you call the occassional multi-vitamin medication, and I'll be 49 this year. I have read that during ascension we will experience all kinds of aches and pains, so I'm assuming I haven't reached that point yet. However, my life's motto is: "The only true success in life is to be able to live your life as you please." And I try to let others do the same. So why wouldn't I experience the pain of ascension if ascension is in fact true? I ask that, yet everyday I pick up the paper there's at least one article that draws my attention. In the past two weeks alone, "Scientists think the Universe is Expanding: May have to add three more planets," (of course they're counting Pluto). "Scientists discover Dark Matter in space: Don't know what it is." Maybe I'm looking for something more concrete... don't know. Meanwhile, my journey thus far has led me to the heavens, beneath the earth and into UFOlogy. A lot of stuff to pick through, but it's all about choices right? I just hope I make the right ones. About to buy a good book, but don't know which of the few I've chosen is any good. Can you help? Here are the books:
Reincarnation, by Elizabeth Clare Many Mansions, The Edgar Case story The path to your ascension, Annice Booth, Mark Prophet, and Elizabeth Prophet All about Reincarnation, by Rober Parish
Appreciate the help, and all have a Bessed day!!
David
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