Walking around in "The Park" of Focus 27
I suspected it is easier to get a clear, independent seeming view of my surrounding in The Park rather than in My Place 27. So I landed in The Park. At first I wanted to rest a little, as I felt not very well. There were soft rolling hills, with lawn but also other places with high grass, and trees, some spread around, some in a row, there also was a small dirt lane. It was calm, beginning autummn like. No people were there, but in a distance there were some. I layed myself down at a side of a hill on the lawn. I remembered then from earlier visits that there are crystals spread here, looking like glass, in a shape of a water drop, and they have a refreshing effect when you come near them. So, I stood up and looked around, and nearby I found one. I went to it, touched it, and it became less solid so I could walk into it, it was like a shower of a soft penetrating sparkling substance. The flow was downwards, it seemed it has a sort of soothing-smoothing effect on me, balancing and energizing. I then again layed myself down. A woman appeared. She was concerned about my condition, and she called for someone. A man came from the side, which I interpreted was a doctor. I wanted to stand up but the doctor said I can just stay there lieing. The woman and the doctor were talking, I'm not sure if could really get what they were saying, but what came into my mind was: "He is just one of that sort, only half-dreaming, he still has a body, is somehow consciously here." The doctor wasn't concerned. I thought maybe I looked different to the woman because in this place normally are people without a physical body, or "full" dreamers. The doctor then examined me (well, the body I had there) and made something with his hands at the lower half of my body. I stood up, and just fell down again backwards on my head, it happened two times, as if it was very slippery and/or gravity has been diminished. I then focused more on this and gave myself the order "Head, eyes at the top, feet at the bottom, vertical." Then it worked. The doctor then used a method I already was shown earlier by a helper of mine, he told me to look into his eyes, then to focus on the heart area to keep it open for energy flow, but still having the view-focus at my eyes. Then I should say to myself "Wake up" (He meant to wake up in Focus 27). My perception became a little better then. I noticed the doctor looked like around 60 years old, I remembered most people here chose to look younger, but the doctor chose an older look because that would make him look more trustworthy and experienced as a doctor. Then a different view somehow popped up, I saw an Avatar of a figure of a videogame moving/breathing in a rather artificial way, this breathing I saw at the figure was in the rhythm of my heartbeat. I "clicked" it away.
I said to the doctor that I would like to go to the crystal again, and he said that this is a good idea and I should do that. So I did, in front of the crystal I moved my arms several times upwards (don't know why I had this idea), and then thy crystal changed into something like a water fountain, but very fine spread water like fog, it looked similar to water but not completely, it were also little sparks. It felt cool and lively. I turned to the two and expressed "it's all ok", then they went away, became transparent and vanished. They felt that I wanted to be alone I thought.
I just wanted to make some sort of exercises here to increase my perception of this place. I ran around a lot on the lawn, back and forth, upwards and downwards the hills. My perception was relatively good this time, I have found my own running is difficult to perceive over there in my mind journeys, often my perception then jumps outside my there-body, so I have to put much effort when I want to stay inside. I noticed I was able to change my mass or the gravity, from normal-earthlike to more moonlike, so I could do very far and high leaps and steps, or no mass/gravity, then I could fly. With little mass/gravity I performed some high jumps and saltos, often I didn't land properly, then I used the ground as a trampolin, it was as soft as wanted it to be, I even could sink into it.
I sometimes looked at my hands, I could see them quite good, though they looked different than in the physical, less detailed, in a shiny yellow-gold color. When I looked at my hands, my arms and hands felt like less connected to my body, as if they were parts only attached to my body through my will.
I then lifted off and moved back in C1 direction.
(Note: This is one half of a 50-minutes session. The second part is posted in the retrieval-section:
http://www.afterlife-knowledge.com/cgi-bin/yabb/YaBB.cgi?num=1155170913/0#0 )
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